Sunday, February 22, 2009

I really don't know what to do. I just lost track of directions. I can't see the difference between right and wrong. I just do whatever I wanted to do now, maybe I'm scared that time is not enough for me? I just hope that someone will lead me away from this mess.

Please don't let me make decisions. I'm really bad at it. Suddenly 2 person at a time, I can't handle this alone. Can I be like the ostrich? Burry my head in the ground and think that nothing has ever happened before?

Why must things happen? Can't they just stay where they are. How nice if we're born emotionless, then we wouldn't need to be brave, or sad, or happy, or whatever it is. I just want to lead on a normal life, can I?