让你猜猜看他是谁吧！很帅呢！^_^

登登等登，
他
就
是
GYM庄靖毅!

好帅好帅好帅！！！！ 啊~啊~啊~阿~~ =）

The photos that I took is quite blurr, as you can see. =P It's been a long time since I last hold a camera. And my hands are shaky from being too excited to see leng zai~ xD My saliva is drippin~ Waiting for pictures that are more clearer from Ee Cheng. Not fair le, why her pictures are far more clearer than mine? =(


I'm so so so so wierd in that picture!








I should have give her a present, then I can go up the stage, shake her hands, and get some photos of me and her! Nevermind la, she's coming back on May, I think. I'm being kinda dissapointed because I didn't let her sign the album. T_T


Aww, she's cute and he's handsome! ACtually I'm focusing on Queen, but ngam ngam hou Gym is also in the pic. xD














I'll leave the others for myself. Wakaka~ =)

Suppose to go to Pyramid with Jovy today, but too bad, no transport back. =( So it's not I ffk you ah! =P She start calling me with all sorts of names, like hun( that's what I call her, lol), bibi, bao bei and so-on. Btw, have fun with him, you know. Don't break up with him first, see how does your first date goes. I should had gone with her, she'll be paying for ALL my expenses. Muahaha.

At tuition yesterday, Mrs. Lee was teaching us Reproduction. I was laughing till my tears were form. Mahija keep correcting teacher's pronountiation of penis. And she called the testis "balls". LOL, the atmosphere there was like laughing around. I got so confused by the end of the day about those reproduction things. It's suppose to be simple and nice right? But it end up so so so confusing. Well, I mean it's just about making babies right? Why on earth shall we learn where sperms come from and so on? Ishh~ Taking up my brain space~

I can't find anybody to accompany me go to Queen's birthday party on Sunday. T_T, Jovy is suppose to pei me lo, but she haven't gimme the exact answer. =( I won't answer your calls anymore late at night!

That stupid sejarah folio cost me so much money~ Ishh~ But I haven't start doing yet. =P I'll start on MOnday, gua~~ xD

I found out what's to perfect birthday present! My cacated handmade birthday card! Wakaka~ Thanks daddy for being soooo king to give up your golf and bringing me to Cheras on Sunday! Muacks!! <3

Thanks Atan Jie ( or do you still prefer mei mei jie? xD ) for giving me the idea of calling hte enquiry line to ask about the details. Guess what? I can bring one more person there. Hohoho~ Transportation is still a problem for me. Daddy~ Can you just give up one day golf for me? =D

Haha, I've been chattint to Atan Jie through Jes's phone using loudapeaker and poor Jes don't know what we are talking about. Wakaka~ I wanna go! I keep asking Atan Jie do I need to prepare presents or something and she say give her a T-shirt la. Then I begn to joke about undearwears. =) Maybe she's coming with me~ Wee~

Why must the destination be in Cheras? Can't they put somewhere not so city? Ishh~

Apparently I'm waiting for the time to fly~ You can't expect me to do my folio without any infos right? Hah, so it's a total holiday~ I'll start to suffer when it comes to 6.15 this evening. RM7 just flew off~ T_T Vivien, you belanja me la~

JOVY LOH KHEI YING~ you sure have a perfect timing to call me oh? Always call me 11 something, T_T, Kesian your laopo la, your laopo need to sleep le~ Haha~ Does my idea give you any help? So that's why I ask you to watch more 偶像剧! ^_^

OH MY FREAKING GOD! I'm still in the state of shock. I can't believe it! I really can't believe this! How on earth can I be that lucky? I just feel like screaming screaming and screaming now~

Ok, I don't really fancy her THAT much, but who cares? I'm actually going to an artist's birthday party! OH MY GOD*once again*! I've been shouting and jumping since this morning, after I've called-in to My FM and won my entry in the party.

