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2010-09-03T22:52:00.001+08:00

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2010-08-29T21:16:00.003+08:00

I've made my mind not to go to the Mooncake Festive in my school.

Why should I go and make myself suffer? Looking at them performing whilst you can't and you can only cheer for them as one of the tiny crowd.

Yes, I am pissed when I know everyone is going to perform during that day, but I'm more mad at myself. I can only blame myself for not having the time and chance to practice and perform with them. But it also broke my heart to know that they all were performing. I know that they don't have the need to quit the performance when someone can't make it, but I secretly hope they will. Bah, now I know that it's 100% that they won't quit.

Some of you my ask what is wrong with me? Why am I upset over such minor things? Yes, this is minor and I know I shouldn't make such a big deal out of it. But I just couldn't help myself. Imagine the gang of friends you used to hang out with and do everything together, and know everything just changed.

I know I'm usually or always the left out during outings or activities, I have my reasons and I don't like that position I'm in. I want to hang out with you guys, but sometimes there's just something in between that I couldn't go out anymore.

I hate the feeling of being left out, but that's the feeling that have accompanied me throughtout my childhood days and until now. Imagine you see people laughing and sharing with you their happy moments without you, how would you feel? You can only smile and laugh back in return and give positive feedbacks about the memories and activities without you in it.

I know I'm also quite a hot-tempered person and I used to get angry quite often and easily during outings and I sincerely appologize to whom I've hurt in the past. I always tell myself to cool down but sometimes I just can't stop myself from doing so. I got irratited by some of you sometimes when you're bitchy, but when you're good, I have no harsh feelings towards you.

I doubt you'll know that anyway, because you have your own new friends already. Thank you for letting me know that I can't rely on you all forever. And thank you once more, for letting me realise that I do have some good friends around me. It's so funny the humans used to ignore people that really care for you, huh?

Anyway, it make me more aware that I shouldn't just stick to you guys only. Yes, you all are great friends to hang out with but I should treat myself with more respect and intergrity. I wouldn't need to just stick behind you, I can have my own friends. Thank you for letting my realise that I'm worth it too. (: although I learnt this lesson throught the hard way.

Time for some happy post! Watched Vampire Sucks today, and gosh I love it! But too bad I gotta watch it alone. ): It's like a parody version of Twilight Saga. The settings is the same, I think. And even the names are almost similar!

Edward Cullen vs Edward Sullen ( I think Edward Sullen is hotter than Cullen )
Bella Swan vs Becca Crane ( I still prefer Bella Swan! )
Jacob Black vs Jacob White

I mean the script writer just changed some of the dialogues and add some funny lines in it because the others is almost the same as Twilight.

I think it's worth to watch it but I don't think it'll work out for those no-nonsense people. (:

2010-08-22T18:31:00.008+08:00

Ok, I know I haven't update my blog like for quite some time. Even my laptop doesn't auto sign me in to blogger.com anymore. :x I'm not quite up to blogging now, maybe I'm using my phone to online most of the time? It's more convenient actually, onlining via phone. So the usual website I would go is just facebook and twitter. (:

Just finished our exam this week and I don't wanna talk anything about it.

Went out with hunnie Vivien today and I had loads of fun! Okay, I shall upload some pics since I haven't done it in a long long time! :D Sorry for the shitty quality, because some I took it off video and my handphone is only 3.2 megapixels and most of the photo is in the darkness. :P
Anyway, most of the KTV pictures are almost the same. Tee hee~~

We went around shopping then head straight to the cinema to watch love in disguise. I admit I don't really fancy Lee Hom before but after the movie I think he's quite okay after all. :P It's a nice movie anyway. (:

Then we went to Popular to kill some time whilst Vivien brough @dd magazine. When we walk in I heard a song that is sung by Lee Hom, and when I double-confirm with Vivien, she said I don't know. What kind of fan is this? xD

Brought this from MiniToons! Vivien and I both brought it. Talking about this remind me of a photo that was taken long agooooooo.

Vivien = Blue
Elaine = Black
Me = Pink!!! :D
Joan = White ( but not here :x )
Later on Joan switched colours with Elaine so that we can match back the colours with our phone colour! So ngam right? Elaine has a white phone whereas Joan has a black one and I have a pink one whereas Vivien has a blue phone!

"WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS TOGETHER IN SUNSHINES AND IN SHADES"
Thank you for giving me this, Vivien! Love ya! Muacks! Tee hee~~

The only nice photo of me. :P Too bad la, I'm not pretty so very hard to find a pretty picture! Haha~

I think this glasses is so damn cool! There's loads more in the shop but I don't dare to try everyone and snap pictures with it. I don't wanna get kicked out from the shop! :P

Last but not least, our only photo taken together. ):

That's all for today. Bye bye!

2010-07-31T14:14:00.003+08:00

I broke down when I came back to my home. All the emotions, the frustration just got to me and I just starting sobbing and crying.

Why? Why is it so hard to get a friend that really understand? Why?

Do you know that I always felt that I'm not worthy when I'm with you? Somehow you just give me the feeling that I'm not worthy. Yes, I'm not as smart as you. Yes, I don't have your talent.

I've been sobbing and crying and asking myself why. Why why why? Those are the questions that I can't asnwer. Am I really that unworthy? Am I really that bad? Don't I deserve this?

I felt like I'm a rubbish. You guys come and find me when you need my help. That's what I felt. I felt like I'm a tool to you, a tool to get what you want.

I wish I can be stronger and not cry everytime when a problem pops out. But I'm just that weak. I can bear to face you any longer because I don't even know how to talk properly to you without feeling frustration.

Yes, I'm pissed off at school. But now, all I feel like it's my fault, you know? it's me. It's me. I'm dissapointed with myself. Why must I let my anger control me? I am mad when I found out that you kinda forget about me and didn't inform me. I felt left out, you know? How would you feel if you're in my shoes?

The feeling of being left out is not good. It sucks. I've been having this feeling since primary. I thought that I will never have this feeling again when I met you. But I still have that in me. That bitter side of me. That feeling is like in my blood already. I wanna it to get lost, but I can't.

I felt so useless, I felt left out.

I don't think that you'll understand what I'm feeling now.

2010-07-23T23:59:00.005+08:00

I pray to god the He will let me finish typing this post without re-writing it again and again.
I made myself to blog at least once a week but being the usual lazy me, I will post posts without pictures! :D Go to http://www.facebook.com/sotseine for pictures! But I seldom update my pictures album because I’m too lazy!!!!!!!

School is still okay. Same pattern everyday. I skipped school on Wednesday because I over slept. :x Okay, wanna know the truth? Actually I woke up around 6.50am realising that I was late. Then I think to myself:"Oh shit! I have less than 10 minutes to prepare everything!" So I plonked myself back to my fluffy pillow while cuddling sottie and go back to my dreamland. I did had a good dream that morning! Fuiyohhh~~~ Can I have that dream again? Too bad it's just a dream. >.<

Okay, why didn’t I get to know them better earlier because they’re so fun to be with! They’re Yean yan, Hwei Yee and Prashanya! It’s sooooo funny to be with them. On Tuesday, Yean yan, Prashanya and I even planned to tweet Justin Bieber together! This is because we found out that he usually retweet his fan’s tweets so we decided to give it a shot but the results is he never reply. :P Kinda guessed that this will be it. How nice if he reply us right? So we joked around that he might be country-ist and only fancied European countries but not Asian countries. :P Sorry if I pissed some of his die-hard fans but we were just fooling around when we make that comment.

It’s a total waste of time that we went school today. No lessons were taught and I’m serious!! Scroll down to see the activities for today!!

Sej – teacher was absent. Yes!!

Bm – teacher was absent too!! Wohooo~ We’re over the moon!!

Sivik – was asked to do our own things and everyone kinda transformed to animals when we were giving opinions on where to go for our class trip. I didn’t even know the final decision because I was busy throwing paper balls here and there. Someone kept aiming for butt but I don’t know who. I know my butt is sexaayyyy and hot!!!! :P

-recess-

Moral – went to the library to finish up our folio but being the usual lazy me I went over to Yean yan, Prashanya and Hwei yee’s table to chit-chat with them. Imagine after 7 months only I start talking to them?? And they’re sitting just in front of me in the class. -.- wow, I’m really slow at making friends! Then we started to discuss of how to drag our English teacher’s time so that she won’t teach us.

English – plan succeed!! We started singing birthday song when she walked in and you can see it from her expression that she’s shocked. It’s actually Hwei yee’s birthday today! (: We kept repeating the birthday song and somehow our class started to sing random songs. Kenneth, Richard, Kang Ying and Kai Chean were even “invited” to dance in front of the class! It’s so hilarious! I’m loving my classmates more and more now! <3 My personal favorite part is whenever someone step in our class, we’ll start to sing birthday song like those shop censor? So Bryan kept stepping in and out so we were like Hap, Hap, Hap….!! :D

After english? Time to go home!!

I was pretty lucky that my name was not jotted down when there was spot check this morning. My nails and fringe were pretty long and I was so lucky when I was not caught by prefets! *phew* My fringe were so long that it kept poking my eyes until it was damn itchy. So haircut tomorroe after school activities! <3 Dreading for it now. I won’t want to risk to get caught the next spot check. And whilst we were in the library, I saw prefects walking in our class and they’re spot checking our bags. I was lucky, again that my friend’s highlighter which was on my table was not confistigated. My friend checked my table so thank youuuuu! (:

Oh ya, last but not least, congratz to Meng Jiun for his novel getting in the Selangor state contest. I regret so much for not participating although I finished writing mine. :x Is it worth it to not cut short my story because mine was a bit too long. Is it worth it?????? To those who are interested in my story, here's the link!!
http://sotseine.blogspot.com/2010_03_19_archive.html

~Tata~

2010-07-23T21:21:00.005+08:00

Okay, I give up! I re-typed this post for 4 freaking times and it doesn't work out. ): Not my fault, blame blogger.com! Screw u!

2010-07-16T21:43:00.004+08:00

Okay, I blogged to pass my time while waiting for the moment of getting a chance to win the MTV World Stage tickets. :x Wish me luck ya?

For the first time in my life, I fell asleep while watching the tele. I mean, this is just not me! I was too tired of sleeping late last night and waking up early today. It's Facebook's fault! Blame it!!! I literally fell asleep while watching The Biggest Loser Australia Season 2 and I fell asleep during the most exciting part. -.- So I didn't get to know which team loses the weigh-in and I can't watch the repeat because I AM watching the repeat.

Sometimes I just can't stand myself. Why must I be so lazy? Why can't I study like other people? Why can't I stop myself from feeling sleepy whenever I open my books and tried to study? I never suceed studying without falling asleep on my books. I hate myself so much when I do that! I only started to regret for not studying more when I got back my suckish results but beforehand, I don't have the motivation to get my ass of the laptop and start studying. ):

Maybe I should take all my books to the Garden Terrace's Office and study? Well, there's air-cond there and there's no handphone/laptop to distract me. Nah, I'll surely fall asleep as well, or maybe I'll day-dream while looking out the windows and enjoy the scenary. Exam is exactly a month away and I have not prepared. I don't understand all my sciences subjects. I don't know what is coming out from teachers mouth! All I know is their mouth is moving non stop and I have no idea what are they talking about. Being in the tuition is the same case too! For physics is more okay for me because I at least understand what he is talking about. But I just don't know how to do his homework when I'm at home. Chemistry is the worst! I don't even understand what is the tuition teacher talking about! Biology is the worst of the lot! I never attend tuition for that because I think I still can handle it, and obviously I can't but I never had tuition for that too. I'm lazy to go to tuitions!!!!!!

What is wrong with me, dude? Wake up wake up!!!! There's no such year as honeymoon year!!!

BTW, I wanna thank Hanley Fong again for helping me to spot junior and the bee for the MTV World Stage tickets! Thank you! (:

2010-07-15T23:07:00.005+08:00

Heya! I think I have left my bloggie dead for quite some time. Too bad! My results sucks so no laptop! ): Oh ya, before I forget, the lazy bum bum Chen Wei Seine a.k.a sotseine has finally made up her mind to open up a facebook account after being laugh by Mr.Lee numerous time for being outdated. -.- So here's my link and add me up if I left you out ya?

Hmmm.... Let's see. Okay, on 2-4th July, I went to a camp in FRIM, Kepong. The experience is urm, I'm trying to find the suitable word but failed. In simple, it's fun although it's dirty. I've been extremely scared of leece biting me before I went to the camp and luckily, no leech bite for me! I'm such a lucky girl! :P And I'm lucky enough again to be not chosen for the night patrol! Imagine my luck! Should have gotten myself a lottery ticket or something, maybe I might win! Met some new friends there and we actually have our little secrets of our own after we came back from the camp. Hui Sin,Twins, Ee Cheng, Vivien and I have our little secret admirer after the camp. We're like crazy hunting for our idols in school and talking about them during recess. We'll brag and say who walk past us and who did we saw and lots more. I know it sounds childish but we had tons of fun from it. (: I think it's a bitter-sweet memory that I'll definitely remember when I'm old next time. How come it's bitter? Try and ask me in person! ;) But I don't think I'm gonna tell you! Hahahaha~

Then we had a suprise party for both Vivien and Ee Cheng! (: They sure got a shock from it! I enjoyes myself once again. I know I'm skipping all the details but I don't think I have the mood to blog it all out.

Haven't got back my result slip back. :x I want it I want it I want it! Okay, time to stop blogging and time for face-booking! Gosh, I've just open my account for 2 days and I'm already addicted to it? Damn those people that made me open-ed it. xD

Tata~ *I miss ou xiang~*

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Did my aural test and teacher kept laughing at me when I said these line :-
"Aw man! I'm so hungry! I've not eaten in three whole days!"
"Books? What are books? I wonder if they are delicious?"

-I think she kept laughing because I use to eat in class and there's no way that I can survive if I haven't eat in three whole days! I think I'll drop dead after the 1st half day. :x

The worst part is, for literature, teacher had 4 people out to "perform" the Gulp and Gasp drama.
Richard-Lord Septic
Hong Chun - Crouch
Kang Ying - Percy
Rose - Me! T_T

Imagine having to say "I love you" to Kang Ying! The whole class was laughing like mad! T_T
and in such coincedence, Rose had to say the same line "I've not eaten in 3 days!" and I broke into giggles. Teacher kept laughing too. Poor me having to starve for 6 days altogether.

I even had to let Kang Ying touch my hand! :0 I kept laughing whenever I have lines that need me to express my affection towards Percy. But I can't help myself when I need to repeat the lines to Kang Ying! My cheeks were so tired after the drama from laughing and laughing and laughing! I'm starting to love school already! <3

*I need to clarify that it is nothing personal about Kang Ying, kay?*

How nice if school is all about presenting drama, drama and drama? No more reports! No more essays! Everything is just drama! Bah, I'm not in drama school~

2010-06-20T18:30:00.004+08:00

I've actually done 2 blog posts earlier but didn't publish it. :P Gonna save it for times that I have no idea or no mood to blog. Tee hee

Just got back from my date with hunnie on Sunway! Damn tired now but very satisfied. Maybe I'll sleep with a wide wide smile on my face tonight. Haha~ Never thought my mom will let me out because school starts tomorrow and it's Father's Day today. Felt so bad for ditching my dad at home whilst I'm having fun outside! :P

Guess who's my hunnie? It's Vivien!!

Her mom came by to my house around 9am and said hi to both my parents whilst poor Puggy was lock up in the backyard because Vivien is scared of her! Then wwnt back to Vivien's house to fetch her sis, Natalie and her friend.

First thing when we reached there was to buy tickets for movie! (: Watched Nanny McPhee and the Big Bang. Won't say that the show is awesome but it's definitely worth watching! I love it when she says her name is Nanny McPhee spelt with a small c and big P! <3

Then walked to J-Co Doughnuts as breakfast :P I know I know, what an unhealthy choice right? But we have only limited time to live so why not make good use of your time to eat something that you like? (: After breakfast, we hit to AmpSquare! Finally I can ditch RedBox because I found another better one. Tee hee~ Prices are cheaper, time period are longer, the only thing is the admin's attitude. Both Vivien and I felt like slapping her hard in her face. How can she be so rude to customers??!!

We both didn't brought our I/C so we borrowed Natalie's for registeration and we were in Room11 whilst Natalie and her friends are on Room13. My mom kept telling me that their food are awful but I think it's not bad! Vivien and I sang and sang and sang until we were both out of breathe. We were jumping around on the sofas and the waiter/waitress don't even ask you to get down from the sofa like what they do in RedBox! This is amazing! Maybe 9 out of 10 customers do this so they were immuned to it? Vivien got excited all over when she got to know the real meaning of If you seek Amy by Britney Spears. (: Sometimes we doesn't sing, we SHOUT! Lolx We were so high at that time! We started the session with Lady Gaga's Bad Romance and ended with that song too! Hahahahaha

After that, went straight to the cinema and watch our movie. Didn't choose Sex and the City 2 because it's rated as 18 and all important scenes were cut. So why waste Rm13 bucks to see cut edition? I rather buy DVD and watch it at home. :P I wanna watch Karate Kid but the timing is not right. ): So the only choice left is Nanny McPhee. Anyway, that show is highly recommended by Jo because she watched it already in Aus. It seems that this is the 2nd show and the 1st one is nicer.

After movies, it's time to go home. ): Time flies when I'm with my hunnie. T_T No camwhore shots because we were rushing here then rush there. ;) We were two very busy people! xD

Tata~ Going to have my dinner then watch tonight's Oprah because she's interviewing the casts of Glee!! <3>

2010-06-13T11:36:00.002+08:00

Feels good to know that there's actually people reading my blog! It not be a massive number, but it still feels good to know that there's someone supporting you somewhere. And I actually found out that my readers are not only from Malaysia but some are from Singapore and Australia! I don't think Jo is the one because she doesn't even know my blog link. :P

Life has been shitty to me for the past few months and I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown AGAIN sometime. =X It's just that the pressure is building up in me and I have nowhere to release it out. How nice if you can release your stress by farting or burping. Then no one in this world will have stress, right?

Yea, I should take it easy and maybe breathe in some air? There's nothing I could do, you know? I felt that someday I will suffocate by all this pressure around me. If life is just about all this, I don't really know what's the real reason people should live. I know I'm being negative, but isn't life suppose to be happy and colourful? But mine is just grey, grey and grey.

I actually felt calmer looking at the rain drops dropping down. I wanna stand in the middle of the road and let the rain drops clear my mind. But I didn't. I'm already sick for nearly 3 weeks and I wanna get better. Maybe I need a physcologist to help me? Nah, talking doesn't even help right now. I don't even know what's bothering me right now. Every lil thing could trigger my emotions now, I rarely talk at home now, which is a massive change in me. How could I, Chen Wei Seine not talk? It's just not right. = Crying myself to sleep seems like a daily routine to me now. How I wish everything would just go away. Maybe I should learn some magic to make it all vanish? I just want to lead a life that everyone 16 years old teenager should have.

Even watching comedy shows couldn't make me laugh now. I don't wanna grow up and become some mental physco, but I know if I keep on burdening myself like that, I will somehow become one. Maybe I should just take a break from everything? But how is that going to work out? So eventually my happiest time of all is when I'm sleeping, I can actually breathe smoothly without worrying what's going to happen the next minute. I can actually relax by then. I refuse to get up every morning because I know what is ahead of me, but I need to pull myself together and just get my ass of my bed. If I'm not there for her, who will? So can I sleep forever like Sleeping Beauty and wait for my prince to appear? Nah, I wouldn't need a prince to come, I just need my problem to go away, that's all. Is all this too much to hope for?

2010-06-10T16:21:00.006+08:00

Let's see when's my last update.... Oopsie, it's May 13! And it's 10 June today! Oh gosh, did I not update for nearly a month? I know I can be excused right? ;P We have exams, and Jocelyn got back from Aus so I spent all my time with her. =D I miss her so much now~
*I didn't even really study for my exams because I was too busy spending my time with Jo! :P*

I miss bullying her and I miss talking to her before I go to sleep. We slept in the same room for the past one month and she took my bed so I conquer the wooden floor. xD We talk non-stop before going to sleep. I love to bully her by snatching both of her blankets. She always complain that my room is very cold, that's why she has a comforter and a blanket. -.- How on earth is she going to survive during winter? The answer is, her electric blanket! Lolx

Everytime when we go out shopping, she would ask me to sit on my bed with my eyes close so that she could help me make-up. When I'm still a little girl, she would pleat my hair because I have a long long long hair last time. She would treat me like a barbie doll and now she still do! Except she doesn't touch my frizzy hair now. :P We would prank each other up by putting horrible make-up colours on each other and we'll have a good hard laugh.

Jo is so going to kill me when she sees this pictures. :P
But nevermind, it's to entertain ya' all!

Okay, she said that this picture make her look like a rock star! *laughing + rolling on the floor!*

Why does happy times fly faster than usual? How I wish it could be October the next day so that I could play with her again. :X

Hmm... Went to The Mines one day to watch Shrek Forever After for free! Tee hee~ Somehow I don't know how my dad manage to get 2 tickets so he and I are going to watch it. Couldn't stop smiling~

My dad actually said that he looked like a drunktard! :P He said it, not me!

See, I'm not lying! We really got it for free! I even snap a shot of the ticket to prove it. Tee hee

And I cried :( I cried while watching cartoon! OMG, something is seriously wrong with me. :X And my dad kept teasing me for that. Hmph!

I think you should have noticed that I'm having short hair in the above photos. If you don't, it's okay, you can have a eye check-up for free in any of the optical shop :) But if you aren't free, then you can just scroll down to see more of my pictures! :P
*but don't scroll down when you're drinking/eating! You may have blood on your computer/laptop screen then*

Oh ya! I almost forgot! Jo wasn't very fond of puggy when we bought her back. She never see her before, but based on the photos we sent to Jo, she doesn't really adore Puggy. But after spending sometime with Puggy, Jo is actually more attached to my dog than us! Can you actually imagine that? Everytime she sms-ed us now will be based on Puggy only :( She even made her a shirt!

Seriously, she sew that shirt for Puggy. Oh ya, Puggy loves pink, just like me! So we chose a hellp kitty cloth for her. :P

Celebrated our parents 25th wedding anniversary in T.G.I Friday. :) Jo and I spent around 30 minutes naked in my room to decorate their cards. Actually we're planning to bath, but we just remembered we haven't actually decorate nor write messages in the cards yet, so we did that without bothering to put on our clothes :P Oh ya, we bath together too! Tee hee ;) I help you scrub your back you help me scrub my back. Wakakaka~

I took this in the toilet whilst waiting for Jes to finish writing the card in the toilet. -.- So pathetic right?

We bought our parents favorite ice-cream cake! Calories calories~

This is what happen when I took back T.G.I Friday's balloon. I tied it to Puggy's neck! Poor dog~

3rd badge of bird nestling beside Jes's air-cond compressor! It's not fair because only 2 badge of birds are nestling beside my air-cond compressor. Maybe Jes's place is smellier? xD Oh ya, the egg hatch and one of the baby bird flew into our house and hid behind our sofa. So our so-called detective dog keep snarling and barking belpw the sofa. Lol Lastly we asked the part-time maid to catch the bird and out it back to the nest.

