世界还是温暖的！^-^ 谢谢你哦，虽然我不知道你是谁。=P 有一个简单的问候或小小的关心， 我就满足了！我会多多喝水的！可是我会舍不得我现在那性感的声音耶！=）你害我想起那时的他是多么的贴心！〉.〈 我还记得那时候我经痛，他告诉我说吃巧克力有帮助舒缓经痛，而且还提醒我别吃太多，免得我发胖了就骂他。他一直以来都是那么的贴心和幽默。整天会说一些很冷很冷的笑话来惹我笑。连我们一起谈超无聊的话也可以笑成一团。这种日子呢？不见了啊！他到底去了哪里啊？他好像人间蒸发酱就不见了~我好怀念我们以前说废话的那个时光噢~它这个好朋友到底在哪里？

终于开始读《其实爱情离你很近》这本书。我不舍得读它啊！它怎么可以写得那么精彩呢？我妈还一直念我，学校书不读，参考书不读，偏读这种没意义的书。什么没意义啊？我喜欢嘛！

无聊之中想到了这段小冬冬：
人的一生也许会有很多次恋爱，
但有多少次是真爱呢？
人总是在寻寻觅觅，寻找一生中的最爱，
也许，这会很花心，但却是事实
如果你爱一个人，随遇二安，让他自由的飞，
如果最后他还是回到你身边，
那就是命中注定的。
愿大家都能珍惜身边的幸福~

T_T, two more days and we gotta study again. >.< I haven't even finish my homeworks. Mummy and daddy are going to Bukit TInggi for golf on Sunday and they are going to come back down only on Monday. That makes me feel wanna skip school on Monday.

That Meng Jiun thought cutecute_cutecute@hotmail.com, this account is mine, because that stupid owner go and put my name on it. Grr, in the whole world there'e so many different kinds of name. Why do you wanna put my name? And do I know you? Du-hh~ Keep sending those rubbish, and you'll make people think that's me you idiot!

~Oops! I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops! You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I;m not that INNOCENT

You see my problem is this
I' dreaming away
WIghing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see, I'm a FOOL in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so TYPICALLY ME~

Played blackjack at my granpa's house as I wished, and I won. Muahaha~~ xD I even playrd the newest edition of monopoly with my cousins. They don't use paper money, instead, they use credit cards. WAH~~ Very yeng hor?

Plans didn't go as smooth as I've plan. Watch The Wedding Gama and Alls Well Ends Well yesterday. Wanted to watch Bride War too, but it's on 11.30 P.M. So late! They came to Pyramid too. Really suprsing. =P Window shopping as usual. So, I met uo with daddy, mummy, Jes and William at the bowling center after my movies. Before that, I bumped into lots of lots of "those" people. I know I've been a little bit too sensitive over things. But I'm like that, always sensitive. =(

我承认我很幼稚，很小心眼，因为你而不喜欢大家。 对，我是很意气用事，那又怎样？

Went Daiki after their bowling, I kept quiet throughout the journey. They spoil my mood. =( And Jes thought is some other things. Ordered a bowl of noodles because I didn't had my lunch. I'm STARVING that time. Went home, Joke around with Jes and William, reached home and it's MAH JONG time! Wakaka~~ starting to get addicted to it. =P Who cares? It's only available for Chinese New Year anyway. Win quite a lot today, around RM8.50? Still gambling 5 cents only. Haha~ William won the last round and he won quite a lot too~ Jes is the worst, I won't tell how much she lose here, I don't want her to beat me up. =) Blackjack after that, and Oh WOW, William is good at that. His cards is always 19, 20 or 21. Barely burst. And I lose and lose in that game. The money that I won in Mah Jong is all GONE! =( But he's good to give us back 5 bucks each, haha, he pity us gua. But he still had a lot of money by then. He went back around 11 and my mum shoo=ed me to bathe and after a relaxing bath, of course is my cozy cozy bed la! ^-^ Sms-ing with my dear Mei Mei until halfway then I fall asleep. =) Paiseh paiseh!

I didn't buy his album, they say the stock haven't arrived yet because the company has closed for the Chinese New YEar break. =( I want the album!!! But they say it will probrably arrive after Chinese New Year. But I don't think I have time to go out after this month. T.T

Oh dear!I'm having a serious flu right now. Boo... Playing mahjong whole day yesterday... =P But we gamble very little only la, 5 cents. But 5 cents can end up to few ringgit per round le. Haha, mei mei, you don't have angpao lo, althought I did win a little, but your 0.1% is less than 1 cent. =P I manage to win back my capital at night. Wohoo~~ I wanna play blackjack!! That's the fastest way to win money, and lose money. But who cares? I wanna play!

