After days of praticing marching, our marching is still, urm, okay okay la~
Afterall, how do you expect us to so well when there's always people missing during practice? And I'm one of them~ xD So so so so so sorry, because they keep having practice on monday and tuesday where my tuition starts on 4.45pm and my transport comes on 3.30pm till 4pm. See?
SO, I woke up at around 4.30am and we were suppose to reach school by 6.20am and guess what time we left the school? Around 7 something touching 8am. OMG! And when we board the bus, all the seats were taken and we are suppose to stand all the way there!! Somemore the stupid pig keep glaring at me when I put my hand on the top of the head rest! Walau~ you expect me to stand still without holding anything as a support all the way to the stadium??
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Actually I was feeling quite okay one lo, I keep wriggling my toes and keep wriggling my fingers and I even move slightly to the right and to the left and do some funny facial expressions to keep myself awake and I only wipe my sweat when the stupid sweat rolled down from I-dunno-where and it rolled in my eyes. Damn painful, you know? If you don't believe then try putting some diluted salt water in your eyes and you'll be half-blind by then. xD
I was enjoying myself listening to the Ketua Pengakap
EH, the three of you in front, stop moving!
Don't move your head!
Stand still!
Don't wipe your sweat!
and lots more.
Then suddenly there's a thud sound and one of the people marching in the blue team was "knock-out". Somemore the Ketua Pengawas ask his teammates not to look at the direction but I still look over and see the boy on the floor and some BBSM people helping him.
When the Ketua Polis took over and give his speech *actually he's just reading from a draft*, I started to feel dizzy and I finished sucking my cola sweet. I popped 3 in my mouth just before the marching start.
Then I heard the Ketua Pengakap say :"Whoever feels like painting, just take a deep breath"
So I just follow his instructions and take a deep, deep breath. BUT after that. I didn't feel better! The whole sight in front of me just went black like someone suddenly switch off the lights and I felt a pang of numbness at my fingertips. And I know what's going to happen next. So I quickly call Amalia which is just behind me but I think she can't hear me calling her or what. Everything is just black and all I know was somebody wrap her hands around me and steer me away. I can't see anything but I know where I was heading to. The tent!
I keep telling her I'm so sorry and I feel like I'm blind, walking in full darkness. I was brought to the tent and they gave me a chair to sit and rest and my head is still dizzy and heavy. They gave me a diluted 100 plus and when I start to see again, I saw more and more people were being brought to the tent until the tent is almost full!
I heard people commenting that the teachers are silly to let us stand still under the hot sun and listen to them talking craps. Somemore this year's event is longer than previous because we have people running one round of the track and light up the obor. Tsk tsk
When I came back and find my friends, the only ones I saw is Elaine and Yin Xuan, and I kept crying because I'm scared that they'll blame me because I heard that marks will be deducted when anyone faint and that means RM100 is for sure gone already. *Although also got one other person faint from Pandu Puteri la*
Then we went and watch the game and something happened in between. I'm still quite mad about it actually, but what's the use? They are like that since day 1 and nothing can be done. Just hope that sometimes people DO spot us as who we are but not as their friends or whatsoever. I'm sick of being just the shadow and on everything they come first before we do. They ARE the priority, not the pathetic us.
And still, I hope that the Indian guy who don't let us board the bus and pull my bag when I board th bus will fell down on his butt someday when he's going on the bus or get knock over by some huge massive lorry. He's such a pain. People is quietly queing to go up the bus and he just cut through us and pull my bag when I'm going up. Stupid bastard!
Rowena's party was fabulous! Will blog about it later. Gotta run to singing practice! :)
-Post written at Pn.Khaw's house when they are having chinese tuition. :)-