My new laptop table from Ikea! Somemore is foldable! <3>

PHOTO OF THE DAY:

Puggy really knows how to find a spot to sleep right? Rest her head on top of my shoulder somemore. Tsk tsk

Recently I'm madly in love with HeadCoverz! We went there on one sunday afternoon and I don't feel like walking out of the shop anymore! I found one advertorial about this shop while scrolling on Cheesie's blog, so I asked my dad to bring me there and he said yes! [Advertorial here]
I was like a 3 year old child there, I can't stop myself from touching this wig then touvhing that wig again. :P I tried on clip-on fringe and a big curl brown-haired wig but I was too busy boasting my wig to Jo that I forgot to take picture :X The boss there is so kind that she help me find accesories for my wig and customers are allowed to try on as much wigs as you want! But I didn't buy the wig although I love it very much because I'm already long haired, so no use buy another long hair wig right? Somemore it's not that cheap~ So somehow I got a short hair wig from the net! Tee hee~

Tata~ Gotta continue with my korean drama! Cinderella Stepsister rocks!! <3
8 more episodes to go and I'm done with the drama!

2010-05-13T11:20:00.010+08:00

Last night, I followed my dad to the Hilton Hotel at Kuala Lumpur. His company bought a table and my dad was allowed to bring a partner to watch a Rock n' Roll musical that is adapted from Shakespeare's Macbeth. The show's name is 'From a jack to a king'. Last night was the premiere for the show and the tickets are more expensive, because half of it is for the charity. Anyway, my dad got them for free. Tee hee. Since my mom couldn't make it, and if we forfeit the ticket, my dad is suppose to pay RM500, I became the substitute. Good news or bad news?

We were suppose to leave our house at 5.30pm but I got back from the vet at 5pm. So I got to rush for everything! Imagine taking my shower to dressing up, I got only 30 minutes! Ended up, we left at 6.30pm. =) I put on the dress that I bought in Australia, and it's suppose to be my annual dinner's dress. I put it on and Jo force me to wear nothing inside! OMG! It feels so weird and empty! :S Imagine not wearing your bra and you go. Eee, it's so uncomfortable! And that's not the worst part, the worst part is, when you reach there, you see your dad's collegue, and you have to smile and smile and smile and smile! My cheeks feel like their going to have a muscle cramp!

We have a 4 course dinner and the food is ahem ahem, not that nice. I don't know la, but I personally don't really enjoy "rich man's" food, like abalone, scallop........ For the 4 course dinner, there's always leftover food in my plate. =p The nicest thing during the dinner is BREAD! Oh my gosh, I can assure you that the bread is better than the prawns, the salmon and all the food! The bread is so mouth-watering that I wish that I can have one now.

Aspiring but wimpish Eric Glamis wants to be a rock star but lacks the drive and guts until three witches take him under their control and make him their choice for fame. Eric proves to be a sensation on the drums and a knock-out on the guitar and is taken on by dubious rock impresario Duke Box who promptly renames Eric, Thane Cawdor! However, it's rock star Terry King - complete with Kawasaki motorbike and Elvis impersonations - who stands in Eric's way to stardom. So, spanner in hand, Eric makes a few adjustments to the wheels of Terry's motorbike and... "crash".... he becomes the new King and marries the love of his life Queenie, who just happens to be Terry's "ex"! Terry, though, isn't going to take all this lying down in his grave and returns to haunt Eric to the point where Joe Macduff, a cool American cop, arrests him after some thrilling musical duels.

The 9 UK casts are just so talented! They sing well and they can even perform multiple types of musical instruments. Okay, it's time to introduce them! I spent sooooo much time googling for their photos and informations instead of studying. Haha! I know the pictures below are a lil small but just bear with it!

PETER HELMER

"Joe Macduff"

( Guitar, keyboard, harmonica and percussion )

MATT DEVITT

"Duke Box" and also the director of this play!

( Guitar and drums )

STEVE SIMMONDS

"Terry King"

(Trumpet, drums and guitar )
I love it when he sang Tell Laura I Love Her *sniff sniff* He's already "dead" when he sang that to laura.

JANE MILLIGAN

"First Witch"

( Tenor/Alto saxophone, flute, drums and keyboards )

I actually thought she's a male when she stand beside me. She's so tall! And when she got up the stage and start talking, her voice is quite deep. But when she starts to sing, only then I realise that she's actually a female. -.-

KEVIN JONES

"Second Witch"

( Trombone, guitar, keyboards and drums )

SARAH WHITTUCK

"Third Witch"

(Alto Saxaphone and keyboards)

Her singing is a-w-e-s-o-m-e! She sang Ave Maria an octave higher than the other cast and it's so so so so so good!

GRANT DINWOODIE

"Eric Glamis"

( Guitar, harmonica, keyboards and drums )

Okay, this guy is seriously hawt! He even have kissing scenes with Ally Holmes "Queenie"!! =0

ALLY HOLMES

"Queenie"

(tenor saxophone, keyboards and drums )

MARIA LAWSON

"Laura"

(alto and tenor saxaphone and keyboards)
She's the girlfriend of Terry King!
I personally love the song that she sang I Have A Boyfriend and the song Terry when he died. Terry King even fetch her go round our tables using a bicycle when she's singing I Have A Boyfriend!

Ok, out of the 9 UK casts, the one I love most is "Laura" ( Maria Lawson ) and "Eric Glamis" ( Grant Dinwoodie )! I love their role and of course, their singing! =D The show is full of laughter and songs and cheering from the crowd. It's a memorable experience! Too bad that we're not allowed to take any photos. =( Everybody awe-d when Eric Glamis and Queenie kissed after their wedding when they finished singing Awe Maria.

Phew, they really sang quite a nuumber of songs!

They are :

-Dead End Street

-Money

-He'a a Rebel

-Blue Suede Shoes

-He's so Fine

-I Have A Boyfriend

-Let Me Wrap You In My Warm And Tender Love

-So You Wanna Be A Rock And Roll Star

-I Put A Spell On You

-There's A Bad Moon On The Rise

-Leader Of The Pack

-Terry

-From A Jack To A King

-Ave Maria

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-Little Queenie

-Shakin' All Over

-Tell Laura I Love Her

-Always Something There To Remind Me

-I Can't Stand The Rain

-Night Of Fear

-Nowhere To Run - Nowhere To Hide

-The Sun 'Aint Gonna Shine Anymore
-Crazy

-Sitting Watching Flowers In The Rain

-You Really Got Me

-Jailhouse Rock

-Go Johnny Go

And when we asked for encore, they sang Downtown and River Deep-Mountain High. I'm impressed that how the musical director and arranger can let the story line blends in with the lyrics of the song. And they didn't even change the lyrics.

This most be the first post that I've ever spent so much time writing it and googling infos. So you guys better finish reading ya? I really hope that there's a second chance for me to watch it again! <3

2010-05-12T13:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I wish that the time would stop flowing and the earth will stop orbiting. And sometimes, I wish that all of this is just a horrible dream.

I'm 16, yes, I know some have gone through this far more than I am. But I would still like to say that I can't handle this. I don't know what to expect next. The pain is so horrible that you wouldn't know it until you have gone through this yourself.

I weep and cry in my room but I just couldn't stop myself from doing so. I'm not that strong. I'm still just a little girl in the inside. I still am the one who laughs and crys. I always stay cheerful in front of you all, but in the inside, it's bitter. It feels like the bitterness is going to explode out any minutes. I dislike this kind of feeling, but I have to accept it.

Because of the unfaieness of the world, people have to accept the bitter feelings. I know what I'm going through now is not as much as hers, but I just don't know how to react, or even face her. I'm always cautious about my words, my expression, my everything. She's one of my dearest, and I don't wanna see her tear. It breaks my heart when she does.

Sometimes, I feel so useless. I can't help her ease the pain. All I can do is watch her from behind, and give her encouragement. But other than that, there's nothing I can do. I'm sick of weeping and crying in my room. I need a shoulder to lean on. I know I couldn't bother them anymore, they have far more stress than I am.

I wonder how did they manage to go thorugh all this? I know I can, I know she can, but can we just skip the process? Can we just proceed to the ending? Things are far more easier like this. Eyesight are blurred by the tears and the keyboard is wet because of the tears. But there nothing I can do. Nothing

I can just accept the fact that I can't help.

I need to just accept the fact that I'm always trying to ignore.

I need to grow up, even though I don't want to. Reality is always cruel.

I also need to accept the fact that I'm no more living in the fairy tale world that I'm always living in.

2010-04-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

Will definitely blog lessly on this page, because I've already found another page for me to blog more privately. Things that are far more public, maybe I'll blog it out here, but who knows? Maybe I'll choose to ignoret this blog until all of you abondon this page and I'll swap all my private post up here.

*My life is in a freaking mess right now*

*I had too much information in one day that I don't really wanna know*

2010-03-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I would like to apologize for not blogging for a while. Right, my besties will know why and for those who doesn't know why, too bad lo!

I would like to declare here that you have no rights to say that I'm too happy or whatever shitty things you're trying to say. What do you expect me to do? Cry in front you every single second to show how depressed I am? I'm so sorry, but my tears is for myself, not for proving to people like you. I know when I can show my true feelings and when I should gear myself up and be bubbly like usual. I don't need you to remind me of how to be myself! If you're really that free, why don't you sort out your own life first? I seriously think that my life right now is better than yours like about a million times!

Secondly, I would like to thank my friends for making such a wonderful gift! Many thanks to them! Sometimes I do wonder, why friends can treat us better then our own family do? Is it because we don't see each other 24/7 or it is because we can choose our friends?

There are too much things that I wanna blurt it out to feel better but I know I can't do it here. Thanks for those who are willing to hear me talk! =)

Will end this post short and I got my results back today. Not bad, but not still satisfied.

Tata~

2010-03-22T15:29:00.003+08:00

Finally there's some good news after all the bad ones.

We have 3 of our papers back, which is:
-Additional Mathematics
-Physics
-Biology

And I got A for those 3 subjects! (2As and 1A-)
Freaking happy and excited! I mean like, I'm half expecting to fail my Additional Mathematics but it turns out to be A!!!!! Maybe God pity me and gave me some good news instead of bad news? Who knows, right? Actually passing up my workbook really helps a lot. You just need to pass up the workbook which is completed on certain chapters, and teacher will give you 6 marks. But the 6 marks actually worth you 22 marks, I think. So without that 6 marks, I will not have the result that I'm having now.

I still regretted that I told teacher that she marked wrongly on my Physics paper. If add marks for me is like better, but I don't know what is on my mind that time and I told teacher that she marked 2 questions wrongly!
2 FREAKING QUESTIONS THAT CONSIST 5 FREAKING MARKS!!!!!
So, my marks went down from 78% to 73%. T___T
But nevermind, I still have A- and I'm still the top scorer in the class for physics.
Muahaha, I suddenly felt that I'm smarter than usual! Maybe the conversation with Jocelyn yesterday helps!

For Biology I got 80% and I'm quite satisfy with my marks actually! :)
There was one which is suppose to be cell, but I wrote tissue. -.-
Anothere one should by excretory system, but I got too excited when I saw the penis, and I wrote there male reproductive system. -.-x2
This teaches me a lesson to read and look at the picture/diagram/instructions carefully.

I'm still worried sick about my Pendidikan Moral and Sejarah. But I'm definitely looking forward to my Modern Mathematics paper!! Was aiming to score 100%. Bah, let's see whether I can make my dream come true. :P

So wish me luck for the other subjects ya?

2010-03-21T16:04:00.002+08:00

Stupid laptop stupid keyboard. I had this lappie for less than a month and now, it's keyboard went haywired. I mean like what kind of quality is that? And mind you, I type my essay with an external keyboard so don't say things such as you typed too much on that keyboard. Hello? Keyboard is for you to type!!!!!

Anyway, went to Kai Lee's sweet sixteen birthday yesterday. Was quite fun overall.
They had games such as musical chairs, musical box, riddle and lots more.
And I won a chocolate bar by answering the riddle correctly!

My tummy was aching since I came back home and I went to the toilet for numerous time from last night till just now! >.<
No idea why my tummy is aching.

2010-03-20T11:46:00.004+08:00

I can do the bow hair style!! <3
know it's outdated, but it's still fab! =P
Actually I wanna tie this to Kai Lee's birthday party, but Vivien says it's weird. ={

I just say I wanna slim down yesterday and guess what did I had for my breakfast today? BAK KUT TEH!!!

Regret like hell now! I feel like puking out everything now.

Since I have nothing to blog about, I shall blog out this interesting conversation that I had with this guy this morning.

During our msn conversation, * I edited some censored words!*
很高兴见到你们！says :
Hi

很高兴见到你们！just sent you a nudge.

sotseine says :
hi

很高兴见到你们！says :
how old are u ?

sotseine says :
get lost

很高兴见到你们！says :
?

sotseine says :
I

很高兴见到你们！says :
u now f**king with people?

sotseine says :
ASK
U
TO
GET
LOST
DOESN"T
MEAN
I"M
F**KING
WITH
PEOPLE!

很高兴见到你们！says :
ok
how old are u ?

sotseine says :
you don't know english is it
i asked you to get lost la

很高兴见到你们！says :
i age 22
u?

sotseine says :
3 years old

很高兴见到你们！says :
walau
i just ask u how old are you
then why u so angry?

sotseine says :
i where got angry
which part of u see i'm angry?

很高兴见到你们！says :
no
your chinese is better?
i want ask u something
about chinese
can?

sotseine says :
why ask me chinese need ask my age?

很高兴见到你们！says :
u know how to write essay?
no la
i want write an essay

sotseine says :
then write la

很高兴见到你们！says :
i dunno how to do
can u help me ?
u can write then send to me
can?

sotseine says :
why do i need to help u write le?

很高兴见到你们！says :
pls lo

sotseine says :
i got not enough time for myself dy, where got so much time help u write
somemore i dun even know u
-.-

很高兴见到你们！says :
lol
just help ma
lol
假如再有一次机会
write essay
so hard

sotseine says :
then dun write lo
-.-
u think i'm ur maid ah, help u do ur work
somemore i got no benefit also
u gimme 1000 usd la

很高兴见到你们！says :
lol
pls lo

sotseine says :
你神经病的！去哦又不认识你，干嘛要帮你啊？变态！

*blocked him from msn*

Oh ya, Meng Jiun first sentence of our converstion is :
~oh my god
~ur novel is damn damn awesome

^-^ I <3>.< Meng Jiun and I made a deal.
If I won the competition, I'll belanja him makan, if I lose then vice versa.
Because he's too confident that I'll win and I have no confident that I'll win. xD

Hui Sin and I keep sms-ing each other to see what are we going to wear tonight for Kai Lee's birthday party.
So I think sometimes going to big party is not that good, because
*Wear too nice people cooment you trying to act cute/attract guy's attention etc.
*Wear casually then people will comment that you don't respect the host for dressing too casual

So the conclusin for the day is
GO TO THE PARTY NAKED!! =D

2010-03-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

匿名的好友

“哎，怎么又跳错舞步啊？”莫莉不悦地皱起眉头，嘀咕着。“奇怪了，怎么对面的马路停着一辆搬家公司的车啊？难不成对面那历史悠久的公寓终于有人搬进去住？可是，那公寓已经很旧耶，怎么还会有人穷到愿意住这种丑不啦叽的烂房子啊？对面那女孩的年龄看起来和我一样，有没有可能成为我的新同学呢？想一想，还是不可能吧？我在这所国中也待了三年，从来就没有同学转进或转出，全都是老面孔，看了就讨厌！”即将开学，菲佣也烫好了校服，莫莉的假期作业也都完成了，脸上没来不及准备或作业未完成的焦急；烦的无非是因假期逝去的感伤，以及不想看见同学。

家境富裕，外貌甜美，成绩永远名列前茅的莫莉，最棘手的是人际关系。这种关系好像永远不变地再班上流传，四十个人在一起，同学虽然不再有男女的区隔；三五成群的小团体，在一切分组活动中结熏，却像楚河汉界般壁垒分明。不知为何，莫莉总是孤零零地被排挤在小圈圈之外。

奇怪的是，并没有人明显地对她表示不屑或厌恶的表情，但被排挤的讯息却很有默契地在同学之间织了张网，看不见影子，也没声音；但她却感受得到那张网的存在。那网上的每一条线都拉扯着她脆弱的神经，她没办法去摆脱仿佛在空气冻结的束缚，那种不痛不痒却被抛弃的难过，比公然被斥骂还令她感到可恨。她也不屑去理会他们，论家境，外貌，成绩，她可是人群中的公主，高高在上。她又干嘛自贬身份，去讨好那些庸庸碌碌的小丑？

“小姐，吃晚饭了！”陈管家轻柔的叫着，深怕得罪大小姐般的小心翼翼。“陈管家，我爸跟我妈呢？”“哦，先生和太太临时有重要的客户要应酬，恐怕不能和小姐一起共用晚餐了。”“知道了。”莫莉嘟着嘴。

老爸是任职知名马桶公司的总经理，老妈也是彩妆公司的高级主管，忙得连家里有个女儿都忘了吧？他们哪天回来不是三更半夜？虽然有用不完的大把钞票，但她的内心总有说不出口的孤单和寂寞。装潢富丽的房子，金属玻璃的反光闪闪，反而倒映她内心的孤独；宽阔的空间，让她感觉到家里的冷清。

莫莉随便吞了几口饭菜就回到她的公主卧室了。她整个房间都油了粉红色的漆，因为粉红色是她最爱的颜色。床单，窗帘，电脑到地铺都是粉红色，让整个房间充满了公主的味道。她杂乱的情绪，不知摆放在哪里；角落那把抢眼的白色钢琴，她突然觉得它也好可怜好寂寞，于是擦掉琴键上的灰尘，拿出琴谱开始边弹边唱起了《匿名的朋友》。

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夜里，街上的嘈杂声已沉寂，人车稀少，只有几块霓虹灯招牌闪闪亮着。刚和哥哥般来新家的言佳雨，忙碌了一整天，躺在单人床上，很想睡的闭上干涩的双眼。为了能让言佳麟在工作上比较方便，他们两兄妹决定把家搬到雪兰莪州，一再打听，才知道附近的这所国中有舞蹈班，她可以转进去，继续学习跳舞。哥哥佳麟跑了好多地方才选择了环境最差，设备最烂的这间；因为房租最便宜。

小小的房间没有点灯，只有窗外透进了微弱的银白光线。佳雨躺在木板床上，她觉得家里穷，哥哥赚钱辛苦，眼眶不禁湿润起来。如果不是困苦环境的磨练，她的青春年少该有点梦幻的诗情吧？可是，她的心灵里只有超越年龄的早熟和替哥哥分担着环境的忧愁。

突然，一个长长的单音，画破了寂静，接着是一串串悠扬的音符。黑暗中佳雨坐起身子，享受优美琴音与耳膜的共振。她走到窗边，知道钢琴声是从对面的大厦传出的。“哇，好漂亮的大厦哦！”佳雨映望着铺满了星星的夜空，却看不到大厦的顶端，心里好羡慕。“不知道是谁这么幸运，家中有钱又会弹钢琴？”言佳雨绝对想不到：弹钢琴的，会是她即将见面的同学—莫莉。

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开学日，言佳雨进了舞蹈班教室，老师要她自我介绍。同学们对这位新转进的同学感到新鲜好奇外，也带着欢迎的惊喜，全班一致鼓起热烈的掌声。“大家好，我是言佳雨，因为哥哥工作的关系，所以搬来这里，很高兴认识大家，请多多指教。”佳雨露出可人的微笑，鞠躬下台。这个绑着马尾，轮廓分明的五官，谈吐之间流露出一股超越国中学生的稳重与成熟的转学生，引起了同学们的窃窃私语；莫莉强烈感受得同学和导师对她的喜爱。身高相当，佳雨被安排坐在莫莉旁边，入座时还甜甜的向她抿嘴一笑，莫莉有点来不及反应而尴尬，愣愣地看着她轻巧巧地转身，发上的缎带随着身体上下而扬起了一道美丽的孤线，姿势是那么优雅迷人，可望而不可及的气韵从她的身上飘散。也许是座位近，又是对面新搬来的邻居，佳雨很快就和莫莉熟识，友好起来。不，应该是佳雨和班上的所有同学都相当的要好；在这个处处是小团体的班级了，她近乎神奇地打破了隔阂，和所有人都建立起一定程度的亲密。她像是一只美丽的蝴蝶，到处受人欢迎。

心灵极度孤独的莫莉，需要友情的慰藉。全班的旧生都与她为敌似的。在幽暗的心灵角落，全新面貌的佳雨就像一线曙光向她走来。她不仅要紧紧抓住它，而且不许别人分享佳雨的友谊。
“佳雨，你刚搬来这里，如果需要什么帮忙找我就好。”莫莉讨好地说，“我们的导师最疼我了，有事我会陪你去告诉她。”
佳雨点点头，嫣然一笑像春天刚绽开的花朵，鲜艳美丽；她脸上习惯有的忧愁不见了。她心里十分感激；在她初到陌生的环境，莫莉慷慨又热情地向她伸出第一只友情之手。
“谢谢你，莫莉。你真好！”
“我的家境好，成绩又好，可是同学对我都不怎么友善。我很可怜，也不知为什么？”莫莉感叹地说。
“不会吧，你这么漂亮，而且人也很好呀！”佳雨由衷地赞美。
“我真的没得罪他们，也不知道他们讨厌我的原因。”莫莉声音哽咽，差点掉下眼泪。
她的自怜自艾终于有了回报。
佳雨握着她的双手说：“我一定当你的好朋友！”
纯真的佳雨一诺千金，加上莫莉特意的示好与拉拢，随着时间的推移，一种奇异的关系隐然成型——莫莉与佳雨批次彼此是最好的朋友。
她们一起上下学，一起吃便当，一起上厕所，一起牵手到舞蹈教室练舞......。对于莫莉来说，佳雨的出现不仅帮她剪开那张孤独的网，而且让她在班上嗅到友情的芳香，在人际关系上注入了活力，她特别特别喜欢她。

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开学后的第二个周末，佳雨刚认识了新环境。莫莉邀请佳雨到她家玩；出自于拉拢感情与夸耀家境的双重心理。踏进莫莉的家，佳雨睁大了眼睛，宫殿般的客厅装饰，在如葡萄串倒吊的水晶灯拂照下，显得无比富丽，价值不菲的酒柜与沙发椅座，加上晶莹剔透的磁砖地，让佳雨走起路来都小心翼翼，好像灰姑娘刚到王子似的，大开眼界又觉得自己的身份卑微。看到莫莉家的光景没、，想到自己家的寒酸简陋，佳雨心中浮起未有的羡慕与嫉妒：“为什么我我们的家境会差那么多？”

莫莉拉她进书房，叫管家泡了两杯卡布奇诺。整整一个下午，莫莉分享了她的一切，不论是那些好像没翻阅过的新书，电脑里的游戏，或是那些式样千姿百态的时髦玩偶，佳雨都可以尽情地去玩弄与触摸。更多的时候，她是静静地坐在莫莉身边，听她弹钢琴，奏出一曲又一曲哀怨有优美的琴音。佳雨唯一不解的是，莫莉好像不愿谈她的父母亲。