But what if they miss write my handphone number, or my I/C, or my address? And they haven't even call or sms me the exact address. =( The worst thing is my mum doesn't know her way there. T_T There's no second chance, and I must GO! No matter what! Haha, I'm going to let her sign the album. I was stuttering while they ask me to give my details. And god knows how many time I repeat the phrase of what I'm gonna say next. They keep asking me to calm down, and I actually have the chance to speak to 颜莞倩！Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh~

That's even shocking than Jovy's is unavailable now~ Haha~ I was delibrately screaming to her, or I shout? Whatever~ I'm counting for the days to come. I'm praying that my dad knows the way and PLEASE, don't let them mis jott down my details, with not I think I'm gonna kill myself if that really happens.

I didn't get to online yesterday because my mum was really piss off by dunno what thing. She just spank Puggy Dear and open the door and shooed her away. My tears were dropping like hell and I ran off just to chase Puggy back. She kept running away, no matter how I call her. Maybe she's scared that I spank her too? It's raining that time and everywhere is muddy. =( Poor Puggy didn't had her dinner. I mean we did gave it to her, but she doesn't wanna eat it, and my mum maybe got piss off by that thing, throw away all her food, spank her and shooed her out. A bit dramatic, huh?

Planning to sleep early, but I need to wait for the stupid washing machine to finish washing our clothes and transfer the clothes to dryer. I've been sitting there doing nothing but wait. =( I've got nothing to better to do! My dad is watching football, I don't dare to use the laptop. =( By around 11, I was soooo happy to go back to my cosy room and sleep. Reply sms and goodnight!! JOvy rang me up, =( but nevermind, I'm willing to be her talking partner. =) Talk until 12? She wouldn't let me go to sleep! What kind of husband is this? But at last she hang up the phone and I promise to chat with her tonight. Maybe I should pre-charge my phone first? xD

Trying to contact Vivien since yesterday. Tried her handphone, her sis's, her dad's and her grandpa's. Heehee Why set silent mode? Contact her so urgently is because I wanna her to help me photocopy the Sejarah Folio Element Satu. Heehee, I can't find it on Internet! So why not use a lil bit of money? I'm so smart~~ ^_^

I'm currently addicted to Happy Tree Friends! Wee~ It's so cute and disgusting at the same time. Haha, every episode is violence~ Jovy said that she prefer me to watch porn than that. But the problem is, I don't watch porn! xD

JOVY, whatever you choose, I'll suppost you! Hehe, my turn to say these kind of things. xD

My dear mei mei, don't be sad anymore la! You tries your best already, and that's the most important part of all. Although I still wanna my McFlurry. xD

Pn. Siva seems to be in a good mood today. As what I had predicted, we didn't finish our kerja kayu. And what mei mei said makes sense, you know? She says that folio and kerja kayu is not that important, although thay print it out on the sijil, but no one will ask you about your folio's right? They'll just ask about the A's.

Teacher gave back our report paper today. It's paper, not even a card. =( I improve quite a lot! Hehe, and I got 93 for my arts! It's the highest mark I got since secondary school. xD Yea, I got nag by maths teacher, because I didn't finish her work and Ismat pass my book up. =(

I'm sick of the songs and the blogskin already. But I'm too lazy to change it. =P Anyone wanna help me? I wanna play SDO!

美梦真的会成真吗？如果会的话，那就太好了！
我也不晓得为什么他会出现在我的梦中。我们也称不上认识啊！
那个梦真的好奇怪。人生不就是那么的奇怪吗？
我希望，那美梦可以成真。
我也希望，能快点摆脱我的不安。=）

I'm gonna die in my PMR! I just ruined my KH project. Somebody just kill me. I sprayed blue on the wood, and it's not that nice, so I spray another layer of green, which just wouldn't dry and the green layer keep coming off. And we're suppose to finish by tomorrow. It's only one period tomorrow and I haven't even finished my spraying. Oh dear!

My sejarah folio too. We need to find informations on the newspaper. How to find oh? Flip page by page and find the newspaper years ago? They are just so ridiculous! I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die!

Wee~ I skipped school today. =P I'm suppose to cheer for my dear mei mei, so JIA YOU!! Remember my Mcflurry! I know you can score full A's! xD Gotta go, wanna watch movie lo. Bye!