Going out tomorrow! Yepee~~ And William is coming over tomorrow, and their eating KFC for lunch! I want! Leave some for meeee! This few days I've been eating extremly little. I don't know why!

Mum says no going out after Chinese New Year. T.T, she says that I must study. Du-hh, as if I will. =P Hoping to eat myself out because after Chinese New Year, I will have my braces on!! Noooo, Vivien is going to laugh out loud when she sees me. =( You know la, that Vivien very bad, always laugh at people. xD

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

I would like to say thanks to Eleine for giving me and my mum soooo much banana leaves. xD

Fell in ove with PINK now, only pink clothes can attract my attention. =P Went to Bukit Tinggi Jaya Jusco yesterday, suppose to buy undergarments and end up buying shirts. ^-^ I had 5 new clothes this year. Yepee~~ Heard some shocking news yesterday, was quite stunned and worried.

Try on very very nice spaggeti tops yesterday. Wanted to buy but my mum doesn't approve. T.T And now I fell in love with spagetti top. Oopsa! =) PINK ROCKS! =P

Finally finished deorating the house, and Puggy Dear ate the needle and the string that I can't find yesterday. We found that needle in her poo. Smelly~ OMG, the needle is so so so long and I can't figure it out how she ate that. Luckily it didn't pierce in her organs or anything.

And HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR once more. Remember to give me ang pao ya? I think I'll not be online-ing for the next few days. See 1st la, I'm sure I can't control myself for not online-ing. =P And my fingernails now are no more colourful~ =(


Hmm... should I buy his album?

Elo! Currently wasting time here in the net while waiting for my parents to wash their selves and bring me OUT! I'm crazing for dresses this few days. =P Oops! ^-^ They say maybe we're going to Bukit Tinggi's Jaya Jusco afterwards. =( I want Mid Valley! It's a long time since we last went there. But Bukit Tinggi's Jaya Jusco is far far better than Pyramid. Getting bored of Pyramid. =P

Whole day doing deco in the house. Dunno where Jes went. =P Either working or dating. This is her daily routine. *Don't kill me when you see this ya?* Her stupid bike cut my hand! Dunno which part of her bike did that, pain pain le. Quite long cut but it's not a deep cut. I'm going to let off the air in your bike tyre! Ishh~

UNcle Nicholas dropped by today and give us some peanuts and cookies for Chinese New Year. He even gave Puggy Dear a packet of snacks! Actually we're suppose to bring Puggy Dear to Poppy and hunt for her New Year Shirt. But no time for her. Sorry ya! But in return, I made her a cute cute ribbon. Picture is in my handphone and I'm extreamly lazy to run up top my room and take the cable. =P

Went shopping with mummy and daddy at Carefour and Sunway Pyramid. I want that cheongsam at Carefour ( cheap stuffs la, but nice mah! xD ), found one, last one, I tried it, just nice, but there's a big hole on the end. =( I was so so so dissapointed T.T Saw one more in light purple, and that colour reminds me of those patients in the hospital. =P Bought one shirt and I saw one nice ROXY mini skirt, but my mum says it's too short. Eleh, I wear mah, not you. =( Bought another two more shirts in Pyramid, walau, this is the 1st time my mum bought so much things for me in one shot. Then saw some very pretty dresses, but my mum say enough. T.T ~ My mum and dad shopped at Living Quarters for about 1 hour? I was so boring~ and I went off myself. =) Walking to Asain Avenue makes me remember how I run away from Bruce. Eww, disgusting memory. Make me have phobia towards that particular place. Ishh~~

Congrats to those who did well in merentas desa today, I skipped it, lazy mah~ Vivien. not bad wor, didn't expect that you'll get top 200. =P

今天对你说的那番话，是来自真心的。我没别的意思，别误会。我会酱劝你是因为我经历过，并体会过。我们和他们是不同世界的人，永远都不知道他们心里在想什么。我只是怕你会越陷越深，因为我也是酱。答应我，千万千万别陷下去，因为痛苦的只会是自己。无论如何，加油吧！如果你认为是正确的，我会支持你的~~

Chatting with my mei mei, really makes me feel better. Thanks Sheen Yeen! We can chat almost about everything, even arguing with her is fun~ That really makes me feel better, thanks again! Not going to merentas desa tomorrow, sorry ya, Vivien. I don't have the coupon and the number, the AJK sudah tipu saya punya $$~~ T.T Feeling moody this few days, don't know why~ My fingernails are getting more and more colourful. =P Trying to put on different colours for different nails, but I didn't have that much colours and some of them had dried off.