“喂！佳雨，我们是最好的朋友对不对？”莫莉打断佳雨继续沉醉在爱情小说世界。
“当然是。”佳雨心不在焉地回答。
“那你永远做我最好，而且是唯一的好朋友。”莫莉以期待的眼神望着佳雨。她本来是孤独的，回到家也是寂寞的，她好不容易才遇到佳雨这根浮木，她可要紧紧抓着不放。
“好啊！”佳雨不加思考，就答应了。开学一个多月，她觉得莫莉真的好像没半个朋友；记得她以前说过，同学们不知为什么都不喜欢她，似乎她的条件太好，像遥不可及的孤星，所以她也没再去问缘由。
“那我们来打勾勾！”莫莉兴奋的说道。
“打勾勾？”佳雨不解地问。
“对啊！像承诺一样，保证我们永远不变心。”
两个女孩双手勾着，慎重且煞有其事的许下承诺。在逆光的书房里，莫莉的神情是认真的：“我们永远都是好朋友。”
两人的手还紧勾着。在肃穆的气氛中，佳雨隐约感受到订立契约的隆重，心想：我会是你永远的好友。

然而时境会迁变，这个打勾勾的契约，却因为莫莉的某些心态而变质了。先是期中考试，她虽然维持第一名的宝座，佳雨却以一分之差紧追在后，严重构成了她的威胁，让她失去遥遥领先的光彩。接着，在舞蹈教室的表现，那些动作，不论是侧翻，飞腿，倒立，大花刀，十三响......身材纤柔的佳雨好像是天生的舞蹈胚子，每一投足举步都恰到好处，姿势优美；老师时常都以无懈可击来赞美她。而莫莉呢？练习再久，都跳不出那份美丽的神韵，永远比不上佳雨的完美。国中第二学期，佳雨更抢了她的班长宝座。以往班长由级任老师指定，莫莉虽得不到同学的喜爱，但由于她常常送礼给老师，老师特别疼爱她，成绩与长相她都是班上的第一，老师顺理成章的指定她当班长。

如今，老师说：“连总统都是民选了，何况是班长。”
班长由全班同学选举。选前，莫莉送金沙巧克力给同学们，他们却把票都投给了佳雨，让莫莉觉得丢尽面子。佳雨当上班长，原本成熟伶俐的她，负起班上的大小事务，表现得可圈可点。连科任老师都赞美她，什么事都交给佳雨办。而佳雨不了解莫莉心中的难堪，不管到哪里都拉着她作伴。为了先前打勾勾的承诺，光彩被唯一的朋友抢尽，莫莉脆弱的心被刺痛了还要强颜欢笑。佳雨像校园中飞舞的魅力蝴蝶，师师长赞美的焦点；在佳雨耀眼的光芒下，莫莉黯然失色。她像让红花更艳丽的绿叶，只剩承托佳雨的价值。
“因为佳雨是我的好朋友。”
“那是当然的，佳雨和我最要好。”
“没办法，我和佳雨是好朋友嘛！”莫莉不得不如此地向大家宣告佳雨和她是好朋友，来替失落的心灵找个借口。

过去曾打勾勾约定的承诺，已随着宣告次数的频繁，原先那种情感紧密依靠的感觉，像是失去了效力的仙女棒，逐渐转变成另一种形式的负担。直到有一天，佳雨被学校派去参观别校的舞蹈展，莫莉才惊诧地觉得，那个短暂的上午是多么的孤单难挨，她又回到佳雨未转进学校的落寞情景。没有人陪她吃便当，没有人要陪她上厕所，也没有人要上课时偷偷传字条给她；往日孤寂无助的感觉重新涌上心头。莫莉顿时觉得，她过渡依赖了佳雨，她也渐渐的习惯了佳雨的存在，没了她，她的日子好无聊，好无趣。

有一件事，让莫莉不平衡的心灵较安稳了些。佳雨是她家的常客，佳雨因为家中景物破旧而自卑，不敢邀请莫莉上门；要不是莫莉提起要到她家的话，她永远也不可能主动邀请她。那天傍晚，她们俩并肩走在回家的路。
莫莉突然想到她没去过佳雨家。
“佳雨，我想到你家坐坐呢！”
“对哦，我忘了，你还没到过我家。”佳雨以平常的口吻带点戏谑，说道：“我家很老旧简陋，欢迎大小姐光临参观。”

进了佳雨的家门，眼前的景象有点吓倒了莫莉。
“天啊！佳雨怎么在这样的地方住得习惯啊？”莫莉内心喊叫着。
狭窄的楼梯连一盏灯都没有，用红塑胶皮包铁片的扶手已歪斜脱落。走进佳雨的客厅，她看见地板上铺的塑胶皮老旧脱色，只有两张用藤制的椅子，以及一台二十吋的老旧黑白电视机。比起佳雨，她觉得自家的物质享受不知高级几倍。真是人各有其面，像佳雨这么多才多艺的漂亮女孩，家境竟然是那么的贫乏不起眼。至少，佳雨的家境是远不可及我的......。

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“咦，怎么抽屉里又有一封匿名信啊？莫莉，刚才有没有人来过啊？”佳雨好奇的问道。
“没有耶，我刚才去了图书馆一趟。怎么了吗？你又收到匿名信哦？好好哦，都没人送我鼓励信，叫我好好专心跳舞。”莫莉嘟着嘴对佳雨撒娇。
“佳雨啊，我刚刚看到你那个舞蹈班的小学妹来过耶！”宝珠热情的通知佳雨。
“我舞蹈班的小学妹？谁啊？叫什么名字？”
“那个戴厚厚的眼镜，还绑牙的那个小学妹，头发梳成两个可爱的小辫子，很像叫做什么伟珊的。”宝珠搔搔头，不好意思地说出伟珊的名字。
“快点快点，快告诉我们信里的内容！”莫莉迫不及待地一直摇晃佳雨的左手。
“好吧，我开始念了哦！你好，我是“守着佳雨的太阳”。昨天，我看见你在舞蹈教室里的神情像有心事般，还频频跳错舞步呢！若你......。”

自从三个月前，佳雨一直在她的抽屉里发现一些匿名信，而且信都是来自于“守着佳雨的太阳”。信的内容都是一些鼓励着佳雨的话，而且这个“守着佳雨的太阳”对佳雨的行踪都了如指掌。“守着佳雨的太阳”都知道佳雨发生过什么事，就像是她的守护神，因为佳雨的一切都逃不过它的法眼。奇怪的是，都没人看过是谁把信放进佳雨的抽屉。难道“守着佳雨的太阳”就是佳雨的守护神？

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“佳雨，你跳舞又跳错拍子了！专心点！你还是到一旁先休息吧。”甄玫老师不悦地神情让其他的同学们都加紧脚步认真练习，免得被遭殃。
“怎么了吗？很少看你跳舞那么不专心。”莫莉以关心的口气来慰问佳雨。
“没有啦，我只是在想到底是谁在送我那些匿名信。”
“何必为了那位莫名其妙的“守着佳雨的太阳”而不专心跳舞啊？难不成你看不出甄玫老师是在反复思考要找谁代表校方参加那《火之艳》的比赛吗？赶快起来继续练舞啦！”莫莉被佳雨气得直跳脚。
“佳雨，莫莉，经过老师的一番思考，加上你们又是舞蹈班的精英，我想要你们每天放学后留在学校练习舞蹈，我之后会再选你们其中一位代表校方参加《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛。不晓得你们ｏｋ吗？”甄玫老师甜甜地说，刚才那对着佳雨凶的表情都不见了。甄玫老师可是学校的数一数二的大美女，她的座位上时常都有男老师送她的巧克力，卡片和鲜花。
“当然没问题！我们一定不会辜负老师对我们的期望，一定会很努力的把舞给练好的！”莫莉激动的握着老师的手，像在表演舞台剧的夸张，惹得甄玫老师和佳雨哈哈大笑。

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“好，干得好，来继续，一，二，三，四，五，六，七，八......。”甄玫老师满意地看着莫莉和佳雨的舞步。这两个小妮子的学习能力出乎意料的快，而且一点就通，连甄玫老师都佩服她们。“莫莉，你先下台休息一下吧，老师想纠正一下佳雨的舞步，让它比较完美。”
“哦，好的。佳雨，加油加油！”莫莉嬉皮笑脸地为她的好友打气。
就在佳雨在舞台上表演舞蹈的同时，被不知从哪来出现的宝珠推了一把。
“小心！”
顿时，全部动作都像是慢动作般，台上的灯罩掉了下来，弄得满地都是玻璃碎。第一个从错愕中醒来的是甄玫老师，　她立刻下了指令：“宝珠，快把佳雨扶开，要是踏到玻璃碎就不好了。”“莫莉，快通知校长和清洁阿姨，快！”

五分钟后，地上的玻璃碎都被清洁阿姨扫干净了。校长也证实了灯罩的铁线是被人用刀片割坏的。
“是谁那么坏心眼把铁线割坏的啊？幸好佳雨没事！”莫莉愤怒的说。
“没关系啦，最重要是现在我人没事啊！”佳雨赶紧安慰莫莉，深怕她会因此而搞大事情。
“老师，我想去旁边休息一下。”

“怎么会发生这样的事情啊？到底是谁那么恨我啊？”佳雨不解地嘀咕着。“我又没得罪任何人？为什么要那样对付我呢？那个人又怎么知道站在台上的人一定是我啊？
“佳雨姐，刚刚你们还没来的时候，我看到伟珊有偷偷摸摸的进来，会不会是她做的啊？”宝珠害臊的搔骚头，每当她紧张时她都会习惯性的搔头。
“应该不可能吧？我和她又没过节。”
“很难说哦，可能她在气你不回信给她呢？但这也不能怪你啦，我们又不确定是不是伟珊送你那些匿名信。”不知从哪里蹦出来的莫莉赶紧回答。
“佳雨姐，莫莉姐，你们还是先离开吧，我看这橱好像不太稳耶，一直摇摇晃晃的。”宝珠好心发言警告。
果真，当莫莉，佳雨和宝珠离开后，那用木制作的旧橱就这样倒了下来，把所有人给吓坏了。“我看，你们还是现回家好了，这里突然发生那么多事，我不想你们受到任何的伤，以免影响到你们在《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛。”甄玫老师和校长催促他们过后，就赶紧的回校长室讨论刚刚所发生的事。

“咦，莫莉，我包包里好像有封信。不知道是谁放进去的。”
“是吗？赶快拿出来看一看是不是那“守着佳雨的太阳”写给你的。伟珊她到底想怎样啊？一边些鼓励信给你，另一边又作小动作来陷害你让你去不成比赛。她也是个舞者，怎么会不清楚这是个难得的机会来让我们表现及发展呢？”
“喂，我想请问这位莫莉小姐怎么会比本小姐更激动呢？”
“哎哟，人家是关心你嘛！”莫莉害臊的摸摸鼻子。
“这个“守着佳雨的太阳”想约我今晚在学校的礼堂见面耶！你说我该不该去呢？我很好奇这“守着佳雨的太阳”究竟是谁。给我意见，好不好？”佳雨一脸困惑的问莫莉。
“我觉得你应该去和她见面。见了面不就什么都能搞清楚吗？你也可以乘机问问她究竟要做什么啊！那不就什么谜底都能解开了吗？”莫莉兴奋地提议。

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“喂，有人在吗？”言佳雨已经在礼堂待了差不多十分钟了，但那位“守着佳雨的太阳”却没出现。“奇怪了，明明约了在十点，怎么到现在都还没出现啊？”
哒，哒，哒，哒，　均匀的脚步声从礼堂的大门响起。佳雨迫不及待的转过身，但眼前的景象却让她不知所措。
“莫莉？你怎么回来啊？是给我壮壮胆吗？还是太八卦了，迫不及待的要知道谁是“守着佳雨的太阳”？”佳雨开玩笑的亏损着。
“你是那么的相信我啊？还是你只是笨的可怜？难道你到现在还不明白？我就是“守着佳雨的太阳”！是我要陷害你的！是我要让你受伤，让你去不成比赛的！”莫莉红着脖子的呐喊。
“我不明白，你为什么要这样的对我？你为什么要陷害我？我们不是最要好的朋友吗？”
“朋友？我呸！你有真心的想当我的朋友吗？没有！你只是在可怜我而已！在你还没出现之前，老师是疼爱的；但自从你出现之后，一切都变了！我所有的光彩都被你抢尽了！你口口声声地说要当我的好朋友，但最后你不是当了班长之后就死命拉着我四处帮老师吗？你不要以为我不知道，其实你这么做只是想让老师们和同学们知道你比我还能干，让我难堪！”
“不，莫莉，你误会我了。事情不是你想像的那样......”
“你不要再假惺惺了。这里没有外人在，你有何必再装下去呢？”
“莫莉，你听我解释，可能我的行为让你误会了，可是我真的是把你当成我的好朋友啊！你又为什么要说信是伟珊送的呢？”
“哼，我看，遭受老师们和同学们爱戴的言佳雨也聪明不到哪儿去！我这样做是要把嫌疑和罪名都推给伟珊！是她自作自受！谁叫她羡慕和崇拜的不是我而是你？哈哈哈哈，这是她自找的！”
“你疯了！你是想人气想到疯了？伟珊她是无辜的！”
“对，你是无辜的，伟珊也是无辜的，只有我最该死是不是？今晚，我就要把你的腿给打废了，让你去不成《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛，老师就一定会选我去了！哈哈哈哈！我倒想看看，打断你的腿后，你还有没有机会可以在舞蹈上打败我？这世界上没有人可以打败我！”
佳雨听了后连忙拿了包包就跑开。她想还是先回避一下，让莫莉冷静后在慢慢的和她解释清楚。
“哎呀！”忙着跑开的佳雨没发现到地上的一滩水，滑倒了，并且扭到了脚腕。
“哼，我看你还能往哪里跑！”莫莉说完便用了全身的力气把铁棒挥向佳雨的脚。
“完了完了，我这一辈子就这样完了！”就当佳雨想放弃的同时，伟珊突然从莫莉的旁边出现，还给了莫莉一个过肩摔，让莫莉痛苦的躺在地上呻吟。
“佳雨姐，你没事吧？我已经通知了甄枚老师和校长，他们应该快到了！”伟珊担心的检查佳雨的脚伤。
“伟珊，对不起！我起初不该怀疑你想陷害我！但是我想不到你竟然是柔道高手耶！”佳雨衷心地向伟珊道歉。
“伟珊，佳雨，你们都没事吧？伟珊，你先把佳雨扶去一旁吧！”甄枚老师吩咐道。
“莫莉同学，你的所作所为实在令我们太失望了！你为了个人利益，竟然不计任何代价的伤害对待你最好的朋友！我和甄枚老师已经查了校方的闭路电视，发现竟然是莫莉同学把灯罩的铁线给割坏。难道莫莉同学不知道身为舞者，双腿是最重要的吗？舞者能不能在台上发光发热，全靠那双灵活的双腿！莫莉同学，就算佳雨同学的脚伤未能在《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛前完全复原，我们学校宁可自动弃权也不可能会派出向你这样自私自利的学生代表学校！莫莉同学，你等着收到你的退学信吧！”校长狠狠地说完后就扶着佳雨去医院检查伤势。

莫莉和佳雨万万想不到她们的友情竟然会是这样的结尾。一心一意地想要表达出她对两人友谊是无比认真的佳雨对此事自责不已。佳雨认为莫莉会变成这样子是自己一手造成的。

真正的友情不依靠什么，不依靠事业、祸福和身份，不依靠经历、地位和处境。它在本质上拒绝功利，拒绝归属，拒绝契约。它是独立人格之间的互相呼应和确认，它使人们独而不孤，互相解读自己存在的意义。因此，所谓朋友，是使对方活得更加温暖、更加自在的那些人。

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Thanks for reading! Any suggestions or any suitable changes kindly let me know! =)

p.s It's now 8009 words instead of 7937 words! =P

I made a few changes here and there to make it urm, nicer and it ended up with more words!

Okay, relatives kept commenting about how fat I've become. :x

And I noticed it, okay! No need to remind me again!!!!

So, I decided to do workouts routine and I WILL slim down until your jaw drops down in disbelieve! Although it is most likely I'll get fatter by the time you next meet me. =P

Don't know why la, the feng shui (geomancy) here is like good for making babies and people fatter. :x

Really, the babies population is increasing ~~day by day~~ 9 months by 9 months! I can even volunter to do the statistic for you! I mean, people ARE always getting pregnant in this area. Don't bother to ask me why, ask them instead. Maybe they wanna save their income on condoms or contraceptive pills? Who knows? xD

SO? My main point is, I got to get my lazy bum bum up the chair and get my face away from my lappie and start doind exercise! Oh, and shove my face away from foods, please! But I don't think that is agood solution, because my friends will know that I can't resist food and oh my, you should look at the meals I eat in school!

Prefects hate me because I always bring food outside the canteen! =P

2010-03-18T22:54:00.010+08:00

Oh yea, oh yea, I finally finished my chinese essay like after so long!

We're suppose to write around 3000 words, and guess how much I wrote??

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7937 words!!

I'm like freaking proud of myself wei! Feel like puting swear words in front to enforce how proud I am to finsih the essay in 2 days. Well, the two days seems like forever, with lots of things that happened lately and I'm grateful to have friends that are encouraging.

Unlike some so-called friends! Hah!

Will post the story up later, after I check it once again for corrections and stuffs like that. =)

I probably should like ask you guys to read Xiaxue's script about Jack Neo's press conference. I know she is already famous but no harm help her advertise more, right? I was laughing like shiat when I saw that post and it is really freaking funny!

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2010/03/hey-look-look-its-jack-neo-entry.html

Vivien and I watched her wedding solemnization ceremony LIVE! Then we were discussing in msn about how lucky she is to have sponsors for her wedding and so forth. I even sent her the link to Xiaxue's wedding photos and she said that the photos are nice, besides the word speechless. =D

One essay down, 3 more to go.

p.s Due to the excessive crying for few days in a row, my eyes are all puffy and red for every single day! Why did I cry? For personal reasons and of course another reason is watching taiwanese dramas! I don't understand why do I always cry when I watch taiwanese dramas.

2010-03-17T15:05:00.003+08:00

Finally stopped myself from watching Hi My sweetheart, although there's just this one tiny episode left, but I think I'll force myself to finish my homeworks first.

It's so pathetic that I can't even remember the chinese words. >.<

It's only less than half a year I stopped chinese and stopped reading chinese novels.

How can I forget chinese so fast? I've been learning it like 9 years and I forget it all in less than a year? Maybe I'll need to read chinese novels back?

So when I'm writing my chinese essay, I'll need to like look into the big big dictionary for correct words for each sentence. And gosh, it makes me so stupid to look for those easy words. And I can predict that my essay will be full with wrong words and so forth.

So, wish me luck ya? One essay writing now, and 3 more to go!

2010-03-16T11:54:00.004+08:00

Wei Seine, be happy and don't worry!

Everything is gonna be alright, I guess.

Thank you to my darling Vivien for being there when I needed her and indeed she's a good listener! =D

And thank you to another friend of mine who gave me good advices and ask me to stay positive! =) Thank you for sharing your "experience" with me!

Thank you all and I'll try to be happier, kay?

Everything is gonna be alright!! =D

2010-03-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

Holiday is boring!

Everyday wake up, eat, watch tv, then go online, then eat again, then watch tv again, then online again! >.<

Ok la, holidays give me time to catch up with taiwan dramas. =D

Currently watching Hi my Sweetheart ( 海派甜心) and I was crying like shit when Show Luo and Rainir Yang "break up". I can't even finished my favourite pasta dinner. :X

Can't download PPStream so I downloaded PPLive. But when I shut off my lappie and re-on it, I can't seem to open the program back. =(

Anyone wanna go shopping/yamcha? xD

2010-03-13T13:46:00.003+08:00

-I seriously hope that you're okay-

Alert! Meetoto virus! =D
Meng Jiun, Joanne, Elaine are always in meetoto singing. Sometimes including me la, but I'll be the audience! Hah! And everytime I'll need to assure them that their singing is perfectly fine, not as bad they think. Anyway, gambateh!

You say that :
if I need someone, you will be always there for me.
Really? Do you actually meant that? I doubt it.

Oh ya, what you saw is perfectly true. And I ain't deleting any post!

Vivien and I were admiring how nice to be a professional blogger and have a fully sponsored wedding! :X

p.s Will try my best to insert at least one picture for every post, because Elaine say mine is like information web page! Lolx

2010-03-12T14:28:00.004+08:00

:: This post is dedicated to Elaine!::

Oops! I just remembered that I was suppose to blog about a very special person
Guess who!
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It's KAI TENG!!

Basically, it's a stuffed racoon toy. But we ( which is Joanne and I ) named it Kai Teng because Kai Chean gave it to Elaine, and we just combine their names la! See, so creative right? =D
-Hoping that I won't get bashed up after I post this post-

Well, I was hoping to put the picture up, but too bad I don't have a camera nor a phone to capture a picture of Kai Teng, but nevermind, there's a technology call internet right?

So I tried looking it up on their website and I just found out that the real name for the stuffed racoon is Lemme. Cute name, huh?
Yoohoo and friends
The eyes is like freaking big and you can even mirror your image through Kai Teng's eyes!

Anyone willing to sponsor me a mini version of it? But I don't want Lemme, I want either
-Pamme ( A pink racoon)
-Ping ( A pink dolphin )
-Sparkee ( A black and pink racoon )
or
-Kookee ( A blue penguin )

I'm not greedy so either one will do! =D Will love you to death if you're willing to give me one
No wonder Kai Teng is so familiar when I first saw it, you know why? Because Hui Sin have the keychain of Pamee! She hang it on her tuition bag and I did comment about the cuteness of her keychain.
-Jealous to death-

Gah, it's pricey but we'll see. If I still love one of it then I'll definitely buy it.
Aurora's stuff toys is quite pricey, I once gotten myself a stuff kitty toy and it cost like hell man!
Netherless, I still bought it because it's too cute! Hah!

Anyone have any ideas to make my sottie ( Original name : Sotbear ) more puffy/fat?
She's too skinny! Maybe I squash her too often when I'm asleep so she's very very thin now.

2010-03-11T15:29:00.004+08:00

Well, since I've finished my 1st term exam, I'll summarize abit on my papers and how do I feel when I flip throught the exam papers.

-Tuesday (9/3/2010)-
*Bahasa Melayu*
We need to do a ringkasan, and of course pemahaman. Then, 6 questions on tatabahasa, which I really sucks at that.
Ringkasan? I can't think about the 2 extra points that we're suppose to add in ourself. Pemahaman? I can't even answer the 1st question!
Tatabahasa? Oh my god, anyone save me? There are suppose to be 2 corrections on each question and I only found one each on the 1st 3 question and I found none on the last 3 questions! Tell me how on earth I'm gonna pass.

*Sejarah*
The moment I open the paper, I feel like passing it up blank. But being extremely scared of being scold later, I filled in the blanks with craps that I think teacher will bang her head on the wall and regret having a student in the class like me.

*Physics*
Oh my god! There's a structure question that is EXACTLY the same as one of my tuition homework but guess what? I didn't read it up. Hah! Despite forgotting to read my tuition homeworks, I still remember how to do the working steps. Why? Because I pay full attention when tuition teacher is teaching! =D
But still I made stupid mistakes like putting "period of the time" -.-

*Modern Mathematics*
So far this is the easiest subject of the lot. Hoping to get A+ for this particle subject. =)
Credits to Joan for tipping me the answer for one of the question that I didn't understand at first!