Wee~~ I love this dress a lot! Hehe, but it cost around 160 bucks? Eventhough I have money to buy, my mum sure won't let me wear like that the hor? Tried this with Jes, Jokingly ask her to pay for me.

Went to Pyramid on 11 and came back on 4pm. Just shop 3 bras? =.= Forever 21's clothes are all flowery designed now, maybe it's spring now. But I like the old stocks better! I was trying to get to Lola and buy some cheap stuufs there, =P but my mum wouldn't let me go near that shop. =( She say I won't have time to wear those nice nice pretty pretty shirt because PMR is this year. T_T!! I love Lola's dresses. Audrey is having clearance stock now, all aunty aunty stock. =P But after discont is all less than 20 bucks le~ Went Jusco to hunt for bras, there was only 2 fitting rooms and I need to wait for dunno how long. Ishh, can't you people change faster? You're wasting my time to go window shopping!

Went in to Topshop and have a look. I saw one dress similar to the one I wear on top, but the quality is much much better. Guess how much it cost? It cost around 400 bucks! OMG, who's going to buy that? The stocks there were similar to Forever 21, but much more expensive. WHy is that so? Are people paying for the brand? Ishh~ A bunch of spoil brats!

Daddy bought Jes McFlurry. T_T I want that too! But I just had baked chees rice for lunch. Cut down food! ^_^ Camp was fun, I should have bring camera there. Vivien and I almost got the best camper. Nevermind, we all had fun. Wee~~ I can't wait for kem perdana, teachers said that maybe they'll camp outside of school. Wow~ but Vivien can't accompany me, because she's going Aus. YOu should go with me at the end of the year le~ Who cares is it summer by then? I wanna hug those koalas! And I wanna watch the kangaroo fight too! Everything seems so nice right now. =)

Happy Birthday to you, Puggy Dear! You're already 1 year old, so quit nibbling our toes and be more mature, will you? Well, actually I didn't thought of putting Puggy Dear's photo up here, but it seems boring without any picture.

Today must be the record for me. I didn't talk much after Moral class. I don't know why. Suddenly, I'm just really mad at myself, over nothing. Whole day in class doing folio, I just don't know how to pass my time. Video blog seems fun, you just talk to the webcam or anything elde and ta-daa! But it do sounds pathetic, it seems that you're so lonely until you need to talk to a camera.

当人群散了，突然觉得我可以似掉， 我受不了

I thought I've learnt how to let go. But I'm wrong, very wrong. We need time, don't we? Letting go is far more harder than I expected. Actually I'm ok, not until you suddenly pop in and remind me all those memories that I wanna forget. You know that I wanna forget those memories, why do you wanna keep reminding me all those? I'm sorry I turn you down, ok, maybe it's my fault but I'm not responsible for every single thing!

I realise that I've left my PJ shirt in the school on Wednesday. And it's Thursday today. How come I remember so suddenly? Because I'm packing my bag for the camp. Oh dear, it's a relieve that I had a spare track bottom in my cupboard. ( I've been trying hard not to type thank god, because Soon Zhou is complaining why does all the credits go to god... =.=")

Wee~~~ Sheen Yeen, Mandy, Yi Ting, Shaunie and Hui En are going to the camp with us. =] I'm gonna sleep with a big wide smile on my face tonight. Mei mei, don't worry, my mum won't come in to my room in the middle of the night! I miss them~~ I'm looking forward to tomorrow, school hours will be dreadful to me. I really hope that time will pass faster.

AND I found out that I haven't finish my kerja kayu. I thought I did. I'm still lack of two piece of wood and shit, I need to cut them without using the machine.
=[ Buy a new one and make our work easier! My mum is nagging me about those spraying cans. How do I know that I'll take that long to cut those woods, it's difficult. Neverming, currently longing to go Bukit Tinggi Jusco and Pyramid. Will anyone persuade my mum to let me out and will somebody take me out?