You see? I'm so hardworking studying there! xD Actually I'm just trying to figure out how to do my KH folio. Damn that teacher, give us so much work and expect us to hand in tomorrow. Is-hh. So, looking for pictures in the net and I change my masalah. ^-^ My previous one very hard to find pictures and I can't think of any lakaran, so I change the masalah and I'm gonna copy the lakaran from my textbook. =P That's the way lazy people do. La la la~~

Ponteng english today~ =P Naughty naughty again. But no teacher mah, sei lo, getting more and more naughtier. Go Doritis, talk there then go back up for maths. Whole day fighting with either Vanessa or Vivien for Jovy. =P And Richard keep saying:"Girls these days..." Should I take Chinese for PMR? Even Vanessa taking le..... Skip latihan merentas desa today, and I don't think I'm gonna attend school on Friday. Lazy to run mah~ Wish Vanessa luck that she can win on Friday~

Kinda regret AGAIN for blurting that question out yesterday night. I shouldn't ask you that, because I really don't like that answer. Yea, that's me, I won't change it, I like the way I am now. Why do you treat me so nicely? Why why why? I don't think I'm gonna go there although I want to, my parents surely won't let. And I guess that the cost should be mighty EXPENSIVE! Jes say she'll go if someone pay for her expenses. PAY YOURSELF IF YOU WANNA GO! xD And I wanna end all this NOW! Just end it, can I just treat it as a beautiful dream?

我觉得有时我很该死！明明就OK了，偏偏要找些事来刺激自己，太无聊了？还是知道这是事实？因为无论过了多久，结果还是一样的。那干吗还一头栽下去，是嫌自己太得空吗？

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着对方，
但是，为什么原因你们没在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇得太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界限。

不过即使你们没再一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无说不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁有欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他朋友，批此不会吃醋，才可以真的无说不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别朋友...？ 是谁呢？

很多的感情， 都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方一句我喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还是可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友....
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Mummy remove Puggy's dear E-Collar today and let her run in the back garden, I was watching her running in circles, and suddenly, she have difficulty and breathing, and then pop, just fainted right in front of me! I keep rubbing her body shouting her name, then she woke up. Scared me le~~ Mummy say maybe she had heat-stroke. Like owner like doggie~~ I'm never ever gonna let you run in the back garden.

I had a wonderful + unbelievable + funny kind of dream this morning. Told them and they laugh at me. Hmph! Yin Xuan says I'm a hooker! Hmph hmph hmph! I'm not going to talk to you anymore!

Did some thinking these few days, maybe friends will be just nice for us? I don't know, I just wanna get out of this. Shouldn't have chat with you, shouldn't have give you my number, shouldn't have done all these things. I regret! For putting myself in this situation!

Vanessa is going to SMK Subang Utama. T.T, I'm gonna miss her. *sniff sniff*
JOVY LOH KHEI YING, don't you dare shift to SMK Seafield or back to Sri Sentosa!! ^_^
Stay with me here~~

Wohoo~~ He call, but we talk for about 30 minutes only? Because Jes keep kacau-kacau la, she keep repeating what I said and she's ANNOYING! Hmph! And I terspoke BM with him. =P He asked me what I had said and I told him is BM, and the cheeky him go and change to BMW language. Not funny~ He sounds more energetic today, compared to the last 2 times. Cleaned my room today but it's still messy. xD Found one very meaningful article, maybe I'll post it in the next post. I skip the ASHR ceremony at Kota Permai today. Lucky that I skip that, because with not I will not be able to answer his phone call. xD Make up rocks! It's real shocking to see how make ups can make you that beautiful when you're really not. =P

It's a saturday today and I'm suppose to go to PDL consultation once more today. But, I skip it for.... Pn. Chan's English class!! Haha, I enjoy her class, because she has lots of stories to tell, and that will keep me from yawning+sleeping. I ponteng Moral today. =P I'm a bad gal, and you're a bad boy, and we'll make a good pair! (: My first time ponteng experience seems not-so-fun. It's because we don't have a place to sit at or stand at and we end up in the SMELLY toilet. Eww, I don't know how I can stand the smell for , like, about 1 hour? But the nose can automatic be emute to those smell. Haha. I rather be in the toilet than listening to the headmistress talking. NAh, I know I'm a bad bad girl. BM time was the worst. ): She keep talking her stories in front and I'm boring! No Vanessa to keep me entertain. xD At least she can make something funny. I heard that our BM teacher say that she got kena RAGUT before and I thought it's RAGUL. LOL. Finally~ bell to go home! But aunty came around 1pm? ): And we still need to wait for the form 4's. Is-hh. There's one guy from 4 Sastera 3 shake my hand in the van and introduce himself and bla-bla-bla. He told me his name but I forgot. =P And he ask me to call him as FRIENDSTER. Du-hh, do I know you? Weird guy, he keep talking nonsense in the van and I'm laughing like hell. He sang and he ask me, is my singing good? =.=" I wish I'm deaf that time. It's a relieve when I reach my house. He is just so WIERD. I rather talk on the phone with the Bruce. Is-hh, but it's better not to talk with him =P I can't stand them both. I'm praying + hoping or cursing or whatever way that the school won't accept her. I don't Vanessa to leave. I don't want the seat beside me to be empty. I wanna to zha her boobs + ass more. =P

我的爱情开始如同大海中的泡沫，
奇妙而晶亮，
却也结束得如同大海中的泡沫，
啵的一声，
消失无痕。
):

I feel so awful today.