-Wednesday (10/3/2010)
*English*
I totally can't find 10 points for my summary in just 2 paragraphs!
Comprehension is still okay, something about local fruits and fruit farms.
Literature! Still okay, although I hate it when the questions ask about your opinion, I'm never good at writing opinions. Hehe~

*Additional Mathematics*
Reaction same as Sejarah=Dang it!
We were given 4 pieces of paper with only 6 question for 30 marks! OMG, how on earth am I not going to fail? *Lame excuse!*
Duh, I even do wrongly on my 1st question. >.<

*Chemistry*
Been memorizing the definitions for isotopes, why are the graph flat during the heating and cooling of naphthalene and those questions really did came out! But who will expect them to ask us about the definition about scientific methods and molar mass and relative molecule mass? Just simply write la, I didn't even read through those definitions. xD Lesson learnt, read and memorize anything in sight! *Pendidikan Moral* Totally waste my time memorizing the definitions for the moral. They came out all 36 where we just memorize the 1st 10. And they even ask us questions about courts. How do we know which court is for pleading and which court is for proving criminal guilty?

-Thursday (11/3/2010)-
*Biology*
Biology exam on 12pm and guess what we're doing for the whole day? Studying? Half right!
Half of ~~our~~ my time is spent on day-dreaming!
And after our recess, no more mood to study bio, instead, I start chit chatting with Rowena about The Sims! Joan commented about us on being childish to play that game. xD
Biology test still okay gua~ I'm okay on the 2nd chapter, but by the time the question ask about Chapter3, I literally write down osmosis on every questions because that's the only thing I know!
Okay, I know my statement above is not 100% true, but hey, I wrote literally!
Still no use of making anymore excuse. >.< Lesson learnt, study hard next time, and when's my next exam again? Oh, it's April!

p.s Thank you Rowena! Credits to her for borrowing me the Sims3 cd! Anyone have extension pack for The Sims? Borrow borrow borrow, pleaseeeeeeeeee

2010-03-10T14:27:00.002+08:00

Woots~ Blogging with my new lappie! My own personal lappie!! Happy happy!

Although it's not the baby pink Vaio that I've wanted, and although it's not the white Apple MacBook that I've wanted, this Compaq Presario is fine to me! =D As long as I doesn't need to fight with Jes over the laptop next time.

Can't wait to share the news with you guys that I've got a new lappie, and this is all I want to say.
*Lame-O*

Oh ya, I think I'm gonna fail my Sejarah, Additional Mathematics and my Moral. :X
When I open those papers, the first thought that came to my mind is :
"Oh shit, I'm gonna hand in empty paper!"
But I didn't, instead, I filled the blanks with lame lame answers and I guess teacher is going to bang her head on the wall when she sees my answers. Maybe she'll be thinking how on earth can this student end up in Science 2. xD

Gotta run now! Bio exam tomorrow and it's holiday!!!
2 more novels to write. :X
One english and one chinese, still haven't think of points for the english one! >.<

2010-02-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

Maybe I should just accept the fact that you're perfect but we're not

I'm a total idiot to believe what you told me last night. I should have guess that this ending will eventually pop out. Nevermind, it just gave me the chance to evaluate myself once more and see where should I start improving in and when I shouldn't listen to you words.

Guess what? I'll never ever believe a word you say again. It's just because I don't wanna get fooled by you again. Comgratulations to you, you really did fooled me, and I know it's karma.

2010-02-27T08:42:00.002+08:00

This post is for YOU, YOU and YOU!!!
*You can say I'm jealous or whatsoever but I don't care!*

Do you realize how many people are unhappy because of you?

I dare not say I'm perfect because no one is in this society or in this world. But to others, which are teachers and your mini fans, you are so perfect in so many aspects! You're smart, you're talented at dancing, you're pretty, you're so elegant, so missy, you're so sweet to always help teacher out, you're so kind-hearted to help defend others, oh-you're-so-perfect! You are always in the center of attention whereas we are just the shadow, why is that so? Because we're not perfect, but you are. We hate it when you always help us agree on something, what if we can't make it? People will just think that : " Aiyer, promised someone already then now you break the promise" Where you can stand up and help that person as much as you want!

You only listen to what you said and not what we said. Everything we say or do is wrong while yours is always correct? Yesterday is a very good example to all of the facts, and the day before yesterday too. You just scolded at us suddenly for helping us buy drinks and foods, but when teacher ask you to help when it's raining? You agree without hesitation with a BIG smile on your face. Oh, when you came back dripping wet, you just ask us for shirts where you just scolded us, remember? The worst thing is, you can't even ask yourself where you're just sitting beside me. You need to ask your friend to ask me. How pathetic.

During singing practice, until now, you guys keep changing the songs and we keep pur mouth shut. Although we practice the songs yesterday already, you still change it last minute. Like what? We have the time of the universe to accompany you to keep practice and practice? Sorry lo, you have the time, but I don't! You keep practicing when other members is gone, and that's okay. But when you start to change the pitching here and there, then it's very not right! Have you thought of other members that are not there? Performance is on monday and do you think that you have the time to tell them what you've change and all those? People tried telling you that you sang the wrong lyrics but you don't give a damn about it, but when they leave, you corrected back your lyrics and say that if we sing neither one also nevermind, because no one can hear the slight difference. Hello? You're the one who's been talking, not us. All we need to do is listen to your changes and your orders.

Did you enjoyed yourselves last night performing to others in your mini concert? Dancing and singing in the center of attention is no problem to you. You said you'll fetch me back around 10 because my mum doesn't know the way but you were too engrossed in the performance that you ask me to call my mum and lied to her that you have no transport yourself too! So fine, I didn't call my mum, and I'm not that stupid to do so. Maybe your mom will say oh, it's okay to come home later but not MINE! So at last, teacher fetch me home while you enjoy your mini concert.

About one of the member quitting the singing performance, you did not ask yourself why she quit it but all you do is blame her.
"Aiya, nevermind one lar, she always like that one"
Is that all you can say?

There were quite a few of the seniors in the party at teacher's house and you keep inviting them to the singing performance. Have you ask the other members? You keep saying the more the merrier, but by then you will neglect you old friends and focus on your newly found friend. It's normal, because since day 1, you're always better to your not-so-close friends but not with your close ones. Why is that so? Ask them la, their way of thinking is way different from us.

One of my friend ask me to 放开点, but I'm so sorry to say that I can't make it. And I'm sure that no one can if they continue to treat us like that. They only have themselves in their eyes, they're too goog to hang out with us. They should hang out with the class one people instead of us. They belong up the stage but we belong to the audience. We're in two different world and this world can never be together.

2010-02-26T14:44:00.005+08:00

Sports day was yesterday and it was EXHAUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After days of praticing marching, our marching is still, urm, okay okay la~
Afterall, how do you expect us to so well when there's always people missing during practice? And I'm one of them~ xD So so so so so sorry, because they keep having practice on monday and tuesday where my tuition starts on 4.45pm and my transport comes on 3.30pm till 4pm. See?

SO, I woke up at around 4.30am and we were suppose to reach school by 6.20am and guess what time we left the school? Around 7 something touching 8am. OMG! And when we board the bus, all the seats were taken and we are suppose to stand all the way there!! Somemore the stupid pig keep glaring at me when I put my hand on the top of the head rest! Walau~ you expect me to stand still without holding anything as a support all the way to the stadium??

I ~~faint~~ ~~didn't faint~~ half fainted but half didn't! xD
Actually I was feeling quite okay one lo, I keep wriggling my toes and keep wriggling my fingers and I even move slightly to the right and to the left and do some funny facial expressions to keep myself awake and I only wipe my sweat when the stupid sweat rolled down from I-dunno-where and it rolled in my eyes. Damn painful, you know? If you don't believe then try putting some diluted salt water in your eyes and you'll be half-blind by then. xD

I was enjoying myself listening to the Ketua Pengakap ~~talking~~ giving orders to his mates. He was like :
EH, the three of you in front, stop moving!
Don't move your head!
Stand still!
Don't wipe your sweat!
and lots more.

Then suddenly there's a thud sound and one of the people marching in the blue team was "knock-out". Somemore the Ketua Pengawas ask his teammates not to look at the direction but I still look over and see the boy on the floor and some BBSM people helping him.

When the Ketua Polis took over and give his speech *actually he's just reading from a draft*, I started to feel dizzy and I finished sucking my cola sweet. I popped 3 in my mouth just before the marching start.
Then I heard the Ketua Pengakap say :"Whoever feels like painting, just take a deep breath"
So I just follow his instructions and take a deep, deep breath. BUT after that. I didn't feel better! The whole sight in front of me just went black like someone suddenly switch off the lights and I felt a pang of numbness at my fingertips. And I know what's going to happen next. So I quickly call Amalia which is just behind me but I think she can't hear me calling her or what. Everything is just black and all I know was somebody wrap her hands around me and steer me away. I can't see anything but I know where I was heading to. The tent!

I keep telling her I'm so sorry and I feel like I'm blind, walking in full darkness. I was brought to the tent and they gave me a chair to sit and rest and my head is still dizzy and heavy. They gave me a diluted 100 plus and when I start to see again, I saw more and more people were being brought to the tent until the tent is almost full!

I heard people commenting that the teachers are silly to let us stand still under the hot sun and listen to them talking craps. Somemore this year's event is longer than previous because we have people running one round of the track and light up the obor. Tsk tsk

When I came back and find my friends, the only ones I saw is Elaine and Yin Xuan, and I kept crying because I'm scared that they'll blame me because I heard that marks will be deducted when anyone faint and that means RM100 is for sure gone already. *Although also got one other person faint from Pandu Puteri la*

Then we went and watch the game and something happened in between. I'm still quite mad about it actually, but what's the use? They are like that since day 1 and nothing can be done. Just hope that sometimes people DO spot us as who we are but not as their friends or whatsoever. I'm sick of being just the shadow and on everything they come first before we do. They ARE the priority, not the pathetic us.

And still, I hope that the Indian guy who don't let us board the bus and pull my bag when I board th bus will fell down on his butt someday when he's going on the bus or get knock over by some huge massive lorry. He's such a pain. People is quietly queing to go up the bus and he just cut through us and pull my bag when I'm going up. Stupid bastard!

Rowena's party was fabulous! Will blog about it later. Gotta run to singing practice! :)

-Post written at Pn.Khaw's house when they are having chinese tuition. :)-

2010-02-12T21:46:00.005+08:00

Okay, I totally didn't expect it to be in this situation.

*Names not mention =)*

Let's bring you back to last year. Last year, I happily shopped for a freaking cute and girlish magnetic clip with blingz on it for my accessory to the KKCF Fashion Show. I happily bring it there and I even borrowed it to the models to clip up their hair while they have their make up being put on. See? I borrowed them my precious clip which was bought less than a week ago. LESS THAN A WEEK! And by the time I reach my friend's house, I only remember that I left my clip with one of the model. I feel so depressed that time and I immediately called the model up, and she said she give it back to my friend already, and my friend didn't receive it. So I gave up! Imagine I lost my RM30 magnetic clip in less than a week! >.

And you could actually count how much blingz that is fall out from it's position. I know it isn't diamond or what, but hey, I pay 30 bucks for this clip you know? And I think it's quite pricey, but hey, I love the design and the blingz!!
Count correctly and you'll find out that there's 6 holes for the missing blingz!

To make things worst,
Oh my freaking god + lord!! What happen to my baby clip? It actually broke into 2!!!
T______T

Okay, you can definitely count the holes correctly and precisely here, because I purposely zoom it until it's unzoomable! You zoom too much the picture will become blurry mah~

Fine, I'll just take it as I never own that clip before, to make me feel better. And I know no way there's people good enough to compensate one more for me and I don't feel like buying another one more for myself anymore, unless someone but it for me la~

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I feel like punching her, kicking her, scream at her, pull off her hairs and scratch her face. Bloody idiot! I totally disagree with what you say! Does wearing tie makes a person more discipline? Hell no! If it really does, then the whole world will be jail-free. Just make the person wear tie then gao-dim lo! I just totally can't get what's in your head. You can say I'm making a fuss for not dropping the topic because I really disagree with her. She did say lots more irrevelant stuffs that make me jumpy and edgy and I just ignore her by sleeping.

School make us to raise fund and we're not allowed to go house-to-house to collect me or shop-to-shop to collect money. Then? Pay all ourself? We need to ask from relatives and friends instead of walking down the street to beg for money. This totally make no difference to the school children. You want to use the money to upgrade facilities in the canteen and other stuffs, but do you know what's more important than that? Fix the bloosy smelly toilet and get someone to build in doors WITH LOCKS!

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Marching practice today from 1 till 3.30pm. My friends kept worrying about me fainting suddenly. Anyhow, I passed, right? I didn't feel dizzy at all! Everytime when the commander ask us to go under the sun, I'll pop a sweet in my mouth and every now and then I'll suck the sweet to get some glucose. See, I'm a smart girl right?

Exam is on the first week of March and no joke, I'm nervous! Anyway, I'll enjoy my Chinese New Year break first then only I worry about my exams! ^_^

Damn those teachers who give us homeworks for Chinese New Year break!

2010-02-05T14:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being such a pain and so sorry for giving you guys so much problem. I'm really and truly sorry. I didn't mean it for that way to happen. I just didn't. I didn't think that much when I wrote that and I'm sorry that it caused trouble for you guys.

I'm joining marching and yes, I won't faint again, so don't worry, okay? Actually, I wanna join running and tug-of-war too, but no one came and ask for names so I'll just forget about it. I kinda like promised my dear mei mei that I won't faint but we can't stop if I really do right? It's not fun when you hit your head like the way I do. It's so freaking pain and I still remember that I didn't cry until my mum turned up in the clinic. Tears kept rushing out when I saw my mum. It's really pain when the doctor is stiching my head because you can't inject anything in your head to numb it because your head is hard and you can't poke the needle in. So imagine throughout the stiching it's like freaking pain and you can feel how the needle is being pushed in and pull out and you can even feel the string pulling back your skin together although you can't see it. I know it's disgusting but it's true. I can even remember the thud sound when I fell on the floor. That sound gives me the creep right now. So this year I'm going and marching and I'm not going to faint!

Going to school tomorrow. See, I'm a good girl right? Then I'm going to marching practice after school and what's next? P~A~R~T~Y!! =D Sooooo looking forward to tomorrow!

2010-01-30T14:31:00.001+08:00

First, I wanna say thank you to a very special person. The message might not mean anything to others, but it meant a lot to me. Thank you once again! :)

Wait for around 2 hours to have my hair cut, and gosh! It's terrible! I can't even bear to look at the mirror right now! A total disaster! What a fine timing when Chinese New Year is coming soon. Yes, I am being sarcastic.

2010-01-29T20:35:00.003+08:00

School is crazy, discipline teacher is going nuts, normal teachers going insane too and I'm becoming crazy and nuts and insane too if I don't find a new transporter to fetch me! This is getting more and more frustrating for me. I don't care whether you say I'm PMS-ing or whatever shit, but this is just driving me nuts!

From Monday to Thursday, my transporter will drop off students that live in Aranda first, then drop off those who live in Kemuning Utama, then pick up the primary students from SK Bukit Rimau, and only fetch us who's living in Bukit Rimau back home, which is around 2pm already. Luckily, for Friday, my transporter will fetch Bukit Rimau back first.

But luck is running out, last week, my transporter told me that she's dropping off students who's living in Aranda first, and she changed her mind today, but the selfish bastard, we shall name him Mr.N, said that he has tuition is on 2.30pm which is not true, and our transporter made up her mind to drop off students living in Aranda first from Monday to Friday. Then the selfish bastard Mr.N say it's very unfair to him, because every friday, we get to go home first.

He-ll-o? Who's going back home first from monday till thursday? It's you! You're the first one to get off the van! And to make things worst, since he get off from the van first, he didn't even bloody think of us, everyday, after school, he'll stand in front of the school gate talking to numerous different girls and always the last to get back in the van and by that time, I can even count the cars around our school compound! Sometimes I seriously hope that my transporter will just drive off and leave him there as a punishment. My transporter doesn't scold students!

So don't you dare tell me it's not fair because all the advantages is on your side! Bloody selfish bastard!! I know that this might be a tiny winy thing for you all who's reading, but imagine sitting in the van for one hour everyday, waiting for your turn to go back home and have a nice shower where you have nothing to do in the van! Somemore in the morning, the transporter come and fetch me at 7.10am, and we're suppose to reach school before 7.20 am! If I'm the last one still okay la, but she still fetch few more and she still need to drop primary students off to school first! Imagine I pay 100 bucks a month and I need to be anxious about the timing in the morning and day-dream + waste my time during the afternoon? What a waste!

Average, I spent 2-3 hours in the transport per day! Imagine how much things you can do with that amount of time. So now my biggest wish is I'll find some better transporter that can fetch me home earlier!

2010-01-13T14:59:00.002+08:00

First, I post this video because I think it's super duper hilarious. So no offence to her die-hard fans okay? I admit that I'm a coward and I doesn't want to be sued. Haha~ [ CLICK HERE!!:P ]

Many stupid stuffs happen today. Grrr~
Our class lost our diciplin penalty mark thingy and we need to pay for it. And the monitor doesn't even bother to look for it. After she knows about it, her reaction is just to tell the treasurer to collect money from US!! I mean what is this? She didn't do her job properly of taking care the file and once something is missing, is like non of her business and we need to like just shut our mouth and pay it? I know the amount is like not a lot, but I just doesn't like her attitude of seeing this so easily. Wanna bet that it'll be lost for the 2nd time?

Stupid teacher came in to our moral class and claim that she's the relief teacher and start giving us homeworks with her very lc face and attitude. And when I'm near finishing, because those who didn't hand it up will receive penalty marks, someone told me that she entered the wrong class!! Grr~ How unlucky we are? Suddenly, I think my modern maths teacher is the cutest teacher in the world compare to that blurcase teacher which is 4Science1's BM teacher.

The teachers have just gone crazy this year. Dunno how are we going to cope this year. Anyway, gonna bath now! Tuition later. Skipped cross-crountry practice. :P

2010-01-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess I predicted wrongly. Way wrong. I thought it'll come out fun, but I guess I'm wrong. It came out dissapointing. We get dissapointed every single year, or should I say it's just me that got dissapointed? Yes, I want positions because it contains lots of marks, and I do understand it is important for our big and final year next year, and it is also important for applying scholarship, which is likely what my parents would want to, because it's obvious that they don't have the ability to sponsor me to go Australia without any help from anyone. My dad is gonna retire in 3 years time and whose money are we going to use to pay for my fees? Jo? What if she starts a family of her own? She will have commitment of her own and she'll need to use the money for herself as well as her newly-formed family. I'm not a bright student for the scholarship, but no-harm trying and working hard to be a bright student right? I have time till next year to prove that I'm capable of doing it.

Sometimes it feels like shit when you work hard for the whole year and you get nothing. But then it feels far more worse when you were promised to be given something, and you end up with nothing too. Either they forgot what they have promised you, or they found it unnecessary. Well, life is always unfair and no one says it is fair. Guess we'll need to bear with it for another year. But I'm sure I'll get super duper pissed if the same thing happened next year. And all we get is lame excuses.

I'm not in the mood to do my Australia trip post and my dad is bugging me to do it. He's far more concerned about my readers than I am. Because deep inside, I know no one's read it. So why bother? This is just a page to express myself, or shall I post it as well for a memory, but most likely I'll abandon this page sometime later.

Anyway, if anybody reads this, thank you for your time to read my complaints and thank you for bearing with all the nonsense and craps on top.

2010-01-08T19:55:00.003+08:00

Yes peeps! I'm finally back safe and sound! : D And I dunno why I choose this picture. xD

Happy belated Merry Christmas, New Year or what-ever-it-is.

Going to be a super duper short post. Won't take up much time.

Australia was awesome!
Started school and yea, I'm trying to like my teachers and trying to accept the fact that out of 4 years, I'm in the same class with Vivien for a year only. A YEAR!! Boo~ At least I got Joan and Elaine with me at Science 2. : D

Everyday is just hectic, rushed. Went to 2 police stations in a row yesterday to report my missing identification card and my atm maybank card. Went to bank and sat for 3 hours to queue up. And take note, you know why 3 hours? Because I cut queue, :P with not it'll be far more longer until the end of the world.

AGM for koko tomorrow, I'm predicting that we'll have lotsa fun tomorrow!

Can't wait for tomorrow! Going to skip half a day of class on Tuesday for making my temporary identification card and I hope that I'll be able to make it to my Physics tuition.

p.s I love science subjects now. Wanna bet that I'll start to hate it in 3 months time? : D

2009-12-16T17:31:00.003+08:00

I should know that this would happen someday.

I mean, it's part of the process right?

But I still wish you never tell me.

I'm still here waiting and hoping and there you are, starting a new life.

Actually, there's no one to blame, but me.

I let the chance slip through my fingers.

You gave me a chance before, but I didn't grip it firm enough.

There's no second-chance anymore.

Anyway, congratulations!

Van just told me that they are going to organize a bbq party for like celebration for taking their PMR results. >.< I'm gonna miss it. How can the party be successful without the hyper "chicken" right? Haha

Going to polish my nails pink now. I don't care whether Jes will still say I'm a pontianak anymore, because, Jo is having pink nails too! So everyone will know we're sisters when we arrived at Australia. Muahaha~

SihumChen a.k.a Mr.Weather Forecast said that it's gonna be cooler when we reach melbourne but in adelaide? Still as hot as oven. OMG! I'm gonna be a big fat roast turkey then?

2009-12-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

I feel empty out if the sudden. I should use to the feeling by now, But I guess I'm wrong.
I just don't know what's going on in my head right now. I'm confused. I really am. Should I like bang my head to the wall and maybe I'll wake up after that.

I'm just so pissed off and now the laptop don't even work right. It spent 30 freaking minutes just so start the front page. Just don't know what's going on lately. Grrr~

Oh ya, and I just waste my precious time watching Jennifer's Body. SO what there's a "hottie" in the movie? It's boring anyway, and left me with question marks after I watched it. Such a total waste of my time and money.

*You want me to choose on which laptopy I want that cost less than RM2000. And I choosed my mini pink Vaio laptop and now you say don't, because it seems that the Hp mini 110 is having a promotion now and it's cheaper than the mini pink vaio laptop. Duh~ Then why bother to ask me choose then? Why bother to ask? SO what now? Reducing the price from RM2000 to RM1500? Pissed pissed pissed~ And somemore you joke about sticking a pink sticker on the hp laptop and spray the word vaio word on it. Haha, it's funny. -.-*

Received a very early christmas gift from SihumChen and see, it wrote there"Special Little Girl" and I'm his special little girl and sotbear is MY special little girl. Lolx

Random thoughts : Anyone went to Pavillion to see the christmas decos yet? I just found out that the all of the raindeers have testicles but no penis. So why bother to do the testicles and leave out the penis? And the screws on the tummy looks like nipples.

Not going to blog anymore until next year. So miss me ya? Working my head off for the cross-stich and I'm proud to say, I'm almost finished!! Packing, packing and packing. Damn, do I need to bring so much stuffs? I mean I'm like packing every single day but everyday I have something new to stuff in my luggage bag. We're reaching at melbourne at night time so no sight-seeing at the airplane. Boo~ Wonder what's gonna happen to my arse and bladder for the 8 hours? Hmm~

2009-12-09T16:52:00.004+08:00

Elaine told me that she usually comes to my blog and skip my posts because I have too much words. So now I shall post pictures, instead of words! :D But still, I prefer writing than posting pictures. Maybe I need to like post a picture for every post? Hmm~

NO tongue V.S GOT tongue

Which one is better or cuter? Comments comments...