Know what? Khei Ying and Eyan, I'a mad at you two!! But it's ok now. Heehee, AND don't mencabuli me again, ok? It's not fair, two vs one. T_T Well, Gotten all my exam results and it's still ok ok la, at least I got improvements. =P If don't have then die lu, because this exam is just like warming up exercise. Haha, except for the maths. Eeee, I HATE maths now. =(

I found out that the word I DON"T KNOW is quite a good word. =P It can help me answer all questions that I don't know how to answer. Hehe, I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know....

Went out for lunch with Vivien by her car and we came back to school by 1.45pm. We're just a lil late and guess, the gadjet meeting is suppose to start on 1.45pm and it ended up at 2.30pm. Well, Vivien and I were scolding non-stop while we were waiting for those people to turn up. Bad students, huh? At least we can hear those choir students singing. OMG, my cucu in it le, and he didn't tell me. Hmph~~ So from 2.30 to 3.15pm, Vivien and I were just standing there, doing NOTHING! They ask us to come and end up late and we were just standing there like models. =P Clarifying time, it's not that we don't wanna help, it's just that they have enough help! From the pengakaps. =)

The chinese class today was unbelievable! It's so BORING~ Urgh, I've been sleeping for the whole class. =$ I was asleep for 5 minutes, then wake up again in case teacher scold me, then sleep again. Heehee.

Oh ya, to my dear Elaine, thanks for your "love letter" ya? Haha, and that day is NOT a female day. Thanks again!! ^3^

Soon Zhou, do you know that talking with you doesn't make me any happier? Grr, your formula thingy made me think and my mood get worst. Anyway, thanks for your formula, at least it got me laughingfor a while. Haha =) See, I'm smiling now!

He start giving me "advice", and I think it's because of my personal message, because I wrote there, It's a miracle that my eyes don't puff after crying all night.... And he start giving me funny formulas that he invent himself, like:
If you create a bitter candy, and you hate it, you don't throw and you don't keep it, then you don't create it.
Emotion is instantaneously created, so if you create it every istant, it becomes constant emotion.
Your sad because you don't have hope, you don't have hope because you had hope in the first place, hope is created by optimism, and optimism brought by happiness. So it is only possible to have no emotions, when everything is zero.
Why is he like this? Urgh, is it because he went to Singapore for studies. Anyway, thanks again!

I'm really stress talking with him, hehehe, he's erm, talking way to deep. I mean the meaning. Haha, it's not that I don't understand, it's I need a few minutes to think about what he said. And when I ask him why god can't just create a human without emotion, you know what he replied? He say that because God wanna watch soap opera. Wakaka~~

Finish watching PS I Love You, seriously, I prefer the novel. And I found out that we have movie for Confession of Shopaholic! OMG, I wanna watch it!! Wee~~ I think they combine it in one movie, I THINK. Mum and dad kinda ban me from going to Ikano, because I'll start begging them to buy me novels when we go there. So now I'm at home surfing net while they go to Ikano! T_T, reading culture is good!

I don't know what's the purpose of going to school for koko anymore. In the past, I go for koko is only for PP, but now is like damn boring, everyweek is like the same thing going round and round. We all syok sendiri, then the other people will look at us as if we're wierdos. It's something to get ourselves happy, OK? Maybe they should have plan more interesting activities? Or maybe their too busy, with those homeworks, SPM, planning and lots more.

My mum doesn't let me go to Elaine's house tomorrow. T_T FYI, I'm not gonna study because exam's just over ( and I didn't study for exam too! ), and eventhough I stay at home, I'll be either daydreaming or watching tv or playing computer or reading novels. So, the best decision is, let me outta here. Let me go to Elaine's house and have some fun together! ^_^

I'm waiting for the night to come! Wee~~ ^0^

Wow, my husband is being real supportive~~ Thanks ya!! Haha, something happened in school today and I think it's better to remain silent. Did I remain silent? I don't think so. =P Yea, I'm sorry that I misunderstood you earlier and I shouldn't be so childish writing all those stuufs, but it's FUN! Haha, I'm still childish as usual~ I don't wanna grow up, but sometimes I just wish time would just fly faster. Haiz, I just don't know what I actually want. I'm just walking forward with no aims. ^_^