I'M SORRY!!!!

I went to PDL consultation today after school. Slept all the way WITHOUT safety belt. =P I forgot! Reached there, met Andrea, say hi, press the bell, gate open, go in. xD Then we're given a form to fill up and my consultant is Bernard! Yepee~~ I'm so lucky~~ I saw Dato' Lawrence outside =P I don't dare to say hi to him. Haha. When I went in to the consultation room, Bernard say:" Hi, Andrea!" =.=" And I told him that I'm not Andrea only he say oh. hello Wei Seine! That's better! (: Then, ask tons of question and my answer is either *shaking head* or *nodding head*. =P When he ask am I struggling in my life, I answer him Happy Go Lucky! Wow, the answer just pop into my mind. I'm so smart~~ And I forgot to ask his MSN. T.T He asked my about the 7 areas of a sucessful students and I can answer that. (: Thank god I didn't forgot that. Then after that, he ask me do I have any personal problems that I want him to consult, like girlfriend boyfriend relationship problem, or I got a crush for someone etc. I was like, NO and I was shaking my head furiously. (: Then talk talk talk talk, in less then 30 minutes and I'm out of that room, and it's suppose to be a 30 minutes talk. Who cares? And my mum asked about the ABC course and it cost RM1800++ OMG, so expensive! My mum say I could go to Australia with that money. When I'm walking down the stairs, I fell down. ): My last pose is kneeling down the floor and they have CCTV there. T.T So malu~~ Then my mum keep laughing. *pout-ing* Pn. Chan did say before it's ok for a girl to pout but not for boys! =P Oh yea, my mum bought the closing ceromany VCD and I watch disc 1 just now and it's not our course intake. =.=" I change to disc 2 and I'm there! Wee~~ I keep crying when I watch that video. Sniff sniff. And I just talk like about 5 sentences?

Happy evening everyone!
My name is Chen Wei Seine and I'm from Kota KEmuning, Shah Alam.
I'm 14 this year and I'm currently studying in SMK Kota Kemuning.
I really learn a lot in this camp *start to cry*
And I found out that I don't really understand my family*face begin to turn red*
Mum and Dad, I'm sorry! * crying while walking down the stage to hug my parents*

That was what I said. And the script is not suppose to be like that. I was planning to say much more up there and I was planning to start crying around the 10th sentence? Oh well, that plan just got wrong and I end up with only 5 sentences. =P Wanna watch the video? I'll video that in the weekends and I'll post it, if I remember.

P/s: I'm not seeing a pysicologist and it's not those consultation if you're thinking I have mental problems. =P

Today is the 1st time that I reach earlier than Vanessa. Wohoo~~ Clap clap xD The first period is maths and the teacher give us tons of hw as usual. Then, KH! Pn. Siva check our books one by one and those who didn't wrap their books in blue have to stand up. Then, time to say the masalah dan penyelesaiannya. Those who didn't do got to get out of the class and stand at the corridor. Yiks! My heart was beating fast when it's my turn to say the masalah. I'm scared to do something wrong or say something wrong. But she say mine is good. Phew~~ Moral after that, finish my moral hw while the headmistress is talking in front. Went to toilet with Vanessa and the downstairs toilet is LOCKED! Wee~~ recess time after that. I don't remeber talking to Vivien during recess today, why ah? Oh ya, she went toilet. And the toiletS are soo dirty because there's no water since, hmm, Saturday and every toilet hace either shits, tissues or blood. That is so so so disgusting. So when I go to toilet with Vanessa, I choose toilets that have no locks because those are the cleanest! xD By BM time, Vanessa and I were zha-ing each other. =P I keep shouting when she hit my bag. Haha, I was hugging my bag in case she zha me back. So we were making noise pollution there. Or was it just me? I was shouting + screaming back there. Then when Vannessa hit my back, I shout, and Kenneth sat on the floor. I think James pulled his chair when Kenneth wanna sit down. James changed to our class already, and another boy from Vanilla. So, when the bell rang, Vanessa go and zha my butt from my back. I scream AGAIN and I stumble backwards, and I step onto my own baju kurung. xD My baju kurung very long mah. Vanessa, you better watch out tomorrow!!!! When I pass by Jovy's table, I took her watch which was on her table, and after 2 periods, she haven't even realise that yet! Vanessa was like gimme the watch, gimme the watch, and when I pass her the watch, she wear it and don't want to take it off. =.="
Found out that I've been neglecting sotbear for a very very long time. =P Sotbear still inside the cupboard, long time didn't hug her jorr lo, because I'm still hugging my kuma kuma from Jes to sleep every night, and the pig bolster from Elaine and Joan when I'm doing my hw and studying~~ Oh ya, teacher did mention that panda is a protected animal so everyone must protet me, cannot harm me, because I'm a panda. xD Wanna buy clothes for sotbear, the sexy sexy cheerleading clothes also not bad, but very expensive oh, Rm30++, I can buy ine T-shirt for my own liao. Haha, waiting for them to have discounts, but I don"t think they have. ): Nevermind, I'll start earning money now and buy one nice nice clothes for my sotbear. (: Should I buy the wedding gown for her or the sexy cheerleading clothes or cute cute nurse uniform? Too much choice!