This is how she usually sleeps when my mum went up. She'll stay at the staircase for my mum to come down. Look at how she stabilize herself! :D

And this is how she'll do when we scolded her. She'll just hide herself in the blanket. Sooooo cute!

Not going to Kota Permai ever! Dramas going on for the whole morning. Wanna know what happened? Not going to blog it out because I just type the whole incident to Elaine in the aftenoon in MSN. View's Vivien's blog then to understand the whole situation! : D

Went to MamaKandar for lunch with Twins,EeCheng,Vivien and ShienYang. And whole day day-dreaming at home.

Keep arguing with Elaine at MSN > Whether Malaysia got PKM or not.
Lame topic right? : D I even asked Vanessa! I don't remember those Sejarah anymore. :P
And I even asked Vanessa whether the Chin Peng guy is still alive or not.
I can't believe I just asked the most stupidest question ever! >.<

18th December
> I'm going to Australia
> Elaine going to Thailand
> Twins going to Singapore

Such a coincedence, right?

Vivien is going to China tomorrow. I bet I'll miss her loads as usual. : (
Anyway, have a nice trip there and remember to buy souveniers back! :P

2009-12-06T20:44:00.007+08:00

Had breakfast at McD with ChiauChen, EeCheng and Twins. Chit-chat until 12 and parents and I went all the Ampang to retrieve my mp3. After a long time of searching only my mum found my mp3, and the condition is......

BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was badly scratched and stuffs like that. Grr~

And then on our way home the traffic was soooooooooooo bad due to the rain and it's flooding somemore. Went home after 2 hours ++ in the car. My bladders are gonna burst anytime if we're stuck in the jam for longer period.

Anyway, I'm still pissed that my mp3 is in such bad condition. She really hid it real good. We need to take everything out and search every corner for my mp3.

Guess I retrieve back everything that's mine?

Went for a ride in the noon for my lunch. Imagine cycling under the hot sun around 2 something!
After lunch, went to my secret favorite spot and sit there and enjoy the nice view of KLCC. Take note, there's a abandon flyover over me so it's very very very cooling. I always cycle there whenever I head over to my grandpa's place. The place has a very comfy feeling and I feel very secure there. So far no one found out my secret spot! Happy happy~

It's weird whenever Jeff asked me over to his house. Because there's always awkward silence between he and me whenever I go over to his place. Like that time he called me over to his place to pass a rubix cube to Elaine, I went there and he said he lost it. And there's the
A-W-K-W-A-R-D S-I-L-E-N-C-E
between us. What topic do you expect to chat in front of a half naked boy? And yes, after ages, he called again and asked me whether I'm free to head over to his house or not. And I rejected because I'm just so not in the mood after all the drama happened in my house.

Going Pavillion tomorrow just for the Christmas decorations. My grandpa just LOVES the christmas decoration so mommy decide to bring him to Pavillion. Why doesn't the christmas mood affect me and make me happy?

2009-12-05T19:57:00.003+08:00

Went to Bukit Tinggi Jaya Jusco yesterday for shopping.

I HATE sales!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my, the crowd is unbelieveble! Actually our main plan is to shop for my school uniform, and I found it funny, because the sales doesn't include school stuffs, so why go there and fight with the crowd where you can go another day and there's less people?

And the worst thing is we ended up buying loads of stuffs, worth around RM400?! OMG! And 99% of the stuffs is mine. Only one of the blouse is Jes's. Went there and buy school uniform, then my mum saw some blouses, and start calling me to try, and then start buying stuffs already. SO ended up buy buy buy pay pay pay the bill came up to be RM400?! Oops, sure kena lectured by daddy~

Those people are crazy. There's happy hours, different hour on different stocks, and when they come to ladies handbags, those females customer is crazy! They grab like it's F.O.C! They just push you away and grab the bag they think is good! The conclusion is, when you shop, try wearing high heels, so when somebody wanna elbow you, you step on their feet and make sure they wail out in pain! Hmph~

Played PS2 with my sister, and I keep defeating her in Tekken. Muahahaha~
Because I'm too pissed so I keep taking my apponent as "her face" and hit hit hit kick kick kick her until she dies!!! : D

I always win her in Tekken anyway, so it doesn't make any difference. Suprisingly, I even defeat her in racing games! Oh dear, I'm just so proud of myself. :) You should see how I crash my car and how I steer my car. Maybe my dad will think twice when I go have my car license.

Vivien is back from Japan! Wee~~~ And she say she miss me too! :D

2009-12-03T10:56:00.001+08:00

It's officially a year now.

And I miss you, tons.

I miss your voice.

I miss your singing.

I miss your sweet talks.

I miss the way you laugh.

I miss the way we use to chat from midnight till dawn. *Yes, I know it's insane*

I miss the conversations we use to have.

And yes, baby angel gone wild.

I just miss everything that has connection to you, the time we had together.

I know I'm plain stupid to remember all this.

And I do understand that promises are said to be broken.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[2 December 2009]
December is suppose to be a happy month. But for me? It's complicated. I'm moody enough during the month of December, and now you wanna me to suffer more?

First, you took my pendrive and deleted all the files there.
Then, you took my earphone.
And now, you took my mp3.
What's next? I really can't imagine.

I spent my whole day searching for my mp3 in my room. I know exactly I put my things, and I remember I saw it there. Don't tell me that it vanish itself as if it has magic? I asked you nicely in the afternoon and you show me your shit-face.

So I waited for my mom and her mom to come back, and I told her that my mp3 is missing. So her mum asked for her bag and she keep saying that it's not with her and raise her voice. So what if you raise your voice? It isn't in her bag, and her mom asked her again, nicely. And she show her shit-face again say she didn't took it. So my mum confronted her and you know what she say? She says that everytime we lost something, we blame her for it. Hello? Everytime we lost something, guess where we found those stuffs? In her hands! She raise her voice and say we weren't being fair with her because we always blame her when we lose our stuffs. And guess what? My mp3 is really in her hands! And guess where she left it? In my grandpa's place!

I asked her why she did that? And why she didn't return it to me when she give me back my pendrive and earphone. She say she wanna borrow my mp3 and listen to the songs in it. It's just plain rubbish! If you wanna borrow, can't you ask? And if you really plan to borrow, why left it there and not returning it to me? She just kept quiet and keep crying. And she didn't plan to admit it at first, until her mom recalled that she saw my mp3 when they search her bag for my pendrive and she say that she gave it back to her friend already. C'mon la, give a better excuse, okay? All your friends is at Sandakan and you have no friends in K.L!

You better pray hard that my mp3 is still at my grandpa's place and my granpa didn't threw it away or whatever shit reasons! That mp3 is my present when I scored straight A's for my UPSR. And that is a meaningful present from my dad to me! Even if you really buy back the exact same model and colour to me, but the meaning of the present is never the same!

2009-12-02T15:24:00.003+08:00

You know what? It hurts, it really does.

Listening to Micheal Learns To Rock's songs is really soothing. Soothing in what manner? Which is tears dropping manner. And how does it sooth? I don't know. It's just the feeling. Damn, I just hate it.

I shouldn't have done all this, the truths hurts. And I can't stop myself from asking furthur, because I really wanna know, what is in your mind all this while. And the answer I got is hurtful. How I wish all of this is just a stupid, saddening dream.

And how pathetic that I can't stop myself from looking back to the past, and how silly I am to miss it.

Conclusion : I'm stupid. Vivien, I need you now!!! : (

2009-11-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

I'm writing this post in a half drunk situation.

Went to Subang Village and had Lou Shu Fun and I'm laughing all the way back home after I had the wine chicken. They keep claiming I'm drunk because the chinese wine's alcohol is soooooooo freaking high!! I keep laughing and Juno says that maybe he'll need to make me faint because I'm too noisy. :X

Then went for swimming while Juno goes to gym. And I know how to dog paddle! A bit only. My mum keeps saying that I should attend swimming lessons but I keep declining because imagine all those is kiddies and you're the only teenager there. Omg! So paiseh le.

Had to have a quick bath and my hair still stinks because of the chlorine and it's like sticky sticky no matter how many times I wash my hair and rinse it. Grr~ Went to Lala Chong's Seafood Village at Damansara. Was invited by relatives and gosh, I'm so full now! Keep eating eating eating plus drink wine drink wine drink wine. I'm not that good at drinking loh~ How often I drink? Like once in a few months? Somemore normally I drink only half glass le. xD And just now my relative keep refilling my glass with wine! Omg! I rushed to the toilet after we came back home. My bladder's gonna burst!

Juno's gonna go back tomorrow. Oh, no more handsome guy to see everyday anymore. Haha~
And I'm starting to miss Vivien already!

Vivien, I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P

2009-11-29T11:16:00.003+08:00

Yes, woke up early yesterday to eat Dim Sum and guess what? When we reached there, the shop became to those ordinary noodle shop, travel all the way to Subang empty stomach and didn't had the Dim Sum we wanted~ :(

After breakfast head to several banks for monthly payment and I stayed in the car while they shop for fruits. So out of boredom, I decided to play our dance songs and practice the moves while I wait for them. So obviously if you're sitting in the car, you can't move your legs right? The only things that's moving is my hands and there's one uncle puffing his cigarette beside our car keep looking at me. :P He must have thought that I'm mentally retarded. Hahahaha

Head to my Grandpa's place and I walk over to my big aunt's place which is next door and peek on Marcus. he's sooooooo cute!! He's a 3 months old grey schnauzer. And I hate the brown toy poodle that lives a few house beside me. It always pee and poo infront of our house and I always gotta help em wash. Grr~

And I also spent RM1.20 to buy Mentos to peek on a 3-year-old girl that my mum say she's very cute. And she is, in personality wise. Imagine a 3-year-old girl asking you buy this instead of that, because this is better than that and vice versa. She's soooo cute!!

Went to Shabu Shabu in the evening and guess how long we ate? 2 freaking hours! We're eating non stop and added the sup for numoerous times until the waiter/waitress put a jug of soup in front of us. xD I mean we already pay so much so why not eat all you can? I mean it's buffet steamboat mah~ But the only thing is, we can't stand up to exercise a bit before continue eating because all the food is on the conveyer belt in front of you!! Oh, you can exercise a bit when you go fill up your drinks! :D

Went back home and it's Mahjong time! Weeee~~ But I keep win small small and lose big big last night. Played until midnight and there's when I lose all my coins! >.< So William pitied me and declare the night as a clean-mahjong-night. Just play for fun, no money used! Wakakaka~ I'm so lucky! =D

My dad's new name in my blog will be SihumChen! Because he say that we got Fish Leong, we also have Lala from taiwan, so why not call himself SihumChen? :D It's his idea oh!!

2009-11-27T21:42:00.004+08:00

Went Pyramid with 9 girls including me and 2 boys yesterday. It was fun!!! (:

Watched New Moon, all of us had the third row and had lots of fun in the cinema.
While Bella is going to kiss Jacob Black in her truck, I keep mumbling kiss him kiss him kiss him and Vivien kept arguing with me and say kiss Ewdard first! Damn hilarous wei~ And you know what? Jacob has 8 packs! :D The Mike Newton is fatter now, I think he's much more cuter in Twilight than New Moon. And and and Carlisle too! I think he's far more handsomer in Twilight. xD They keep saying that Edward became more handsome. Got meh? Still the same lo~ The only thing I know is he stinks! Hahahahahaha

We rushed to the toilet after the movie. We run down one floor and run to the toilet as if there's ghost/monster/vampire chasing us from behind. And I do realize one thing, that is I always end up laughing like hell after I come out from the cinema. Don't know why. Still laughing when I'm the toilet. Must be mentally retarded to laugh like that.

Went skating after that and I'm Hui Sin's and Vivien's bodyguard. Elaine brought me round the rink so fast until I keep shouting. xD Open the locker numerous time and spent lots of money on the locker. ): What a waste!

Went to Bukit Tinggi with parents at night and I was damn exhausted! Planning to watch The Box but it's gonna show on 7pm and it's already 6.30pm where we haven't buy the tickets and have our dinner. So just had dinner and went straight back homw for Cyril's Magic Show! :)

Daddy asked me whether I wanna go to the basketball competition or not in the morning. But I was too sleepy to answer him. Heard from Daddy that Vanessa is playing. He got back by 10am to bring us to Klang for Bak Kut Teh and non of us have the mood to it. So he fetch Vivien and I to dance practice and he went back to the competition because he need to give the prizes out and blablabla~

Dance practice was okay today. Practice 10 minutes and rest 5 minutes. What lazy students we are. Hahahahaha, Joan didn't come and 2 of the Form2s didn't come too. Went down for lunch around 3 because I haven't have my lunch yet. I ordered Chaw Kuey Tiao and guess what the waitress tell me?
We have no Chaw Kuey Tiao but we have Penang Fried Kuey Tiao
Wtf is this? So I ordered a burger and Vivien ordered Garlic bread, and she said that bread no stock, so no garlic bread is for sale. What kind of lousy restaurant is this? So Vivien ordered French Fries and after around 30 minutes, my food haven't arrive yet. So I go check on my burger, and I saw my burger still on the grill, and so I ask the waitress what's taking so long. And her answer really pissed me off.
Sorry la, but no bread because the bread expire already
Is this the answer you're suppose to give your customer? Can't you tell earlier? And your job is too check your stock supply and check whether it has expired or not! Then she asked me whether I wanna order another thing or not. Of course not la! It's already 3.45 by then and Vivien's grandpa is coming already. Then she show her shit face for us to see. I'm sure that if I didn't ask her she's not going to tell me that the bread has expire or whatever shit load excuses she's gonna give me. I'm not going to eat there anymore.
~~Piss piss piss~~

Maybe Shabu Shabu tomorrow! Wee~~

2009-11-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

[24/11/2009]
My pendrive is missing.
And yes, I do know who took it.
Thankfully Joanne asked me to transfer her dancing clips to her and I found my pendrive missing. Only my keychain is left behind. And who's the one to blame?
I called and confronted her, she kept saying it's her. So fine! I called her brother and asked him about my pendrive, and he found one, he described it on the phone for me and it's detail 100% matched my pendrive. He say he'll call me after he check the documents in the file because his sister claim that it's hers!

[25/11/2009]
I'm waiting for the call/sms since this morning, and until 4 something, I really beh tahan already. I called him, and he say he'll call me later. And later, around an hour after I called him, I recieve several sms from his sister saying that she's sorry for mistaken my pendrive as hers, and she'll return the pendrive and earphone to me when she comes back from Ampang. And she said that the pendrive is empty except for the mario game. WTF?! So where's all my files, pictures and documents? I'm so pissed that I call him, and I keep crying on the phone, and he said that there's no files in it. And when he asked me whether I have back-up files or not, obviously I don't lah. Who'll save files at several places? And he said he already saw her using the pendrive few days ago. So what now? There's no file in there and we can't prove whether the pendrive is actually mine or hers. And if it's really hers, why does she say sorry to me and say that she'll return it to me when she get back? The whole things just doesn't make sense. My files!!!!! And she also said she took my earphone on accident. My earphone is white and yours is black, and I remember that clearly because I gave you my discman and the earphone is black! So don't you dare tell me that you can't even differenciate white and black!

And half an hour ago, she called. She admit that she deleted all those files. And when I asked her why, she say she thought it was hers. C'mon, you can fool your parents all these years but you can't fool me, kay? You thought that the pendrive is yours, but when you open it won't you think that it's wierd to have different files in it and stuffs like that? You keep saying that you'll take responsibilities toward that, how can you? By helping me redo all my files? I don't think so. Those files need research and information that I did for so many days, months! Do you know that your actions you did these years is like cutting your mum's heart bit by bit? And do you know that you're tearing two families apart from each other because of YOUR actions? Stealing my pendrive and deleting all the informations? You said that her mind is shallow and never think of consequences. But do you think her mind is really shallow? I don't think so. She's smarter than anyone of us. She's using that thinking of yours and create more problems out!

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Went to Tropical Secret today. I was a lil late and when I got there, there was only Twins and Vivien sitting there. They told me that Joan has no transport and Elaine's mum doesn't let her come out. Ee Cheng is going to arrived later. And I thought ok la, they ffk-ed again. So we chit-chat as usual, and suddenly there's a loud shout of Happy Birthday! from the back. Thankfully my heart is strong enough with not I'll get heart attack wei~ I have no idea where they appear and my cake was brought in front.

They said that bake that cake and I was half doubting about that. But after that, I choose to believe them that they made it. And once again, I'm fooled! :| I'm not going to trust them, anymore. xD Had tons of fun and my tummy is fill full with the mango lychee cake.

~~No pictures taken~~ 2 pictures taken and it's in Vivien's blog :)
http://www.kiasu-hellslave.blogspot.com
*See, I help you promote your blog le~*

I'm sure that she's busy practicing dance moves now lo~ Skip today's practice, mommy doesn't let me out. Tomorrow's gonna be a fun day. Gotta reload some cash into my wallet first!

2009-11-23T10:48:00.004+08:00

Happy 200th post! ^-^

Spent my day playing with the web genius, and here's the website!
Akinator, the Web Genius!
Jes and I were screaming and shouting whenever he guesses what's the person we're thinking of. And he always got it right. No wonder he's called the web genius. xD

Not having a car in our car porch sucks. This means that we can't go out although we have a legal driver in our house, and this means I'm cooking lunch today! It's not that I hate cooking, in fact I love it, but I'm lazy la~~ Always sleeping until 9am int he morning makes me groggy. I know some of you might get up later than that. But for my family is like super duper late! And again I wanna say that I DISLIKE sleeping in my parents room! My sister is like addicted to the PS2 now, so daddy needs to go up to the room and watch his golf/football, and it's sooooooo noisy! Grr...

And now here I am, foinf nothing in front of the comp while Emily is watching the tv and Juno is sleeping. Somebody save me out please? :(

2009-11-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Went for the dance practice yesterday. And I'm wondering did I make the wrong choice? Seriously, I can't dance! I can't even remeber the dance moves! Preparing to make a dive in the sea. :D

Something happen in the room and there's my saliva on the floorboard. :) Vivien should know why. I'm still laughing right now when I think of it! *Vivien is gonna kill me for this! >.<*

Adults went out shopping at OneU, Daddy went to Patrick's funeral, and I'm alone with Emily at home! >.< I'm soooooo bored! But when I wanna go out, is either no transport, or they want me to go somewhere else with them! Argh~~

Mum bought a very not-cute bottle for me and a huge love shape necklace for me at Bonita. They say they're coming back at 3 and end up coming back at 6.30pm! The kids are starving at home la! So went to our usual Seafood Li Ming restaurant and I saw both twins and Pn.Ong. So ngam~ Juno say I'm like Jo, the way we talk, the way we walk, the looks( got meh?), and everything is similar. I don't think so~

I'm gonna be a piece of dead meat tomorrow. So better sleep now to stop myself from thinking nonsense. :

2009-11-21T12:08:00.002+08:00

Had Bak Kut Teh in the morning as breakfast. Really full now. *burp*
Really gaining weight due to always teman-ing relatives eat here eat there. Aiks!

2009-11-20T14:53:00.006+08:00

*Edited* =)
I'm flooded with dreams these days. Maybe it's because I miss my comfy bed and room? I'm sleeping in my parent's room nowadays, because my relatives came over and they are sleeping in MY room! The dream is not nightmares nor happy ending dreams! >.<
~~Wishing he'll never appear in my dream anymore!~~

The part time maid thought Juno is my boyfriend! Haha, how I wish so to! Was suppose to go Ice-skating with him today but Jes doesn't wanna fetch! Fine loh~ Went to Padi Prada for lunch just now with Juno and Emily and three of us eating cost RM60? It's like so freaking expensive wei~ I love the popcorn the most! <3 But some of the food are horrible! :P Luckily we have the RM50 voucher from the KKCF Evolution Fashion Show, so just give extra money lo~ But the waitress attitude was soooooooooooooo un-friendly. Today is gonna be my first day there and also my last day there! Felt sorry towards Emily because Juno and I were busy talking during lunch and neglecting her. :D

Went to the gym with Juno and Emily. Or should I say Juno went to gym and Emily and I were hanging around doing nothing? xD After that had tea-time at Sri Mayuri!! Was too full to eat my dinner after that. Didn't expect them to come back so early and have such an early dinner. :P
Waiting days to come for the movie 2012, Juno says he's going to bring me for it! Happy happy!

Currently waiting for Juno's pay day. Muahaha, we'll head to Shabu Shabu for steamboat buffet after he collected his pay. Hehe~ Just to clarify things, I didn't plan that lo, is his mom! ^-^

Planning to enter the Tink Pink contest actually. Even used up around 2 hours to understand the terms and conditions + all the linking and stuffs. But I decide to give up because the stupid me really doesn't understand a thing! Haha, with all the linking and posting, plus I viewed the Tink Pink Tally, and those people already have so much points! So why waste my time to enter contests that I'm definitely not going to win?

Read my diary again! 2 books altogether. :D Been crying again. I wonder why do I always cry when I read back my diary? Hmm~ Sentence structures in my diary is always better than my blog and sentences are more matured too. I wonder why? 13 more days and it's a year already. Yes, I'm counting days! An action that I'll never do in my past.

Vivien asked whether I wanna perform dancing with her for the annual dinner. It's definitely a big NO for me, obviously. :D I already post about my hands and legs are not coordinate with eat other lo, so if I really perform dancing, I'll really look like a clumsy toddler trying to walk on a moving plank. Haha~ But Vivien, I can assure you that I'll cheer for you loudly before you perform, when you perform, and after you perform. :D See, I'm a good friend, right? ;)

Thank god that I didn't stay up at 18th Nov for the meteor rain because I forgot it falls on that day. :P But I got lucky because the meteor rain only show up in China, not Malaysia! Wonder who's the unlucky fella who wait for 5 whole hours?

Jocelyn just sms me and told me she watched New Moon already! I thought Australia cinemas release movies later than Malaysia? So I double-confirm with Juno and he's shock, too! Jocelyn also thought Malaysia released that movie already. Haha~ She also recommend me to watch "The boy in the striped pyjamas" and "Mao's last dancer". Both needs lots of tissue. Maybe I'll need to bring a box of tissue there? >.<

p/s Derrick! I found your HWM magazine! Remember your promise oh!! Steak oh Steak, here I come! =D

2009-11-15T20:26:00.004+08:00

Vivien is my hero for the day today for saving me out from the house! :)

And what an unexpected news I got the day before yesterday when Jes clean the hamster cage. Sotster died!! I pratically threw away my breakfast because I just lost my appetite to eat. And when I buried it behind, I keep crying as if there's no ending. It just gave me extra swell to my already-swell-eye. :(

So Vivien is the hero of the day to catch me out to Pyramid today! Received her phone call when I was eating my birthday-dinner with my family. =D It's a last-minute plan and I'm sooooo thankful that my mum let me go. Hehe

Her mum came and fetch me around 9.50am and we reach there around 11? Summit and USJ is like super duper jam wei~~ It's my first time going USJ and Taipan. Hahaha....