Went to Kheng's Kopitian to celebrate Elaine's birthday. I hid my handphone in Elaine's birthday present box. You see, I'm smart too! =) Eat bread there only, I feel like eating bread only. ^_^ Went bubble tea after that. Joan keep taking pictures with my handphone. Main topic is: Ghost Stories!! I'm quite scared now and I'm still thinking wheter is it OK to go for the camp? Haha~

I'm dying to watch PS I Love You, but my mum says that I need to wait until tomorrow. I beh tahan liao la! T_T My dad was planning to go for Bah Kut Teh tomorrow morning, I wanna join too! It's not that I really fancy it but why not have something different for a change? =)

I'm dying to have some alcoholic drinks now. When's the last time I drank alcoholic drinks? Last month? Got my marks for 3 subjects, and I'm always the one with the lowest mark except BM. T_T I didn't study, so that's the thing. ^_^ I HATE Wen Chuan!! How can he get 86 for sejarah without studying? Grr, and he keep saying:" IN YOUR FACE!" at school. Grr~~

P.S > I just realise that gossip really pass around FAST! Even Vanessa knows. Maybe Jovy told her or something. =)

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing


I still miss you, you know? Chatting with Mei Mei really bring back my memories.

Dad's right. Never let emotion control you. You should control your own emotions. But at least it's better than no feelings, right? I'm never like this before. Sometimes, I really wish I'd never meet you, cause thinking of you bring back those happy moments. And I don't wanna remember those happy moments. I'm not good in saying goodbyes~ And I never want to learn how to say goodbye. Like what mei mei said, it's better to let go, bt it's difficult to let go when you're not ready yet. Ignore my grammer mistakes, please! I'm not in the mood to correct it. =(

ELo, peeps! I'm finally back blooging. I feel wierd, for not blogging for such a long time. Haha, because for the past 2 months, I blog almost everyday, never let it empty more than 3 days. And exam is officially over! ^_^ I didn't really study well for this test, although some subject is quite easy. I'm really going to be a dead meat when teacher pass back our Geo, Sej, Maths paper. Well, I got to know my Science marks, not to say good nor bad, at least I'd improve from last year. But this time the paper was very easy. So I don't know what to think of myself. Lazy? Absolutely =)

Maybe I had too much time by myself, I'm starting to think of nonsense. Real nonsense. Our life seems to be quite short. Correction, not quite, is IS. OUR LIFE IS SHORT! You see, we graduate our high school life on 17 years old, then maybe get marry on 27-30? Then we're expected to seek for our soul-mate in that period. Is the time really enough for us? Then we'll spend more than 30 years doing our things together with our partner, sceduled, which is quite boring.

And think of this, in that period of time, how many relationships can we have? 2-3? Long-lasting or short relationships? I know I'm being extremly lame here, but how do we choose our future-husband from just those relationships? Or we change our boyfriends like how we change our clothes? Well, maybe I'll have none. Anything can happen, right?

And so, I really think that my life now is unthrilling. Sleep before 10.30pm, wake up on 6am, go to school, back from school, have my lunch, sleep/do hw/watch tv/surf the net, then go for a bath, then dinner, then sleep again. You see what I mean? I feel so meaningless, so so so unimportant. I want something exciting in my life, but I don't know what. I know I'm short of something, but I don't know what too. =(

I really envy those who had someone with them. But why not me? Feeling extremly lonely nowdays, everytime when I'm alone in my bedroom, only sotbear and my radio with me, I always had a urge to cry out loud. As usual, I don't know why I feel like this, but I feel real empty inside.

Things comes and go, but will our soul-mate/true-love walk past us a few times but we didn't even realise. This kind of ideas freak me out. What if I'll live alone when I'm old? What if I'll marry a guy that I don't love? What if the guy I married had a mistress hidden? Sometimes reading too much novel can make you freak out. When they are happy ending, you won't believe them; but it's not-so-perfect ending, you tense to believe the story.