Aunty forgot to fetch me on Tuesday morning and I'm late to school for that! I'm starting to get worries when she's not here by 7.20. So, I called her and ask where is she now, and she answer me that she is now reaching the school!! Grr, so I quickly jumped into my mum's car and she drove me to school. She went in the WRONG junction and end up jamming up with the prmary schoolers. =.=" So I wait and wait and wait and finnaly, we've reached our school and when I run to school, the pengawas said :" Kenapa awak lewat?" T.T It's not my fault la, ok? I was so freaking scared they want us to stand in front of the students. But they didn't, phew~~ Good Pengawas!! ^-^ And they didn't even write my name down. Phew phew phew~~ And oh ya, Sheen Yeen forgot to pass me the pp uniform on tuesday so I have no uniform to wear on wednesday. Haha, she still thought that her brother is afternoon class.

Today we went to bilik seni, and I was siting with Khei Ying and Eyan ( is this spelling correct? ), and we start talking dirty stuffs there. Or is me talking only? Anything la, I even have a manila card bra, underwear and tube. xD And it's purple in colour. (: And I dreamt that I was pregnant last night! OMG, it's so so so scary, I shout out and I'm sweaty all over. Don't know if my sis heard my shout? Then Vanessa ask me:"Aiyerr, you dream that you and someone XXX ah?" Please la, I didn't dreamr of the process, I just dreamt that I'm pregnant and I gave birth to a pair of twins. And I have no idea who the father is. Sheen Yeen say that's a funny dream but I don't think so. That feeling of being pregnant is so scary, and the dream is so real!! Pn. Chan say that French guys are cute and handsome. Yeah, they are, but in the mean time, their heart very flower d wor xD Direct translation, flower heart=花心 Hmm, I think I'll just stick to mine, he's cute enough and handsome enough! xD Hope that Joan didn't see this part. ^-^

~爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信这个世界上 一定会遇到对的人出现！~

I'm a panda, a panda, a panda. Woots woots!!
^-^, yeah, I'm a panda!

Maths is driving me crazy!!! Argh, now I dislike subjective maths. And science, I don't get what that teacher say. Thank goodness I'm having science tuition, with not I'm gonna fail my science for letting that teacher to teach me.

Oh, I recieve a letter from PDL, and my consultation is on 16 Jan. So mummy, can I skip school? CONSULTATION, this word make me look like I'm seeing a psychologist for psychology treatment. =P

And oh ya, Wilson's name have the same pronunciation as mine. Wei Xin=Wei Seine, same right? A boy ( I'm not gonna say the name ) ask our science teacher :" Teacher, whats mastuarbate?" He asked loud enough to let me hear and I'm laughing like crazy. Then the teacher say we're still in chapter 1, she'll explain that later. Way to go, dude. The headmistress is our moral teacher, we're suppose to stand up one by one and tell our name and our vision. Du-hh, I don't have one. Then one of the boys shout that the vision is porn-star. Luckily the headmistress didn't hear that. =P

Don't think I'm gonna on the latop for the next few days. Need to take care of puggy dear. She just done her spaying operation and she looks so so so kesian. It must be pain, huh? She looks so happy when we go to the vet and pick her up. I'm not gonna leave you, ever!!