First thing we shoot to the cinema and quickly slide into line for movie tickets! (:
We walk off and we went back there again. Haha, lifeless us. So at last, we watched:
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PHOBIA 2!!

Lol, I know I'm being lame here. =D
Vivien is still shock that she can go in an 18PL movie. As I told her, they WON"T check your I/C!! This is going to be my first horror movie that I watched in cinema, and in the same place, the first horror movie that I shout! Haha, should credit the sound system, not the movie. Anyway, the movie is awesomeee, especially the last clip! It was soooo hilarious! The whole cinema just keeps laughing and laughing. Our badge of people in the cinema is quite wierd, because everytime the ghost appears, we scream, then we laugh. -.-'''

I was still laughing when we came out from the cinema. Still laughing non-stop when I went in the toilet. Guess who did I met in the toilet? Lim Yee Von, my primary classmate. But I was too busy laughing with Vivien to say hi to her. :) And and and we saw Hao-You too! He purposely step on Vivien or something to make her off-balance to attract her attention. But Vivien nearly scolded out! But I was busy smiling and saying hi to him! Was freaking hilarious!

After our movie we keep shopping for cheap stuffs. When I say cheap stuffs, it's CHEAP!! =D We're smart shoppers, okay? We'll always compare the prices first before we buy. Bought blingzs for my nails! Not handphone. =D Whereas Vivien bought a furry leapord skin to stick on her handphone.

Watch people skate and we'll laugh whenever we saw guy hugging guy in the skating rink. =D

Love Vivien's handmade birthday card! She's the best! =D The "essay" she wrote was sooooo touching and I nearly cried! (: But I didn't because when the tears are going to gush out, she ended the essay so too bad lo. Her aim is to make me cry but she didn't succed, so too bad, please try again ~~later~~ next year! =D

Will upload her birthday card picture tomorrow and my birthday cake tomorrow! =D

2009-11-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

Vivien finally came over to my house for sleep-over!! =D I'm happy =)

你的“初夜”献给我了哦!! Hehehehehe

I was still having my breakfast when she come. As usual, the guard will call my dad to double-confirm whether we're expecting visitors, and the guard said maid is coming. We were quite confused at first, because the maid comes on Thursdays, and after a while I realize that the the guard mispronounce it. It's vivien's mother, May, not maid! Or maybe my dad heard wrongly?

After my breakfast, hop up to my room and chit-chat first, then later head back down to watch Where Got Ghost. Stop halfway to go out for lunch, and then daddy drop us at tuition center to take next year's timetable! Guess how much is the fee altogether? RM305!! Mine is the same price as Vivien but she have 5 subjects and I only have 4! Why? Because of the transportation lo~　I hate to sit their van because I will never know what time are they going to fetch me and what time I'm going back. Such a waste of time! And, we'll be easily late for class! There's just 2 van's for sooooo many people. I don't think it's enough!

And Vivien is not going to Melacca and annual dinner with me! T_T

Went straight to my room and we sew cookies! OMG, it's just so ugly! Hahahaha

Watch Yes, Sir! with Vivien and I wanna see who's the "Ice". =D Thailand guys have such cute names. And when Vivien told me Chin's full name, my first reaction was : Eww, very wierd le! Wakaka, Vivien is gonna hate me for this.

Watch The Ugly Truth with Vivien the next morning. It's hilarious! Especially the vibrating underwear. I keep laughing at that part. Later we online and we played some real lame pizza games and we went to sanriotown.com. I didn't realize that Hello Kitty is already 35, and Mark Lee is married and so on...... Thanks to Vivien for updating me! =D

Went to Bukit Tinggi in the evening for a movie and I saw Jovy's parents and her bro. At first I just saw her dad eating McFlurry, then I told my dad that uncle standing there looks familiar. Then when I saw her mum, everything make sense. =D

(: Watched this movie :
Think I'll rate it 9/10. I don't really like the ending tho. Didn't expect Clyde to die in a way like this. I don't find him crazy or insane. But I don't think it's really that right to kill the key players in the trial will die. But I think Nick is not a good guy after all. He doesn't give a damn about who's guilty, he just want his records to be good. Nah, he's the one that should be killed out of so many innocent people. But everyone in the cinema was laughing when the judge pick up the phone call and the explosion happened. All of us was shocked at first, then everyone burst out laughing. I nearly jump up from my seat when that "explosion" occured. I'm quite impressed because Clyde could actually kill when he's in the prison. Although later we found out that he can come out off prison whenever he wants to by the tunnel he dug, but it's still quite impressive that he did so many things in just 10 years. You think very easy to dig so many tunnels ah? Then there's the supid staff who went and open the exit dor before the movie ends. Ishh~~

Daddy, when are you gonna bring us for the movie 2012? =D
The movie seems interesting too! I wanna watch New moon!! And and and Princess and the Frog!! There's 2 more movies but I forgot what's the title of it. One of it is something about disease and bla-bla-bla, and the other one is about vampire? I think so~

p/s. Vivien, the pink sony vaio laptop is not RM2,300 la! No sony stuffs are that cheap! =D It's Rm4000++!!

2009-11-06T23:18:00.001+08:00

The friday that I had is just the most best fridays that I've ever had and the best day that I have ever had during my holidays! :)

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESELEINE! (:

Vivien was still chatting with me on the phone and she asked whether I wanted to go badminton or not, and I said okay since I didn't meet her for ages and I really missed her! So I woke Jes on 9 to fetch me to Kota Permai and I'm suppose to meet Vivien there on 9! We waited for an hour for Ee Cheng to come and another half an hour for Hui Sin. So we ended up playing around 10.30 due to no shuttlecocks are available.

Went to Kheng's Kopitiam for lunch. Elaine, twins and Joan joined in later. After lunch, hop over to Bubble Tea for another chit-chat session. =D Played with poker cards and as usual, I was laughing non-stop, and giggling non-stop too!

Went home around 3 and slept till 4.30. Was shocked to see the time when I woke up. Quickly run for a shower and rush to Kumon. Exams on next Tuesday! >.< Haven't even revise for it yet. Maybe I'll do it on Monday? Hehe, I know I'm lazy!

Thanks for giving me such a great day and I just realized how much I miss them! It's been ages since I last saw them. Maybe I should attend school next week? Hmm....

2009-10-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

I love FRIDAYS! =)

Why? Because when you go to Carrefour, there will be free food everywhere! Muahaha, the perfect place for me. I remember my grandma use to say that we won't starve to death if we're in those places, because they have food everywhere!

Went to the gym today with mommy, it's the 2nd time in this week. But I'm just the photographer on Wednesday for their Halloween party and guess what? They're making another party on next Wednesday and I need not take videos anymore because I'll be joining them! =D

Went to Luciano's dance class today. He's quite excited to see me there. He keep babbling with me and pratically ignore my mum and the whole class! Saw his wife too! She's hawt! H-O-T!!! See, I even spell it out for you. Was laughing all the way through the class. His dance move is just so hard to catch-up and I just found that my upper body doesn't coordinate with my lower body! Worked out before I went in the dance class and the calories that is in my lunch is more than what I've burned! Going to ask mum to make a one-month pass for me. =) Then I can follow Aunty Gaik Looi to gym everyday!

Started my part-time work this week. It's in Kumon! And I'm put into the kiddie's corner. I find them cute, cute, cute! But Jo finds them annoying because they'll keep asking you questions. She prefers those old people that goes back to the 2nd childhood. It's quite a easy job, and they only open on Tuesday Thursday and Friday. So imagine that, you just sit there and mark those kiddie's worksheets for 5 hours a day only, and the money will ka-ching ka-ching in your pocket. =D

Lots to do in the holidays. Must make myself to go gym and work out to slim down and prove Vivien wrong! Hmph~ I told her that I'll be slimmer than now when I go back to school next year and she says it's impossible!!! So I'm going to prove her wrong!

And and and must do at least a piece of cross stich work as my Jo's graduation present! Still searching for a nice patterns. Oh ya, and I must learn how to do embroidery and also crochet! So that I can still watch dramas while I do my crochet, unlike cross-stich! I'm so greedy! I on;t have one month holiday in my home and I wanna do that much.

Cousin sister coming over on mid November and my mum ask me to quit my job and don't go gym from that time onwards. Won't tell why here, but I think Vivien, Joan and Elaine might know why! Ishh~

2009-10-23T12:32:00.019+08:00

9 people went to the zoo on Wednesday, 8 females and 1 male. Who's the lucky guy? Foo wen chuan lo! The girls? EeCheng, Joan, Elaine, Jovy, Vivien, Evon, Vanessa and me! Having about 160 pictures, I'm still hesitating whether to like just put all the pictures out or choose some. =D
We didn't know that we're suppose to bring our I/C to prove we're Malaysians. So the three that didn't bring their I/C had children's price! RM20 for adults and RM6 for "kids".

First stop, saw this urm, friendly giraffe smelling someone's butt. I was laughing like hell, when I saw that, don't know why.

I keep shouting whenever I see animals!

Didn't expect the birds to roam around themselves. What if they attack people or shit at tourist? Hmm.....

This bird is super duper hao lian lo! See, pose for you somemore. Anyway, I noticed that my angle is a bit wierd. Daddy says that angle is a big NONO for all photos. =|

Ugly duckling became ugly flamingo? It's the only one with black head!

Dumbo! I miss my blue dumbo. I use to love the cartoon. =D

Swan swan swan...

I wonder what's it eating/drinking?

Ewww, I thought swan is suppose to eat more high-class food. Just can't imagine what is it inside. Elaine says it's high in fibre because it's green! Haha~

We saw holes in some ground. Wonder is it because that the ostrich duck their heads in it so the hole is formed?

Forgot to take the pictures of the holes, tho.

Guess what's this? It's a kangaroo. Didn't expect to see a kangaroo in Malaysis'a zoo.

Look at this! It's bleeding! Don't the management care about it?

Double-click to make the picture bigger because the thorns have blood on it! So eventually this is our main suspect!

I wonder where's the restaurant KFC in the zoo? Maybe they brankrupt.

Guess whose food is this?

Bingo, it's the Tiger's food!!

It's time for some swimming! =)

Whose shit is this? It's in the middle of the road!

Say hi to MR.Rhino!

lobster lobster!

This coral is soooooooo pretty! Whitey in colour....

It's call the stone fish right? Don't really remeber. Gah~

Say Cheese! They're actually on the opposite side of the aquarium.

I found this fish kinda cute! Don't you agree? =3

This monkey here looks like he's filing his nails!
Heehee

This one here, looks like he's pedicuring his toenails!

And and and stop halfway to think of somemore unique designs! =D

I think I'm gonna stop here and continue on Monday? Going to stay over at Jovy's place until Sunday. So maybe I'll like split into two posts and post it. =D

Tata! And I would love to have my voice back. It's annoying when you wanna scold someone badly, and you can't, because you don't have the voice to! Grrr~

2009-10-01T14:49:00.003+08:00

Went school today for the first time this week and guess what? I see none of my friends there. I felt like crying on the spot! Vivien, you better watch out!

Had our restu ilmu thingy, we're suppose to go up and recieve "luck" from teacher and stuffs like that. We can't shake male teacher hands, tho. Pn.Ong and Pn.Chan takes turn to hug me and wish me good luck instead of shaking hands. =D Saw many unfamiliar faces, and I keep mumbling thank you, thank you, thank you and thank you.

Nothing much today. And mummy won't let me go Langkawi! Boo hoo hoo~ I wanna go!! I never went there before, despite my whole family did. =(

I'm currently still mad at my dog for being so possesive. She snapped at me for trying to kiss my mum goodnight. She did it before, when I kissed my dad goodnight, but I thought she is just being jealous because I kissed her and I kissed my dad. But now only I found out that, I can't kiss either mommy or daddy in front of her. So we made a simple test for her last night. =)
I kissed mommy, she snapped.
I kissed daddy, she snapped too!
I blew flying kiss to both my parents, she barked at me.
And when Jes blew flying kiss to my parents, she barked at her too!
She's mad posessive la!
And and and when my daddy comes home after work, I greet him at the door, and he hug me, she bites my leg! It's no coincedence! We tried it numerous times and the results is still the same! She either snaps at me or barked at me!
Hmph!

And you know what! Malaysia have earthquakes too! Run for your life~~~~ -.-
I felt it when I was doing my homework that time in my room. Everything was normal as usual, my radio singing full blast, air-cond on and suddenly, my table is shaking right and left. Not very obvious, but obvious enough for you to feel it. So I thought it's the vibration from my radio, I turn it off, for I need to concentrate on my Kumon worksheet, and it starts to shake a lil again. I began to panicked, but later I comfort myself that it's me who has the dizziness. Later when I went down for my dinner, mommy receives sms from neighbour and they claim to notice the shaky feeling too! So it's not me who is dizzy. =D

Mommy says that it's such a shame that she didn't feel it. I remember that Jes and Jo felt it before when they were in the hostel few years back. There's a quite serious earthquake back then, but I couldn't remember which year.

2009-09-26T21:01:00.003+08:00

Just came back from the Raya Party. I'm so full! *burp*

I decided to play Twitter, because I don't want to be too outdated. *hehe* I don't play facebook already, so I really must do something! And friendster is already like outdated. So, twitter lo! I think it's easier to understand than facebook right? So sorry but I really can't understand facebook. Haha...

I called Pet's Lover Center ( Ikano Branch ) today, and I think they think I'm trying to prank them. Here's our conversation :

sotseine : Hello? Is this pet's lover center?
lady : No. This is a animal clinic.
sotseine : *starting to get blur*But I get this number from the net wor. Then can you give me the number of pet's lover center, please?
lady : Wait ah .... *starting to play Fur Elise while I hum with it* Oh, here's the number 03-XXXXXXXX
sotseine : oh, thanks!

~definitely not a good start!~

sotseine : Hello? Is this pet's lover center?
lady : Yes. May I help you, miss?
sotseine : Do you sell sea monkey there?
lady : What?! A animal ah?
sotseine : Yup, a kind of shrimp to be exact.... *then keep on explaining and explaining*...
lady : Huh? Shrimp? Miss, I pass the line to the fish department okay?*Fur elise song AGAIN!*
man : Yes miss, may I help you?
sotseine : I'm looking for sea monkeys.
man : What monkey? I'm so sorry miss, we don't sell monkeys here. It's illegal to sell monkeys. *In a very stern voice*
sotseine : The animal is call sea monkey but it's not a monkey!
man : What la? Sea monkey is monkey la!

*Then he hung up!*

Then yesterday, I was chatting with my ex-classmate.
And my msn's personal message is : I wanna wanna wanna wanna sea monkey! Anyone?

Friend : Yo! U usin sea monkey???
sotseine : Erm, i use to?
Friend : now usin???
sotseine : nope, mine died already
Friend : as in now use wad?
sotseine : huh? I don't get you le
Friend : now u use wad browser?
sotseine : mozilla firefox?
Friend : oo...

*after googling about sea monkey*

sotseine : you mean there's a browser name sea monkey?
Friend : erm, isnt dat wad ur saying???
sotseine : nope...xD
Friend : oo lol

*keep on chatting as usual*

2009-09-25T10:37:00.006+08:00

Okay, it's already FRIDAY now and I haven't even start studying yet. Alamak!

At least I flip through 5 pages of my Form 1 sejarah text book and it's a improvement compared to the 3-pages on wednesday! =)

I have a good news here! We had 9 fishy, and some of it died due to don'tknowwhatproblem. *It's not the good news yet!* Ok, so some of it died, and we have only 5 left, which is 3 female and 2 male. Well, the pro knows how to define their gender. =) And, 2 of the female fishy is pregnant, and one gave birth on Tuesday and the other one gave birth yesterday! Oh my god, the baby fishy is just so cute! But all you see is two big black dots, which is their eyes, and a tail like tadpole. But it's sure cute when you see them swimming around freely. So now, we have 4 tanks of fish. =D

1st tank - For only one goldfish. We tried buying it a companion, but it keep bullying the new one until the new one dies. So we decide to let it be alone!

2nd tank - The 5 adult fishy! But the other 4 keep bullying the mother lo! So bad!

3rd tank - For the baby fishy that was born on Tuesday.

4th tank - For the baby fishy that was born on Thursday.

Looking at the baby fishy reminds me of the sea monkey that I had last year. It's a very small sea creature that looks like fish, so I have no idea why it's called "Sea Monkey". But it is suppose to grow big, but mine died when it's still tiny, and I only had it for like 3 months? So I'm gonna buy it when I go Australia during year end! But it's quite pricely lo, for Malaysia Ringgit, it cost about, erm, let me count 1st ah, it cost around RM50, who ask the Australia currency to shoot up so high and Malaysia's currency is that low? =(

Here's a picture of the sea monkey kit that Jo bought for me last year:

there's 1 packet each of water purification, instant live egg and growth food.

I think you can double-click to enlarge it, but mind you, the real sea monkey is not like the one in the cover, it's something like this:

I still remember my dad and I use to take the tank and put it on the dining table, each one of us holding a magnifying glass and peek on the sea monkey. It is believe to do tricks when their big. but we haven't tried that yet. They will dry up after some time, and reproduce again, I think. =D I still wanna have one!

We bought a new shirt for Puggy yesterday. It says:" I'm cutest in the world, mommy said" and puggy looks sooooo cute on it! =) She even tried to snap at me when I take her shirt off yesterday night.

Khei Ying, I'm not dead yet! I'm still alive! =) How's my new blog header? Cute right! ;)

2009-09-24T10:46:00.003+08:00

Hmm... Since people usually put their pretty pictures as their blog header, I decided to put my dog's picture as my blog header. Creative le~ -.- Well, I know some of you, not some, is quite a lot of you does not like my dog's face, so I shall post her cute cute face up her and let you see till you puke! Just kidding. How can you puke where dear Puggy is such a cute dog?

I just found out that Puggy is quite smart and cute despite that she always scratch me here and there :
1) When you kiss her paw, she will always kiss you back on your lips
*and my sister says that's why I can never get a boyfriend*

2) And when you say kiss kiss and you offer her your cheeks, hand or whatever, she will still kiss back your lips! *Hah, I'm sure a good dog-trainer! ^_^*

3) Everytine I shout when there's a beetle near me, she will always bark and guard me from the front. Awww.... it's so sweet of her!

4) Everytime you take the vacuum cleaner out and plan to do it later, it's a big NO. Why? Because Puggy will whine and bark just because she wants to play with it.

5) She will always remind you to flush the toilet. Like there's one incident that my mum forgot to flush Puggy's pee pee, and Puggy keep whining over there and look into the toilet bowl.
* I'm not bragging over here!*

6) She will know when you're gonna go out. And when you do, she's gonna bite your toes, socks, or whatever that comes in handy for her to bite till you stay homw with her, but that's impossible. =)
*I'm not bragging about this either!*

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Mummy thinks I'm wierd because I never get scared when I watch horror movie. But, I scream like hell when I see beetles, cockroach, and all those creepy, disgusting insects. Don't be suprised that I'm scared of moths too, and flys! Those big big blue flies. Have you ever seen one?
There is it! How disgusting it is? Red eyes and blue body!
There's already one buzzing here and there in my sister's room! That's why I hop back to my room!
Eewwww, maybe Jovy will find it cute? Well, it's blue!

I hate it when I'm in the toilet, enjoying my novel while I'm trying to make some business in the toilet, the stupid moths/beetles will fly in through the toilet window and disturb me. Darn those moths and beetles! I'm scared that the beetles will clam to my hair and stuffs like that. I'm willing to watch a thousands of horror movies than being in the same compartment with those insects!

I love my not-so-long hair now! <3

2009-09-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

Ahh... School holidays are just soooo relaxing!

Here I am, sitting on my parents bed, writing this post while watching my favorite shoe, The Nanny while my parents thought I'm studying my ass out in my room. Hah!
BUT
It's already Wednesday and I haven't start studying for PMR although I promised too. Well, at least I can comfort myself that I had at least flip through 3 pages of my Form 1 sejarah text book. Maybe I really should start studying?

Hmmm.... But there's just so much to do in this holidays. See, I got tv programs starting from 2pm till 10pm. How's that sound? Furthermore, I have quite a number of dvds to finish off, and I'm proud to announce here, that I had finish watching. =D Oh, and I'm spending more time with my dear Puggy, so now she's more attach to me than usual! Oh yea, and my 2 half-done cross-stich, one is nearly done. Wow, I'm sure a fast sticher! But too bad, my hand-work is still not as good as my mum. And and and, never to forget the house chores I need to do. =)

Oh ya, finally I get to know how come Xiaxue hates Dawn Yang that much. According to what Xiaxue had twitter, she said that Dawn tried to sued her. But sue regarding what? Ask her yourself la!

Gotta hop back to my room now! Daddy's gonna come and take his shower anytime!

2009-09-17T15:15:00.003+08:00

*I'm talking craps below, so BEWARE*
Lalala~ I'm proud of myself for not touching the computer for so LONG!

But I'm not really into computers anyway. Haha~

I did check out people's blog every day or every two days but it's only like a 15 minutes time period, because I'm using the laptop when Jes goes to toilet or something! =D

Don't think I'm gonna come here anymore until PMR is over. It's like so freaking near now. I still remember that time my mum ask me to study, and I said :" Aiya... PMR is at October la, now only June, still got long time to go!" But now? It's next month! Or to be more accurate, we have 19 more days only!

And I haven't even like really sit down and study! I haven't finish reading all 3 forms of sejarah, geografi and tons more! Maybe I'm gonna shop for reference book on Saturday?

Got to be really really serious from now on.

FROM NOW ON, I, CHEN WEI SEINE, MUST STUDY EVERYDAY!

*siao ah, wonder whether I have the determination to do it or not. =D*

*I said everyday only mar, study for 1 minute also can right?*

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Today was just plain boring. And REAL boring. I'm gonna die! =X

2009-08-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

Since I'm toooooo free on this holidays, I decided to fulfill Vivien's wish and do her tag!
See, I'm a good friend right? =)

Rules: Once you've been tagged,
you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = water
2. last phone call = beloved mommy

3. last text message = my daddy?

4. last song you listened to = By2's 我知道
5. last time you cried = today :)

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = yes? no?
7. been cheated on = dunno wor....
8. kissed someone & regretted it = A big no no
9. lost someone special = Yes, and I regretted it a lot!
10. been depressed = I am now. :(
11. been drunk and threw up = been drunk=yes threw up=not yet :)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Green
13. Pink
14. Black?