I'm really scared about my future, my studies and etc. But what can we do? Sit and wait? Days passed and I feel nothing. I really feel like crying out loud now. I need a shoulder to cry on. I just need to cry everything out. Cry about something that I don't even know.

Well, I do know what I can cry on now. It's 7.41pm now, and I need to wait for my aunt and dad to finish bathing ( which they can do that earlier when I'm at Kumon), and then only go out for dinner. T_T I'm starving! But if I eat tit-bits now, I can't eat my dinner later on. Eat my dinner and less than 2 hours, I'll be in bed sleeping. =( Very unhealthy living.

Best wishes to myself for (_____) . Heehee, I don't know what to put. And also best wishes to everyone else. Bless you all!

P.S> Happie Birthday Elaine! ^_^

I really don't know what to do. I just lost track of directions. I can't see the difference between right and wrong. I just do whatever I wanted to do now, maybe I'm scared that time is not enough for me? I just hope that someone will lead me away from this mess.

Please don't let me make decisions. I'm really bad at it. Suddenly 2 person at a time, I can't handle this alone. Can I be like the ostrich? Burry my head in the ground and think that nothing has ever happened before?

Why must things happen? Can't they just stay where they are. How nice if we're born emotionless, then we wouldn't need to be brave, or sad, or happy, or whatever it is. I just want to lead on a normal life, can I?

Finalliieee!! I've been longing to use the laptop, saliva dripping lu~ ^-^

Currently addicted to a game name HANGMAN! Keep playing with Eyan and sometimes with Jovy in class. =P

Maybe I'm lack in self-diciplin? Haha, say NO to ponteng! Get influence by someone, always longing to get out of class asap. Sometimes even skipped it. Bluek~ At least I go back in, like what we did on Thursday's Moral class. Wrong decision. Should have carry on walking outside. =P I should say NO to ponteng. =)

The bread is still the same as it is. I didn't "observe" any changes in it. Well, Jovy say it is smelly, but I can't smell a thing! *sniff sniff* Hmm, studies went "well" as usual. Suddenly felt moody after talking to Jovy and Eyan. I wonder why? It really spoilt my mood when I remember your words. =(

如果你在之前就跟我说了那番话，我想我会立刻答应你。可是现在不是之前，先前对你的那种希望，感动，已经全化为遗憾了！我不明白，为什么过了那么久的时间，你突然对我说了那番话？我不了解，也不想了解，我只想安安静静的过我的学生生涯。对不起！

Brought Puggy to the vet just now, erm, met a dog that's nearly 20 years old. OMG, I thought dogs can mostly just live uo to 10-12 years? Well, that's a strong dog. And one guy there was crying and sobbing outside the vet, and the doctor said that they wanna end the suffering of the dog, so I assume that they will dose the dog with some kind of medicine and let it die peacefully. That guy was a bit emotional and keep on crying until his whole face was like tomato red. I gave him a packet of tissue and within 5 minutes, he use it all up, and he even ask for more tissues. Sorry, that's all I got! He's father was crying there too, and I saw their maid carry the body out from the vet with a piece of white cloth over it's body. Poor thing!

Hahaha, I saw that handsome guy again. Wakaka, I saw some tents over the banglo side, and I ask my mum to ge-poh ge-poh there. So she drive there and we found out that a mansion is organizing a open-house. So we were talking talking and suddenly my mum say:" Mad, Look! Is that the Leng Zai that you're talking about that day?" And it's him! Wohoo~ Then my mum told me which lane he come out from because that day when I saw him at the playground I was curious where he lives and so on. And I keep bugging my mum to ask her questions. My mum jokingly ask me to cycle my bike and follow them to the park. Haha, no thanks. He's handsome!! ^_^ Erm, I think it's normal to look/view/talk about a guy that's handsome right? At least my mum agrees wuth me that he's hot! =)

Today's school was erm, ok ok la. I did something disgusting today with JOvy. xD We crush breads! We add some water in it, then crush it, then write valentine's letter on it. =P We're BORED! So, JOvy hid it in the toilet ( dunno boys or girls, haiya, unisex la =) ), and we'll check it out on Monday. Cool~ ^_^

Pn. Chan ask us to do something today, we're suppose to write out the positives and negatives of everyone. Pn. Chan will read it out after we're finish. We just keep on passing papers and writing craps in it. Well, JOvy is the lucky number 1. Her positives are sure, hot, sexy, and lots more. One of her negatives was really really funny, one person write this :

Disgusting after what she'd done to the bread!