I don't know what the hell happened to my player, no sound + no songs! Argh, my songs. Then I can't log-in to myflashfetish, ishh. Maybe I'm going to fix it on weekends. Or any day I'm free. I even increase the height of my tagboard. Nice? Or not? I want to change the colour, wait till I'm free. =P

This is going to be a long post, so get ready! xD Yesterday is the 2nd saturday of the month so that means we need to go to school early for koko. I thought Joan and Elaine ffk because I didn't saw them. Until when we went for the AGM for the club only they appear. This should be the worst year of all. The whole gang didn't get any poses for any club or society and all those AJK are all f4 and f5. Ishh. Only Elaine got in the AJK for Pandu Puteri. Go Elaine go~~ Nevermind bah, wait for another 2 more years. xD I got a shock when Vivien told me that the whole Dataran Ilmu people is the ahli for badminton. Walau, so many people ah? Teacher talking in front, but we're talking at the back. Then they got performance about wushu, so yeng man. Sheen Yeen merungut why I didn't take any photos or video for her. Wei, after my phone or camera kena rampas you better ganti balik!! =P Those girls were WAH! Very yeng le. Pandu Puteri was not as fun as it was last time. Hui En, Sheen Yeen and others, where are you guys?? T.T It's not fun without them.

Twins get a suprise when they say Chay Fhei. Yin Shan even shout out loud. (: Then Joan even told them that she's not going to Glateria with us after koko and the twins believe! So the twins and Ee Cheng followed Vivien's car while the other's follow mine. We were real slow because we went toilet, and Joan and Elaine changed, then wait for mum to fetch us, then went and hunt for E-Pop for Joan. Elaine didn't tell me that she's going to change her uniform, so I'm the only one wearing the pandu puteri uniform in the whole gang. Try spotting the green one, that's me!! The banyak impatience Vivien called me and actually we're already on the way, but I lied to her that we're still in the school. xD Then when we reach Glateria, I went in by myself and told them Chay Fhei had already went back with her mum and Elaine folowed Joan back. And they believe AGAIN. So easy to tipu, wakaka~~

So 8 of us ordered a combo set, 2 lamb steak set, one tempura fish n chips and 1 spagetti bolognese.

Twins, the birthday girl with their presents from Joan and Elaine.

This is what happen when the food takes too long to be served, (:





Elaine, the model: :)




Joan, the poser :





The combo set that Vivien, Twins and Ee Cheng order. Yummy~~


Guess who's hand are those? Guess correctly got prize oh!! But I oso dunno who's hand... =P


My lamb steak set for only Rm15.90. So cheap!! You have a lamb steak, one scoop of ice-cream, one glass of dunno-what-thing, and coffee or tea.

Ee Cheng said: You want coffee, tea or me? xD

Yea, those monkeys even snatch my handphone! T.T Then they keep asking questions like a cop asking questions to a guilty guy. Scary~~ Thank god they only view those pictures but not sms. Phew~~ Ee Cheng is the best as she keep asking them to give me some privacy... (:

Ice-cream time!! :

Top left: Chocolate
Top right: Tiramisu
Bottom left: Strawberry
Bottom right: Caramel


Top left: Lemon
Top right: Mint
Bottom left: Kiwi
Bottom right: Tropical Fruit Punch




















My mum fetch me and Elaine back around 2 something and I need to bathe quickly and rush to my grandma's place. Then only we head to the restaurant. Actually I was sitting ALONE in the table with my cousins, but then my sister was "directed" to sit with me. xD Serves you right to dumo me alone before. (: We sat there from 7 something to 11 something. My butt!! And now I know why the restaurants shouldn't put karaoke set, they were singing non-stop! Give me a break, they are all off-beat, either faster or slower. xD Sheen Yeen, thanks for sms-ing with me!! You're my life saver!! The mic is like glued to their hands and they just can't put it down. Sound pollution~~ Our noise that we made in Glateria is not as worst as these. And the stupid karaoke set don't have those latest pop-songs, only old songs like 90's. Ishh..I wore green T-shirt and when my dad take pics of me, my shirt end up BLUE in pictures. Weird~~

呵呵， 昨天我打破了自己读故事书的记录。（：三个小时里，读了一本两百多页的小说，之后，又花了两小时读多一本超过两百五页的小说。哇哈哈，我真行！我回到家后根本就是冲了凉，吃了饭，就坐在椅子上，动也不动的读。我好久，好久，好久没读小说了。假期我都忙着上网或看电视，根本就没时间好好的读小说。=P 我是小说迷嘛！

今天看完了张小娴的《收到你的信已经太迟》。 我没想到这本书竟会比那些“激情”的言情小说还好看！（虽然那本书也是言情小说）xD 我好羡慕那女主角哦，从初恋、失恋、重逢、邂逅、缘聚缘散……一段未完的爱情，留下寂静无声的等待；一个时隐时现的人物和一把在深夜缭绕的声音，缠结出另一段充满悬念的感情。电影中的故事与现实几封迟到的来信交织、亦真亦幻，扑逆迷离…… 那泰一真的好痴情，虽然这不是什么催泪的小说，但真的写得很好，害我拿了就不舍得放手。