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = of course got la... I'm not anti-social.... =D
16. Fallen out of love = Hmmmm.........
17. Laughed until you cried = Just now :)
18. Met someone who changed you = Definitely a big YES!
19. Found out who your true friends were = I don't really get the meaning le >.< * I know I stupid la*
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes :(
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list =No

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Erm, to be honest, I don't really play FB lo~
24. Do you have any pets = A dog, and plenty of different kind of fishes :)
25. Do you want to change your name = Currently quite satisfy with the name of CHEN WEI SEINE
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Hmmm..... Had a romantic candle light dinner with my family?
27. What time did you wake up today = 8 something in the morning?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Sleeping like a pig?
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = End of PMR?
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Half an hour ago? Wierd question le... =D
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Be more hardworking?
32. What are you listening to right now = Nothing :) I know I'm dull
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Yes!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = So sorry to say, my SISTER!
35. Most visited webpage = http://www.sotseine.blogspot.com?
36. Where you want to be right now = Somewhere that I can forget all the unhappy things :)
37. Nicknames = Sotseine? Ugly Betty? Bitch? and lots more la~
38. Relationship Status = I'm SINGLE le~
39. Zodiac sign = Dog
41. Elementary? = Tadika Murni Jaya * I still remember le... not bad not bad...*
42. Middle school = SMK Kota Kemuning
43. Hair colour = Black, but not really black
44. Long or short = In the middle gua?
46. Height = Obviously is very very short lo.... =D
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Now? No..... Before? Yes
48. What do you like aboNope = apa itu?
50. Tattoos = Yea, baby... Anyone sponsoring?
51. Righty or lefty = Right?
52. First surgery = Currently no surgery yet :)
53. First piercing = Ear la...
54. First best friend = Vivien? Aiyer... my primary school ah? No best friend one la.... >.<
55. First kiss = In the future?
56. First vacation = Sabah! =D
57. First crush =Shall I name it or shall it not? =)* Lu Ting Jien*

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing
60.Drinking = Water
61. I'm about to = Yawn * I'm sleepy*
62. Listening to = NOTHING!
63. Waiting for = hmm.... a personal laptop?

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Of course!
65. Get married = Obviously yes!
66. Career = Hmm....

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Lips
68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses
69. Shorter or taller = It depends
70. Older or Younger = It depends also :)
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic la~
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Nice arms. What's the use of the stomach anyway? Pillow?
73. Sensitive or loud = Huh?
74. Hook-up or relationship = Huh again~~
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Both also don't like lo~

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = I got so cincai one meh? =D
77. Drank hard liquor = Don't think so
78. Lost glasses/contacts = My eyesights are still okay
79. Sex on first date = When's my first date gonna come anyway?
80. Broken someone's heart = Think so
81. Had your own heart broken = Obviously yes
82. Been arrested = I'm a good girl :)
83. Turned someone down = Yes
84. Cried when someone died = Yea, my grandma.... which was like about 6 years ago?
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yup

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Not really
87. Miracles = Maybe?
88. Love at first sight = Yes *too much drama*
89. Heaven = Yes
90. Santa Claus = No
91. Kiss on the first date = Don't think so
92. Angels = Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= No
95. Did you sing today? = Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = When I'm still a baby?
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = NO
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = 98% like that lo... But number23, 40, 45, 49, 58, 94 and 99 are missing le~

Tag:
-Vivien *which is instructed, but I find it very ridiculous.....*
-Anyone who is too boring and free like me..... :)

2009-08-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

This post is just craps, so please skip it if you want :)

Been really really really busy this few days..... Busying what? Aha, that's a good point! =D
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I'm busying day-dreaming~ Hahahahahaha
Really la, I've been like day-dreaming always now. Wonder what on earth is wrong with me.
And everytime when I go out with my family, I'll always come home depress.
I hate going out doing holidays!!
Or should I say, I hate going out??

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The amazing race photos that are in my phone :)

Credits to = The pro photographer, JOVY LOH KHEI YING *rounds of applause*

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What's next? Oh ya, the pizza hut day~

* I just keep pressing browse browse browse, upload upload upload, I didn't even see what picture I'm uploading.... =D*

Credits to photographer Elaine Thang and Vanessa Wong~ * I'm not quite sure lo :$*

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2009-08-24T20:17:00.003+08:00

Happy me went to Pizza Hut with the gang while William, Jes and my parents head to the airport. =)

Had lots of fun with the twins, Vanessa, Evon, Vivien, Joan, Elaine, Chay Fhei and Ee Cheng.
Made lots of noice and of course, chit-chatting. Everyone talk at the same time, is up to you whether which one do you wanna listen. =)

After our main course, some of them suggested to go Gelateria. Half way there only I remember they close on Mondays. =D So we change our plan and head to have Bubble Tea! <3

Vanessa, Ee Cheng and Joan were kind enough to wait for me to go back first only they head home. ^_^

Had mahjong with William and Jes at the end and I was super duper doom-ed! Keep losing and losing. Walau~~ Actually we bet for the winner to belanja McFlurry, but at the end is the two losers need to belanja 3 McFlurrys. William was unexpectedly losing, and you know what? The last round he won a very big one, and the chips he had left is the same amount with Jes! So the poor me had to pay all 3 McFlurry. Maybe I should pretend to forget about it? xD

Luck is just not with me today. Keep losing only le~ Anymore mahjongs? I'm addicted to it. =)
I should force some of them to learn it and play with me. Hah!

2 more days till mummy and daddy come back from Tawau, Sabah.....

2009-08-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry for dissapointing Elaine, but the Fabulous didn't win! =D
The Fabulous is not fabulous anymore. Haha....
All the six groups that win is basically BOYS!
BOYS with long long legs and good good stamina.....
Or maybe it's because we're stupid enough to walk wrongly twice?
I shouldn't say we, it's ME! =D

Just found out that a whole patch of my nail polish is gone. =(
Maybe it came off when I'm scraping the watermelon?
o.O... so that means I ate it? Lolx......
I really disrespect the Malaysia flag when I use it to poke the watermelon... Haha... Not fit to be a good Malaysian.....

Anyway, the amazing race is quite fun la, maybe should join again next year if they organize?
Everything is fun, EXCEPT the cleaning part. The lipstick on my shirt is like permanantly there. =(
I pratically sit on my bathroom door, scrubbing my shirt until my hands ache. And it's still there!
Maybe I should wash it once more?
It's 20 bucks le, I don't wanna waste it, at least let me wear until it's worn out. =D

Writing down stuffs that I wanna eat for this three days, and I'm home-alone! Oh, puggy's still at home with me. Na na na~ That means I can do whatever things I like! Wo~hoo~ Party time... =)

Oh ya, mummy ask me to buy some of the vegetables on tuesday, because we can't keep it too long. So does that mean I'm doing grocery shopping after my tuition? Hmmm..... Think so~

Pictures? It's still in the photograper's camera lah~ I wonder, will they give us every single picture they got? I don't think so lo~ Picture no need money meh? They should file it into albums and sell, maybe they'll get a profit from it? And I'll be the 1st to buy~ Haha =)

Tata.... Going to my comfy bed and have a good night rest! ^_^

2009-08-22T12:01:00.011+08:00

I'm back! =)

Regarding to the nice and lovely dress that I got, it's actually a gift from my dad's friend, Van Anh. She came to Malaysia before with her some of her friends earlier in around June? And yea, I was mostly talking to her so maybe she likes me and give me a sweet present? I don't know. Haha.
And my mum is JEALOUS because she don't have a present! Muahaha....

For the past two days I've been stuck in my house with no water. So cham right? =D
Syabas people came and fix the paip. Aiya, fix already still the same one la, keep bursting and bursting. Sometimes got free water to water your plants. =) So, few BIG lorrys came and block the whole road. Can't even come back to my own house after lunch. >.< >

> Mummy left her at home and she's waiting by the door.
Poor thing....

And you know what? My dog knows how to read! I'm not bragging, but we have proof! Everytime when I let her sit with me when I'm reading, she will look at the book as well. Same to the computer, she will like keep pressing the key board! So cute right?

> Ignore my really messy hair! =)

Love Puggy more day by day. I mean she's so cute! Although most of them doesn't agree with me. =( I still remember that the 1st day she came home, I was asking my mum not to bring her near me, because her eyes were even bigger back then. And her eyes were watery and big, it gives me the creep. But her tongue back then was not that long, I wonder how the tongue grow so fast. =D

She's quite famous here, tho. Some kids will ask, where's the dog with the long long tongue? And some will even touch the tongue to see whether it's real or not. Haha. How often do you see a dos with such a long tongue? And how often you see a pug? Most of the people choose maltese, shi tzu, bichon frise, schnauzer, poodle and so-on.

I just know I love her loads! <3

2009-08-16T16:25:00.004+08:00

不晓得为什么，最近啊，我很喜欢用华语来写部落各耶~ ^_^

可是那天在ms跟白雪不是公主（邱琬婷）谈天啊，就谈到部落格。她劝我说，谢部落格时千万不要用华文字来写，因为如果出名了，代理商给的价钱都很低。=D 所以想靠部落格出名的朋友们，开始用英文写吧！现在白雪不是公主的部落格也开始有英文和华语了。

大家现在应该都在埋头苦读吧？我正好相反！哈哈，刚看完电视，准备要冲凉扮美美出门啦！呵呵，我这种是叫做浪费时间！

〉看，我可是个乖小孩哦！*姐姐在翻白眼了*
可惜啊，开了书没5分钟，就跑去吃东西，聊天，和看dvd了。
千万别学我啊！

妈妈做蛋糕，我在旁帮忙。拿蛋时发现了这个：

o.O...是谁弄的啊？我把蛋放进冰厨时可是好好的。怎么会有个洞呢？哈哈哈....

时间不早了，该冲凉了哦！掰掰！

2009-08-15T11:02:00.009+08:00

昨天，是关帝诞哦！好像是耶~ 哈哈
所以就去了庙一趟咯，为什么会写华语呢？因为华语比较容易写嘛...... 翻译去英文很难耶.....

先为大家准备个超短的video! =)

关帝好神耶！看了看我手掌，就说：“这位小姐不用功读书哦。”
哇塞，还是先走为妙啊！万一关帝把我全部秘密泄完出来就不好了。呵呵...

昨天的关帝好坏蛋哦... 别打我屁屁哦，我只是就事论事。哈哈，我好会用成语。*好光荣*
为什么我会说关帝坏蛋呢？因为关帝昨天拼命的灌醉人啊！我爸也被灌了几杯啊...... 而且，我们不能和洋酒哦，一定要喝以前那种像茶的酒。呵呵，它的颜色像茶嘛....

我昨天拼命向爸爸撒娇要酒喝.... 姨妈就一直跟别人说：“这个孩子啊，很会喝哦，姓蔡的人啊，都很会喝！”。奇怪，我几时改去姓蔡啊？

*蔡，是我妈的姓*

我也没很会喝啊。顶多只是一直向爸爸撒娇要酒喝。呵呵，每一次都只能喝那小小的一两口，谁会醉呢？哈哈

之后有个session是给你问问题。妈妈叫我去问怎么把书读好，可是我死都不肯过去。因为啊，关帝真的很神！我才不要冒险给关帝爆料呢。^_^

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今天醒来，有个包裹在我房门口哦！开来看，竟是美美的裙子。高兴死了！
款式很简单，布料的quality也不是很好，但我就是喜欢那件裙子！

照片很蒙哦。因为我还没睡醒嘛....

猜猜看，是谁送的呢？还有条美美的项链哦！我好高兴哦！啦啦啦~~

要不要看狗狗的照片？这可是我趁它睡得像猪时偷拍的哦！若是男的，别看啦.... 羞羞哦！ ^_^

我的狗狗又笨又聪明。因为啊，它觉得热的时候呢，会踢走它的枕头。

但有时候啊，它却会弄成这样：

我发誓，这不是我们盖上去的哦！是它自己笨笨的躲下去。哈哈

> 别管它那长长的舌头。=D

> 你看，我们是不是很恩爱呢？有没有很羡慕啊？ =)

本来我还想post那些口罩的照片上来，但是相机没电了。二来，是我开开心心的mood被破坏了。>.<

*求求你，别再打来了好不好？我已经不是以前的那一个我了。我不像被你这样任由摆布....*

下个星期就考试了.....呜呜呜，死期到了..... 怎么办??

2009-08-14T15:08:00.002+08:00

Well, after staying at home for a few days, doing nothing except
-playing with puggy
-playing with my handphone games
-and tv!

The tv is mine from 2p.m till 10p.m. Muahahaha~
There's just lots of lots of shows to watch!! <3

How I wish that I can stay like this forever. Haha...

Actually, I'm quite impress with my myself *cough*, how can I stand not talking for so long? I mean I'm quite quiet this few days not counting the simple chats with family members.

Oh ya! Before I forget, dear daddy bought me masks! Unfortunately, the pink masks that he bought was ahem ahem, quite childish and aunty-aunty-feel. =D But some of it is just so cute and unique! I wonder whether I have the guts to wear it to school or not?

Maybe someone in school will think I got h1n1? *choi choi* Since I'd ponteng-ed school for 5 days, including tomorrow. Hahaha. Or maybe no one noticed me missing since I wasn't popular in school. =(

Anyway, I want my results back!! .......*After some thinking* Nope, I DO NOT WANT MY RESULS BACK! Because I know that all my results is plain bad.

Reading back my post makes me feel .... LAME! =D But I' just plain boring now. Hmm, maybe I should get back on to my TV? ^_^

2009-08-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

What hairstyle should I get? Hmm....

2009-08-06T15:37:00.002+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog again. It's been like a month since I last blog?

I got scared just now when I can't log in. Then only I know that I type in the wrong e-mail address and password. Haha, so this can show you how long I didn't type it right?

Exams are finishing. No comments about it. Thought I'm quite pissed, sometimes. Because I don't think it's fair when some people are working hard to score, there are some who score easily with the help of their answer paper. Somebody may not get the point, but I'm still unhappy over it.

Nah~ Waiting for Aunty Gaik Look to fetch me to the dentist. Wanting to like re-do my whole blogskin. This one seriously sucks man~ But my mind is currently blank due to the the sleeping worms in my head. =D I just woke up, kay?

My "Thing's to do after PMR" list is getting longer and longer. Dear dear, do I really have the time to do all of it? I don't think so. Guess I'll need to learn to sacriface something, although I don't really want to.

I'm getting real discourage, I mean there's hardly anyone dropping by, maybe it's my fault for not updating? But the situation is still the same last time.

2009-07-16T20:32:00.003+08:00

I'm a mad woman now. Shouting and scolding. This is the 3rd time I re-type this post. Network keep disconnect and my post? Poof~ Vanish in to thin air. And the worst thing is, I forgot what I type just now! Oh My God! I'm getting old. >.< Hmm, let's recall one by one. Muahaha, I remember!　I was talking about how lucky I am. Although we're not wealthy but at least we're considered okay. We can still shop for things we like and yea, it's like so much luckier than those kids in the poor. Okay, I'm stuck now. Points are start forming in my head already, but I always have a tough time arranging it and type it out. Maybe I should read more.

NO MORE MOOD TO BLOG~ What to do? Maybe I'll update more tomorrow. =) Wish me luck!

2009-06-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

Went to Pyramid with KheiYing yesterday. =) I'm late again. Oops, sorry!

Actually we planning to cheong-k, but we didn't book, and it's full. So, we went to Popular! Found the Twilight book set, still thinking of buying the set or individuals. But the individuals are not from the same publisher. =( Then pick books for KheiYing, and went for movies! But the line were super duper long man~ Then we went to Jusco?

Yea, shop for..... BRAS! Wee~ We spent for like 2 hours? I tried from A cup to C cup, but still can't find my size. Haha, KheiYing said my boobs is deform. Lolx So at last we went to Cotton Shop and ask them and went back to shop at Jusco. But I think Jusco cup size is a bit different. And I shop a very sexy lacey underwear! =)

Oh ya, we went to Senjyu Sushi for lunch. The jasmine tea is like so cute! I was amazed! The environment is like better than Sushi King, the price? Around the same.

Shopped a new pencilbox for RM12. It's brownish black, so I don't think it'll get dirty. I'm so smart! Went to DreamWorld for photo, waste of money. =X I think the one we took in the fitting room is like far more better. xD

Trying to find for battery for my phone, stupid salesman charge me rm42 where I can get for Rm20 from Ah Ray? And he keep saying the acual price is 60 something, but he gave me discount. Yalah yalah, whatever you say.

It's a fun day. Went Arcade to look for Lung Sheng and the others, found Richard 1st. But in the end, we didn't say happy birthday to Lung Sheng because both are us are shy to say. Haha. Went snowy for my dinner. Sat at the usual place for Jovy. xD Bought Mango Sago~

Went back to Jovy's house by taxi. Wee~ Was like damn nervous before it. Ahaha, a Ang Moh Lang is behind us when we're queuing up for the taxi. =) Went home, and Jes haven't feed poor Puggy yet. WTF? It's around 8 that time already, and I did call her up and remind her to do so.

Anyway, skipped school today for nothing. =/ Jovy told me there's a AntiDadah ceramah today, but Lung Sheng say it's tomorrow.

The vietnamese lady is here. And trust me, 女人的直觉是最准的! Trust me, ladies. xD Everyone look so young, there's a boy. Same age as me, wearing the same colour with my outfit, and also wearing braces. Lolx His mum is so excited when we have so much in common. =.="

2009-06-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

Okay... my whole Saturday life is packed. First, gotta wake up EARLY for my tuition replacement. Too bad, too bad. =D Actually, today is the repord-card day a.k.a family day. Did I tell my parents? Of course not! My results suck this time. >.<

On the way to the tuition, we pass by the primary school. They're also having the report card day today, so my dad was asking, do I know any activities going on? Then the still blur me answer:" Oh, report card day lah!"

So my dad ask why I didn't tell me and I say mum is not interested, so I didn't tell them. What an excuse. Haha

After that, I went home for less than an hour and we head to Little Ben for our lunch. =) 4th time in a week. Lolx Dad stopped by at McD to wait for his friend, C.J. I think I remember him, but it's like about 7 years ago? They keep talking about weight because C.J gain weight and I was like keep smilling, smilling and smilling. So fake man~

Then I head to tuition, finish up my Kumon, slip it in my intefsif book, I forgot about it, and gave the book back to Mr. Lee. Alamak! I called Joan and ask her to help me take, but I don't know did she help me retrieve or not. Hope so. =) Went to Vivien's house because I forgot to take my house key. Clumsy me.

Less than 30 minutesto prepare and bath. Then? Shabu shabu!! I'm so piss at the workers, damn unfriendly lo! Ate for like 3 hours? There's one leng zai who serve us, and my sis and I keep smiling at him. Lolx Too bad, I think he got a nice partner who keep feeding him food. But we can't see the sex of the partner. =)

On the way back, ( In William's car ), we gossips. Wakaka, Megan Fox is a male! I don't believe it! She's like so pretty le~

2009-06-26T20:30:00.017+08:00

Well, it's a tragic news that Michael Jackson passed away today. I'm sure he'll be on every one's mind despite the rumors about him molesting kids and stuffs like that. But I can be very sure that I don't believe those rumors. Come on, he's a bit more passionate about kids and what's wrong with stroking them and stuffs? Okay, better change the subject.

I've been trying to find pictures of him since 1971 but things start to get tough when same picture came out in different events and years. So I kinda gave up at last and it's getting late plus I'm getting sleepy. Yea yea, I know I'm a lazy pig. =D

Enjoy =)

< 1971

< 1981

< 1982

< 1983

< 1984

< 1987

The best picture so far =)

The changes of him:

2009-06-26T14:34:00.000+08:00

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

2009-06-26T13:43:00.004+08:00

单恋真的比较痛苦,
只有一方面的付出,
也只有一方面的妥协,
人, 也是会累的.
我, 该放弃了吗?
但, 我舍不得.
我发现, 我们的问题越来越多,
该说是你变了还是我变了?还是我们都变了?
不知道, 我好怀念我们以前的日子!
=)
加油!

Happy Birthday Lung Sheng!!

AND

Happy Birthday Aunty Gaik Look!!

Don't exactly know what's with me today. Just not in the mood to talk.

There's a talk for Form3 today. Our session is after recess. It's like so damn boring. I don't get the things that he's trying to say. Shall I like, dig my ears? =D So should I go for the Bengkel thingy? But it's so pricey! Rm60 for a session, 5 hours. I think I'll just take the Komsas and Tatabahasa. It will be so good if Komsas and Tatabahasa is separate. Then at least they get to spend more time teaching us Tatabahasa. I guess Penulisan will just stick back to En. Sashi's way of writing. I don't wanna PMR. I really think that I should start studying, but when I take out my book, I'll ask myself to forget it. =(

Wee~ I successfully fix my link area already! I'm super duper smart man~ ^_^

Gosh, time flies. I gotta get ready! Mummy will be back to fetch me to Gelateria and celebrate Aunty Gaik Looi's birthday! Wee~ Spaghetti ice-cream, here I come!

2009-06-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

Heehee... Old posts are back! Wee~ I just undelete my old blog and re-post the 3 blogs back. Lazy bum bum~ So just ignore the dates for the 3 posts, kay? I forgot to reset it when I did my new blog. Hmm, planning to re-do the blogskin? Later?

Fooled by our Pn. Wan Fauziah ( our Sej teacher ), she say that Pn. Reetha will be teaching us for about 1 month, and it turns up to be an unknown teacher who doesn't teach Sejarah. At least she's kind enough to let us know that her option is not Sejarah and NOT teaching us Sejarah. =) Guess we'll need to study ourselves? Gah, waste my time copying the notes yesterday.

People's been saying I look lonely without Jovy. Do I? I don't know. =) Maybe I did cut down on talking. =D Exchanging lame jokes during science today, teacher busy doind experiment in front, we busy talking at the back. Then there's some smell, at first it's quite nice, like perfume, but later it starts to get a bit chokey, and teacher say it's sulphur dioxide. ?_? Do they smell?

Ahahaha... Singapore is such a small place. I was checking out http://www.snowxwhite.com, since I didn't log on to it like ages? And she attend the flash mob thing in Singapore, and there's Xiaxue and Mike in her pictures. The picture of Mike is so damn clear wei. ^_^

Oh dear, it's 9.30 now, gotta go sleep now. Goodnight!

I superb love KheiYing's picture! I wanna go Mardi too~ Can I, Jovy? Heehee

2009-06-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

Well well, quite a lot happened today.

This morning's assembly was canceled, because of the heavy rain this morning. Yepee~ So spent the 1st period talking to Jovy. She was telling me the details on what happened on Friday night. Then, the boring geo starts. Lots of notes to catch up on. *sighing*

Then after recess, not quite sure what made them hyper, Dhivhia and Jovy start singing. So I swap place with Jovy to let them group "together" and sing. La li la la~ Singing non-stop for the 2 periods of science.

Nilam? Hmm, in the library again. Can't remeber what topic is it about, but it ended up like this.
Jovy : Me too!
WeiSeine: Me three!
Jovy :Me four!
WeiSeine:Me five!
Jovy : Me ten!
WeiSeine: Erm, me twenty?
Jovy : Fuck you!

See how vulgar she is? Haha, just joking.

Then went down to Doritis a while, because our Sivik teacher is sick or something. Went back up again, start copying my geo notes, and they start to sing again. Benedict got quite annoyed by their singing and threathen to give them penalty if they don't stop. I'm damn beh song lo! No rules say that we cna't sing, okay? Then I demand for the reason, and you know what he say? Because I'm annoyed, because I'm pissed, and I'm a prefect!
What kind of prefect is this? There's nothing to say anymore. I'm really dissapointed in these kind of prefects.

Been waiting for an hour for Jovy to show up. Maybe her mum took the modem again? Gonna post back the old post, but not now, too sleepy to do it. Gotta get a good nap. Goodnight! =)

OooooOOoooOOOo, I want this!

2009-06-21T06:33:00.000+08:00

Usual routine today. Walk to Gelateria, starting to prepare the remaining stuffs that I didn't prepare yesterday, and when I just finished my job, there's a helpless looking boy/man outside the door. Then only I realize then he's Miss Julie's nephew, Ben.