I was laughing like hell that time. I think teacher didn't read out the whole list because my negatives were only like 5? And some of the points that I wrote about others, teacher didn't read it out. Not fair le, we kill our brain cells just to think what to write! xD Funnily, no one write I'm dirty-minded. Heehee, but Jovy kena. Wakaka~~ Eyan's positives were like WOW, angel-like appearance, nice eyes, pretty, and lots more. =)

Went to Jovy's house after school, Vanessa didn't turn up because she's in the hospital. We sms in school. I know I'm naughty! Jovy's house were like WAH, so BIG!! Compare to mine. Haha Went to her room, bathe, went out to eat MCD. I had to choose Fillet Fish, because I don't think I can eat burgers with my braces. Eat + talk there for dunno how long, because wee need to wait for her sister to fetch us. Went over to Vivien's place and Vivien end up to be in Jovy's house too! I start to try on her clothes. Her clothes were damn nice le~ She showed my some of her collections. =) I don't think it's suitable to say what collection, and I start to try on her collections. =) Too big for me la.

Suppose to meet Vanessa on Palma's basketball court, but Vanessa didn't turn up because her dad don't let her come. =( Went back to Jovy's house and her dad fetch me back home. Thanks~ So here I am, onlining while my parents are out for golf. =P

Thursday ( 12/2 )
Aunty came and fetch us with Proton Saga. Cram 5 person in the back seat. Worst than sardine. =P Her van broke down, so due to the size of the Saga, she need to fwtch us for few rounds. And unluckily, I'm the last badge, and we're LATE! Ishh~ Penalty, humilating us in front of everyone! Sitting in front of all those students and we need to wait until everyone LEAVE! What the? Usual thingy lu, study study study. Then talk talk talk with Jovy and Eyan. I made boobs yesterday. xD Nice and round. Someone say I look innocent but I don't act like one. I'm innocent la, ok?

Yay! I'm not Jovy's xiao bitch bitch anymore! =) I'm her wife now. Hahaha. I beat Van already! Wohoo~ =.=" Went back home and actually, I expected porridge again for lunch, but sweet mummy cook pasta for me. Weeee~ no more porridge!

Friday ( 13/2 )
There's school tomorrow, and the stupid school gave us school replacement on that day. I think that school did it on purpose, don't wanna let us go pak toh. Ishh~ But nevermind la, I don't have a valentine anyway. =P

Don't you insult me like that! So what if you really have a lot of valentine gifts and all that? I don't care! I doubt that you have any, because I believe that you're just talking bullshits! Yea yea, I don't have any presents, so what's the big deal? Keep your big mouth shut! =( * FYI, I'm not refering to Elaine, haha, because she also have a lot a lot of presents! Fuiyoh*

The hardworking me, finally made up my mind, to go school tomorrow! Heehee, I know I'm hardworking! *perasan* Actually if there's no KH tomorrow, I don't think I'll be going. Stupid school change Pn. Chan to Pn. Ismaliza. T_T I don't want Pn. Isamaliza to teach us! T_T

Hmph~ Vanessa don't wanna give me present. Shouldn't have bought her present. >.< Whole day in school talking, I mean the whole class, including us. Our BM teacher also beh tahan. =P

老天爷啊老天爷，您怎么可以酱作弄人呢？
越期待他的到来，他就偏偏不到，无论你等了多久，他也不会到。
可是当你放弃寻找，等待的时候，你所等待的人就会出现。
为什么会酱呢？
是不是因为我们有缘但无分啊？
我不知道，看来，只有老天爷会知道。