~那年的那个夏天你消失在我视线
地铁的风吹得泪流满面
怎样离开怎样遇见
许下的誓言埋葬在停不住的时间
你说牵了手就是缘一定要到永远
为什么听不到你对我的思念
我不相信我们只是擦肩
　　
收到你的信已经太迟
我已经离开了这个城市
你说曾经的那些误会
就让时间漫漫去解释
收到你的信已经太迟
我还记得那面墙壁上你写给我的诗
忘不了一起走过的日子
我们的岁月我们的故事~

我希望啊，我人生中，不会有迟到的心。 “爱不像风筝，本能说收回来就收回来，但如果不放出去，便不怕收不回来”。作者她真么会想得出酱美的句子啊？我也想起昨天他跟我说，一个人并不用很有钱才会快乐，虽然很多人也说过这句话，但为什么他说出来的感觉并不一样？ 奇怪奇怪~~

Oh yeah~~
Oh yeah~~
Oh yeah~~
He called, and I didn't realize that. T.T But I thought he won't pick up the phone when I call him back, because I asume that he's busy with his work. Prove me wrong. (: He hang up my call, as usual,and call me back. ^-^ Oh yeah~~ I just don't know why he like to hang up my call and call me back. He apply another number again, and he says that it's for fun. Du-hh. Talking nonsense on the phone can be fun. (: I don't know how long we've been talking, I just know that my ears are hot and my handphone too! I forgot that I could change my ear to listen to the phone. I really didn't realize that I keep saying DUWAN througout our converstion. =P Did I? Haha, thanks for the singing.
Chay Fhei coming to my house and sleep over on friday night. Am I correct? I'm getting forgetful these few days. Chay Fhei oh Chay Fhei, my dog is going to be insane when she saw you. Remember to wear long pants and if you don't know why, you can always refer to Vivien Wee. (:

This morning banyak malunya~~ I forgot who told me got spot check fingernails, ( when I remember who's that person, you're going to DIE! xD )so when I saw the prefect walking over, I was showing my ten fingers to her, and I keep saying :"you see, my fingernails so short!" and the prefect also blur blur. =.=" She must have thought I got mental problem. T.T Malunya~~ Who's that person ah?!

Slept in school AGAIN for dunno how long. Thank god no saliva! xD With not lagi malu. Pn. Chan didn't come mah, then I got nothing to do also, sleep lo. I didn't finish my sejarah notes!! I'm so nervous when I saw teacher marking our notes one by one, but when she saw my work, she just say :"Finish up your work." Phew~~

走近你的时候
仿佛走近自己
仿佛读一则小品那样有清闲的喜欢
我明白这时间已不再想流浪
我也知道紫色是一种凄迷的情调
每次回首都可以使人动心
而动心原是一种感情的播种...

I didn't expect that I can use the computer today. School today are still okay. I wore pinafore and it's so erm, not comfortable? xD Guess I'll need to get use to it. That BM teacher ah, I really beh-tahan liao. Talking crap in front there, ishhh. I don't know how last year's 2 Doritis can stand that teacher teaching them sejarah by talking crap. Reach home about two something again, but this time, aunty fetch me around 1.30? I tought she forgot about me!

Woohoo!! He called. I thought he'll be quite busy for this few months. xD

I'll always be there,
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you're feeling sad,
You can always count on me.
I'll give you a wink until you smile.
Give you a hug and stand by YOU! :)

First day of school was, uhm, ok la. And I forgot to take out my tanda sesi from my baju kurung. I feel so wierd the whole day ( except recess time ) xD Vanessa and I were rushing to see Vivien when it came to recess time. I was like day-dreaming when teacher is teaching. Du-hh, that teacher don't know how to teach. She said:" If you pass up your homework AT time, you'll have A". Hello?! I think even Pua Chu KAng's English is better than you. And Yay! We have Pn. Chan as our English teacher. Wakaka~~ Her class is fun, especially when it came to the BITCH part. Well, I've tried bathing in the morning and it's freaking COLD! I don't know why there's no HOT water even though I've on the heater. I'm going to boil water tomorrow. I've been shivering from head to toe. Ishh. Yea, and I also found out that different class have different time to go back. For example, Vivien's going back early on wednesday, but we in Eria need to stay until 1.45pm for the dunno what KO-AG. Ishh, I don't get to go back with Vivien. I heard that Cik Ng is teaching morning session. OH, is that true? And Wen Chuan told me that Pn. Khaw is not teaching for 1 year. So mummy, can I not take chinese? No teacher mah!! If got teacher also sure not good d la! =P

You better make things clear. How do you expect me to accept your apology without knowing why you wanna say sorry?
Now, the stupid DVD player got problem. NO sound! What the?! First, is the laptop, next, is the DVD player. What next? Tv ah? !#%@%#@!
I know I'm talking crap up there, too bored! No more dramas to watch. I've finished all. I'm laughing like hell when I'm watching the Japanese show video. My sis ask me to watch. Damn funny. Wakaka~~ They're not suppose to laugh, but the guy's english is so BAD!