Can't find Elaine anywhere, until I saw her bag in the cupboard only I remember that she has left to the church. Hope that she knows how to open the old Volvo car door from inside. =) She will know what I mean.

Busy whole day, my hand was cut while washing the dishes, to be precise is the glass cup. I didn't realize it was chipped, and when my hand slide through there, OUCH! Ice-cream are being friendly to us today, the ice-cream yesterday were all watery because of some technical problem of the ice-cream compressor.

I was out there serving when Ben leave, and you know what car he's driving? A black Volkswagen Beetle! Hmm, ah, found the picture already! =)

Exactly like this one! I want a car like this too! Any edition with pink? Haha

Now another decision to make. Going to Gelateria or going to Pyramid on next Sunday. Ishh~~ But most probably will be going to Pyramid. Who will resist a day of shopping? Lolx

I deleted my old blog and this is my new one. I spent 2 hours copy-paste my previous blog post to Microsoft Word, because the stupid me don't know how to revert back to Classic template. After wasting my precious 2 hours copying and pasting, plus deleting my old blog, and finding a new blogskin, I found the button to revert back to Classic template. I should have bang my head to the walls. >.<

So, previous blog post will be up erm, when I'm free? =)

2009-06-19T20:52:00.010+08:00

Suddenly, I had the idea of what to blog.

Well, it started off with me, boring, flipping through the pages of Star paper, and I came across to this girl with 56 start tattoos on her left face. =D

She told the reporters that she went to the tattoo parlour in the western town of Courtrai and asked for 3 small stars on her face. She fell asleep while the tattoo artist id doing his work. But when she woke up, she was shock to see that he was done doing the 56 black stars and she was planning to sue the tattoo parlour.

BUT

The tattoo artist, Rouslan Toumaniantz denied that she had fall asleep. He insist that he didn't use any hypnosis or drugs and she agreed to it. Problem started when the father of the girl saw the tattoos.

So, whose story will you believe? I don't think that she can fell asleep while she was doind the tattoos. ( No offence! ) And will the tattoo artist make a mistake that big? 3 and 56 stars is a lot of difference!

And if I'm not mistaken, a few weeks ago, I'm arguing with my sis and dad that Katy Perry is naturally black. Her hair, of course. I think Jovy agreed with me right? Because we don't see any WHITE roots coming out. xD But I don't think so now. Why? Look down there.

Okay, this picture is not so nice. So check out the other one.

Maybe you'll say that I'm blind for not noticing the quite visible name there : Katy Hudson.

Before, her name is Katy Hudson, but she changed it to Katy Perry. And according to wikipedia, she was natural blonde, but she dyed her hair and eyebrows black. Good dye man~
And her mum is not happy when she release her new song I Kissed A Girl, because of the lyrics. I don't see the problem there, tho. Her mum is disgusted with the song. Wow~ Dramatic!

Wow, look how different Anna Faris look. I still prefer her blonde. =)

Erm, I'm not trying to like, making fun of the celebs or finding their flaws but, these two celebs just pop into my mind and I did a lil bit checking. That's all. =)

2009-06-19T14:55:00.003+08:00

It's getting tough now. Everything needs a decisions. Been sacrificing lots of things now, sometimes I just don't know whether is it worth it. It's not that I'm not worthy, It's just that I don't know the choices and decisions that I have made is good enough.

School's still okay. Quite boring, tho. I still can crawl up in the morning, so I guess it's still considered okay?

I'm blogging now for the sake of blogging. Know what? Maybe I'm gonna quit blogging! =)
I know I had say that for some time, but later on I will have the urge to blog again. I just don't have the time to surf the net now. Getting busy, huh.

Another choice, Venetian Princess or Dave Days? Check it out on youtube.com! I think I'll chose Davedays! Love love! <3 I seriously think that his songs are far far far far more better than the Miley Cyrus version. Sorry to the Miley fans!

A part of me wanna go to the school carnival tomorrow, a par of me doesn't.

2009-06-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

Ngeh, neglecting my blog again. I hate surfing the nets now days is because I hate the freaking connection! But so far it's okay, so =]

Tomorrow is the last day of holidays. Sobs! I want holidays to end faster in the beginning, but now? I want more! I don't know how am I going to sleep tomorrow night. I'm use to sleeping at 1 something now. T_T

Went to Ee Cheng's house yesterday, don't know what is wrong with me. >.<

Oh ya, remember to add my new e-mail and msn ya! sotseine@hotmail.com =)

2009-06-08T13:51:00.003+08:00

What's up? Guess you're rotting in your house huh? Because I am! =D

I'm like walking here and there for the past few hours, since I have a day off today, and I seriously don't know what to do. Looked at the calendar, feel pleased that one week of holiday is gone! Yepee~ I don't know how am I going to wake up when school holidays are over, I've been sleeping on 12am every single night, and I still feel energetic. =/

Gelateria is extremely quiet yesterday. Don't know is it because of the holidays? Miss Julie kept me company talking to me. Craps? She throwed 2 customers out yesterday. Serve them right! It's quite a show, tho. Too bad I wasn't there for the second arguement. xD Tsk tsk~ Finally, my mint ice-cream is back! ^_^

Finished S Factor~ Maybe my next target is Girl's Out Loud? S Factor isn't really that nice, but since I've finish Xiaxue's Guide To Life, damn boring lah~ Then after Girl's Out Loud is finish up XX's blog? I hate Sonia's bitchy character, I don't care that how well she perform in the last few episodes~ In fact I found Xue Sha very cute! But mostly people don't like her because she laughs at her own saying and things, but I found her 200% better then the bitchy Sonia.

* I don't care how two of you are doing, so get lost! And FYI, I'm not envy!

2009-06-05T10:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, I do feel bad for ditching my precious laptop for that long. =]

Hmm, let's see. KheiYing come over to my house from Thursday till Saturday. Had fun, and also some not-so-good moments. I know I'm bad~ Sorry.. I really mean it =/ It's really sweet of her to walk me to Gelateria and then walk back to Old Town, because her mum don't really know where is my working place. They fired Mike off, so left me alone working, AGAIN. No one to talk to, so the only thing is singing to myself? Lolx~ I'm beginning to lose voice on that day. My voice is starting to become extremly sexxyyyy~~ =P

Sunday? Whole day working loh~ My leg is like damn pain on that day. People just keep coming for meals and ice-cream. The worst thing is Mr.Edy went out and there's only me and Miss Julie. Ma Ma Mia! Came back from work, exhausted, and I suddenly remeber that I haven't even call RedBox for rooms. Yea, they changed the promotion. It's Rm10++ for 11am till 1pm?

Monday~ Reached KheiYing house around 9.15? And we reached Pyramid at 9.28. Walau A, so damn fast~ That must be the fastest trip that I've ever had. xD I was super hungry, because I didn't had my breakfast, and KheiYing belanja me sandwiches from Starbuck! =] The cheong-K session were really not okay for me. I felt really bad. With my sexy voice, I can't even sing properly. So now I prefer meetoto! The sound with mic and without mic is like so much difference! Then went to TheFaceShop, damn, the products there seems very useful? And I love the shoe that I saw in Padini!! It's so freaking nice wei! Been giggling non-stop on the journey back. I also don't know why. Oh ya, I won a really lame Wall-E watch. =.=" That experience was just funny. My leg on that day? Worst! I just sit in my room, not moving an inch.

Tuesday? Tuition~ Chapter 6 is driving us crazy, and How Yi and I were driving teahcer crazy. Not out fault mah~ still in holiday mood. xD Teacher call us the "jungle people"!

Wednesday? Whole day working too. =] Mum drop me at McDonalds because she's going to gym and I bump into Alicia, Joycelyn, Krystle and their gang. Everyone was wearing black!

Thursday? Nothing much. No work. Just lost rm50 by sitting in the house doing nothing. Seriously, I hate holidays unless I'm working. There's just nothing to do. Got scold by my mum, she says I'm not been studying for these few days. Come on, we just finish our exams, can't we like let ourselves relax during this holiday? Like recharging the battery?

Now working on cross-stich. That's the only past time basides tv and computer. xD

2009-05-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

Oh ya, pictures from this afternoon, go view Jovy's blog when she's ready!

2009-05-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

Tagged by my beloved mei mei~ I'm lazy to do it, but too boring~

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
-Hmmm, forehead? Sounds romantic. =P

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-Groggy? Was still half-asleep when I go and wash up. xD

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
-KheiYing!

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
-Of course not! Haha, I'm so good~ *vomiting*

5.Will you ever donate blood?
-Erm, it's a bit hard to tell the future, but I don't think I will for now. I got a fear for needles.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-So sad to say, I don't have! T_T

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
-No one in particular now

8.What does your last text message say?
-Hmm, wait ah~ I go check 1st! xD A reply from Jes. =]

9.What are u thinking right now?
-Why is this tag so lame. xD

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
- Obviously the answer is yes lah~~~

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
- Went to bed at 10 but fell asleep on 11 something. =P

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
-What if I say I'm wearing nothing now? Just kidding la~ This tee ah~ Forgot already wor, I think is from Bangkok gua....

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
-Yup!!!!!

14.Who was the last person who text you?
-Jeseleine loh!

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
But I'm not sure whether they will see my blog or not wor~
1) Vivien Wee?
2) Jovy Loh?
3) Joan Ng?
4) Elaine Thang?
5) Wen Xin?
6) Vanessa?
7) Meng Jiun?
8) Jeseleine?
9) Aiya, Sheen Yeen again la~ xD
10) Wei Sim?

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
- Erm, no one?

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
-Obviously she's a female

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
-Wakaka~ Meng Jiun and Vivien? They will be scolding each other non-stop liao lo~ Dunno le, they always argue with each other the wor~ xD

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
- Secondary school la~ We're still small kids!

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
-Chatting with who? Never say properly also! =p

20. Is no. 4 single?
-Maybe yes? Maybe no? Not sure wor, ask her la! xP

21.Say something about no. 2.
-Very noisy in class. A very good friend. Erm, a shopping pal? *Obviously is she who do the shopping* and erm, pretty, and... oh ya, she's tall! Considered tall mah hor?

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
- Wow, this is getting a bit scary! Jovy should know why. I don't think they will be together unless they're lesbians.

23.Describe no. 9.
- Very very very small, and erm, not mature-looking, loves snoopy a lot. And also very hua xin, because now she have 20 wives + 2 girlfriends. Tsk tsk~

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
-Let them fight la, but before they fight, must prepare coke, popcorn and chair for me to watch! =]

25. Do you like 8?
-Hahaha, she's my sister le~ What do you expect me to say? Lolx

2009-05-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

^_^ Exam's officially over~ I'm not exactly very very happy like the others because I don't think I did do those really stressful studying. Who cares now? It's over!!

Went over to KheiYing's house today~ Her petpetzai is seriously so skinny, poor rabbit~ Haha

Keep putting on clothes, trying to pre-plan what to wear on Monday when we go out together and to the party. Spend like 2-3 hours just on clothes? Gosh, time flies! =] She's like, try this, try that! And I'm like this is nice, that is nice! So keep trying on different clothes and took pictures lo. I think I really got no fate with zips. >.< The zip just wouldn't budge. I love her shoes!! Or to be precise, it's high-heels. Stand on it for 2 hours is like standing for 8 hours when I'm working. And why can't her feet be size 7??!! There's one very nice brown colour high-heels, it's okay if you just stand still, but the minute you start to walk, it'll come off. I found one that fits, a very OL looking white heels, but the padding came of from the heel and you can see one nail there, is it nail? And it gets very very noisy when you walk, especially when I walk very fast to catch up KheiYing's walking pace. Maybe I'll just wear sport shoes and admit that I'm shorter than her?

She took a picture of me and her, with me bare foot and her with a 10 cm high heels. You should really look at the difference. I'm like a kiddie standing beside a mummy! Haha, we actually plan to look through the courses that we plan to study next time, but time were spent on heels, clothes, pictures and chatting. Ishh~ those books very heavy, tau tak? xD

I'm looking forward to tomorrow! KheiYing is coming over till Friday and I haven't tidy up my room and study for my Kumon exam. Gah, not in the mood la~ Do I look like 18? Because I want to watch movies that are rated 18! But there's no movies that really catch my attention these few months. =[ KheiYing, go skating la~ I long time didn't go skating liao le~

My 2 weeks holiday is well-plan and packed. xD Every single day is full wih activity and it's gonna be fun! I promised that I'll study after this holiday but you know how I'm like, right? I'll be more likely to just lie there and watch tv or read my novels~ My novels is stacking so high up and I need to catch up on those, with not I can't return those to people on time.

Listening to chinese songs right now, instead of hitz fm. ^-^

My FM sent me the parcel already! There's two album in it and it's not so new. One of it is from year 2007. At least got something for free la~

2009-05-24T14:37:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to study in the weekends, but, I end up watching Twilight for god knows how many times. *Ehem, it's not that I like Robert Pattinson or Kristen Stewart, but I like the story!* Then, keep surfing the net~ Gosh~ I'm gonna fail my KH, Sej and Science! But still, I'm lazy to study. Hehe

Stupid Soon Zhou put Wei Seine is a retarded selfish dumb nut as his personal message and you know why? Because on the previous day, my personal message was It takes a couple of seconds to say hello, but forever to say goodbye. And he said I'm a liar, so I say it's just a saying, and he post that! WTH?! Fine~~

I think I'm gonna re-read back the book Twilight after my exams. xD The book is just sooo nice, but it's OKAY LA for the movie. Sorry to the twilight movie fans~ I heard that new moon is coming out this year end, 20th November. o.O I'll just read the book for now. =D

Ate at Little Ben's for breakfast and lunch, saw Pei Qi there while having lunch~

2009-05-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

Can you believe it? Government is going to limit the intake of SPM to 12 subjects only.

I don't know whether it's a good news, or a bad one.

Going to watch twilight now~ xD Tata!! =D

2009-05-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

So today I woke up with a extra puffy eyes, due to the non-stop crying last night. But it's better when I went to school, and the bad KheiYing keep laughing.

KY :Eee, so funny, your eyes so funny.
ME: =.="
KY: Hehehe, those guys who likes you sure don't like you liao! =D
ME: !@#$%^&*

I so kelian liao still wanna laugh at people. Hmph! And your spoon thingy doesn't work!!

--------Skiped the school part--------

I asked my mum about how come Jo suddenly decide to study in Australia and she told me the whole story when I'm helping her in the kitchen. She say that it's so heart breaking to see your own daughter leaving away from you. And she describe Jo as LIKE TAUFU, LEM BET BET. lolx
As usual, tears start forming already, so I need to make a quick run to the toilet and make sure that NO TEARS IS VISIBLE TO MY MUM!

And I think my dad told her that I was crying last night, although I ask him not to. It's because mummy say I should be happy that I could go to Australia where out of 10 person, only less than half can go furthur their studies overseas. Actually, I'm not unhappy, I'm just dissapointed. And I blame myself for counting the chickens before they hatch. One of the sentenve that my mum told me nearly made me cry again, she say that

你就当留在这里多几年来陪陪我们这两位老人家罢! She said that in cantonese la.

I'm sorry! I know I'm too selfish! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!

Damn, can't I just stop crying for a day? I'm gonna become a cry baby if I continue to blog. So it's just for now. Nitex! Updates later, kay?

2009-05-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Today, it's just not that day for me. I'm trying hard to blink my tears away now. And it's gonna be long, I think. =D

First, my dad started off with something *which I don't know what* crawl into my ears. Eww! Can't they just stay off from humans? My mum say it could be spider, small fly, mosquito or anything. But it is most likely to be a small fly, because I don't think spider can fly. And it gets so irritating and it gets me paranoid hearing sounds. I was so freak out every time it moves/struggle, you can hear it's movement so clearly, and sometimes it hurts. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">JOVYLOHKHEIYING:
Here, I would like to thank you for being such a good friend. You always know when to comfort me and you're a good friend. A very good one. Some of you might think that she's not that good, but actually, she is. She care for friends, and she's willing to sacriface for her friends. I'm happy to have you as a friend. =D

I think I'm okay now. I'm tired now, tired from crying and all those typings. Don't cry KheiYing, kay? I don't wanna comfort you when I'm still not in the mood to. xD

Nites and wish you all sweet dreams and good luck for the exam tomorrow!

*BM1 is so freaking hard and Geo too! This is what happen when you don't study!*

2009-05-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

Chinese paper is so freaking hard wei~

I guess I'm gonna fail it~

Tata

2009-05-19T20:35:00.001+08:00

Okay, quick updatie!

Pn. Cheah came in for the 1st two periods and we need to do colouring! I use to love colouring, but now? Not to say hate, but I don't love it anymore. =D I'm a big girl now, big girls don't need colouring! =D

Pratically, KheiYing and I were the last two to pass it up. It's so obvious that our mouth do the more work than our hands right? My results were so unbearable to look at, and guess what's my expected results in PMR? 5A2B1C, WTH? C for science.

TO the stupid computer: I'm warning you, I'm gonna get far more better than 5A2B1C in mr PMR. You better watch out. Hmph!

KheiYing, Dhivhia, Mahija and I were playing post-the-paper game during the day. It was so damn fun! Mahija got two bright yellow stars for her ~~nipples~~. xD KheiYing made that and glued it to her pinafore. And I stuck the KICKMYASS note on CJ's back, And the goodie Vincent really kick his ass! I was laughing like mad in the front of the class with KheiYing. It was so funny~

Owh yea, I hate prefects!! =[

2009-05-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

Replys to JovyLohKheiYing:
1) I know I'm tense that time, I'm really sorry. But I'm okay now. See, I'm smiling le! =]

2) You better stop now, and why did you delete my comment on your blog? Or he comment didn't even appear on your blog? ?@_@

3)Because you suckz in your BM, so you should talk more to improve yourself mah! JiaYou! Kamu boleh punya!

4) I'm not studying la. Oops, I got le, your twilight story book lo! =p

5) I didn't put glue on your ruler purposely, I did that accidently and you didn't even give me a chance to say sorry. =[ But you seem to have fun running around the school like mad woman. xD

2009-05-17T11:51:00.003+08:00

I had a really weird + wild dream. Why should I say it's wild? Because of... I don't think I'll write the reason here. xD

Daddy and I had some kind of "father-and-daughter talk" this morning. I still have no idea what subject that I would like to study in the future. And I guess that Jo is hoping that I would take medical line, because pratically every sms of her is asking me whether I would like to be a doctor? Nurse? Dietition? Physio? Etc. I don't think I would take either dietition and physio. First, mummy ask me not to take nutritionist and dietition is something like nutritionist, right? And I don't think I'm dedicated and patient enough to be a physio. Imagine if I take physio course and I'm sure that I'll yell on the patients and ask them to walk faster or whatsoever. Mummy keep laughing on my so-call "lame" excuse.

Business is like so wide and KheiYing say that business is like you don't know what to study? Study business la, can pick so many paths to work on further. Then my dad suggested accountancy. But everything sound so complicated! I'm scared of choosing a course and after I've studied, I realize that that course is not the thing for me or I can't pass the course, etc. My dad say that I'm too freak-out about all this.

He told me that the examination there is quite different from Malaysia. I mean like Malaysia like to choose question that does not exist in your text books, right? But over there, out of 5 questions, 3 questions will be directly copied from the text book. Then they will twist one question and ask you about that one. Then the last question will be coming out from like other references book, but they will ask you to read through the book. So the conclusion is: you read everything they ask you to, you do every course work they ask you to, you'll definitely pass.
[I don't know whether is it true enough, but that's what my dad says]
So why doesn't our country do the same? Then our percentage of passing will definitely be higher right?

[no offence for this paragraph! =) ]
And hwy is our country so "close-minded"? I mean, everything they say is right. and others will be wrong. Eventhough they know that they're wrong, but they'll still say they're right. =.=" How is this country going to be strong if they continue to act like this. You state your opinion, where your opinion is slightly /very disagreeing with the country's opinion, they'll say that you are anti-government. What thinking is this? No wonder our country is still so un-strong by now. Why can't they just open up their stupid minds and accept people's opinion/critisize?

Oh ya, swine flu is officially spreading in Malaysia. Should I use the word spreading or another word? Haiya, who cares? No one read my blog also. xD I hope that our school will be freak out by that news and close down our school quickly. Sungai Buluh is quite near to Kota Kemuning mah~ It's just a 45 minutes drive. And there is a second student on the Malaysia Airlines Flight MH091 from Newark, New Jersey was infected with H1N1 virus. So scary man~ So should we buy mask and wear it to school? If I were to buy, then I would definitely choose a bright pink for myself! =]

* JovyLohKheiYing, what makes you think that I'm not studying? Hmph~ you so bad la, think of your baobei like that. But nevermind, I'll forgive you for that. Because I didn't study! =P

2009-05-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

My mum was not feeling very well, and she went to the clinic yesterday. When she told the doctor that she was having fever, sore throat and flu for the past 2 days, the first question that the doctor ask is: Did you just come back from overseas? LOL, my mum keep on laughing there. Everyone in the clinic is wearing mask. So will the number of crime increases? Because everyone is wearing mask, and no one will be able to detect the stealer so fast. xD Wild imagination~

Went to SunCity after tuition and suddenly one idea stuck me. Since mummy is not feeling that well, and we haven't make salad for ages, I told my mum and dad that I'll be the cook for the day and I'll do the buyings! [ the payment will be my dad's job la ] But daddy has his golf-tournament in the afternoons till the evening, mummy invited Aunty GaikLooi over using my name. OhMyGod! So I start washing and cutting the dishes and I didn't know that I buy that lot of things. xD After the preparation, I did some cleaning in the house too! =] So JovyLoh, you can be relieve, because I don't have time to study pun!

Aunty came in sharp at 7pm as what my mum told her, and she gave me a present! I'm so excited and ashame. All I made is salad and guess what she gave me? A very nice perfume! Althought I still prefer Gucci's KissMe perfume, but the perfume she gave me is quite expensive, according to my mum. So I guess my hard day did pay off with something~ I keep asking my dad is it nice? Is the smell good? And blah blah blah. He was really annoyed because I'm blocking his view of his favorite football. Ha ha!

Aloha? Hello? Hi or gooodbye?

2009-05-15T14:31:00.002+08:00

=][= I heard that Vivien's "h" in a laptop got crushed, and I think it has something to do with me. >.< I'm so sorry Vivien!

Talk whole day non-stop with my baobei, I found out that we use different languages all the time. Maybe we should try malay next time, hun. xD

School is really boring now, I mean we can't even play happily without the annoying En.Azmi and En.Munusamy walking here and there. I mean what's the point? Everyone should be studying at that time, unless you have no teacher in your class or whatsoever reasons, so just sit quietly in your office and that's all la!

There's one teacher who give talks about Do and Don'ts today. Wasting our valueble time. How many times are they planning to repeat it? They retell the same rules over and over again, and come on la, we're not those 3 year old kiddies who have no sense, okay? [I think I'm insulting the kiddies. =P ] And the annoying prefects checking our fingernails pratically everyday. Just as what LiWen said, nails won't grow in a day. Ishh~ How I hate them.

I'm getting abit tense up today. Sorry~

Mum keep nagging me about my coming mid-year exam. I'm gonna skip to my room and lock myself in PRETENDING to study then. =] Maybe I'll finish up my Twilight in my air-cond room amd enjoy some refreshing lemonade? Haha, there's no way I can do those without getting through lectures.