画上天堂 和对翅膀
尽力飞到那远方
飞的路上蒸发所有的伤
才能到天堂
YOU ARE THE ONE
DONT LET ME FLY
回忆太难推开
天堂的门早向我打开
我却走不进来
曾经是自由的云彩
为你化作水流向大海
寂寞常在 夜里醒来
把我推向更深的海
明知你不是幸福海
越来越沉
浮不出来 为了找爱
背负太多的债
再也飞不起来
你能包容 太多的爱
融在一起化不开
我的翅膀
被一滴泪烫伤
飞不到天堂
YOU ARE THE ONE
DONT LET ME FLY
回忆太难推开
天堂的门早向我打开
我却走不进来
曾经是自由的云彩
为你化作水流向大海
寂寞常在 夜里醒来
把我推向更深的海
曾经是自由的云彩
为你化作水流向大海
寂寞常在
夜里醒来
把我推向更深的海
明知你不是幸福海
越来越沉 浮不出来
为了找爱
背负太多的债
再也飞不起来

I'm boring!!! Hope that I can talk my mum off by letting me use the laptop on weekdays. With not I'm gonna miss him!! I really hope that Vivien can't find her pinafore's white shirt. Then she'll go naked to school. Wakaka~~ There's some workers here walking here and there in my house to check on the air-conds. And damn that worker, he blacken my wall. And so now my wall is not light green, is light grey green. #@!$#@% My mum and dad were doing some kind of "spring cleaning" and I'm idling here doing nothing. Anybody know what to bring to school on the first day of school? I'm blur.

Ehem, you mean which shooting? The gun shooting? Piang piang piang? LOL, I get what you mean. I'm just bored.

变成了一个影，隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸，我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限情，模糊我自己
不愿深深把爱情，输了你的游戏
你要逃，对决拥抱，我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
寂寞点点不休息，而让甜蜜却也忘记
幸福不再美丽，可是我会在意
这种对你的深情，我不会怪自己
不愿意深深的情意
输了你的游戏
你要逃，对决了拥抱，我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
喔...爱...
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
喔...爱...
这么爱你的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
说在而情意

Went to Sunway Pyramid with family in the afternoon, walked alone as usual. Suppose to meet someone there, but he's way too late, because I gotta go back already. Window shopped as usual and oh my, it's so good to be a millionair, no, BILLIONAIR. Imagine that you can buy loads of nice shirts, dresses, shoes, novels!! Wow, that is sure NICE. :) Ok, stop dreaming, it's not even night yet. My mum saw her straight into the face! That's not a very good news for me. Yuck, stay away! Then we went to Daiki for tea-time. Then, drop by at newstation to buy books. I think Vivien had already bought hers. Head home and Johnson sms me. Why say sorry when you're not wrong? I should have thank you, you know? It's not your fault, if you've known the truth, maybe you wouldn't even say sorry.

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西,你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西,你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

P/S: Joanne, sorry ya!

Wohoo, I'm 15( if you count by year )!!! Wee~~ then another 3 years more I'll be 18. Did you all countdown yesterday? Well, I didn't. By that time I'm sleeping like a pig in my cozy bed. Wakaka~~ I recieve tons of sms which is in chinese. My phobe can't view chinese!! Wanna reformat it, but I want those games, songs, and of course, all those sms. Can't save all those sms in one shot. Ishh...

Finally found a blogskin that's nice.
Suddenly, I'm out of words.
Suddenly, I don't know what to blog.
Suddenly, I feel that I don't wanna talk.

Really have fun arguing with Sheen Yeen. Haha, she insist that she's mature, but I don't think so. Oh, I need to exercise!! My T-Shirts are getting tighter. :P 3 more days and school reopens. I don't wanna go to school. When school starts, I can only use the computer in the weekends! Noooo!! But at least I get to chat with Vivien everyday by then. Praying hard that Pn. Reetha is not going to teach us next year. But Sheen Yeen claims her to be good.

Ohh, I smell something nice from the kitchen. Wakaka~~ Food again. BLog again later! Bye~~