Saturday, February 27, 2010

This post is for YOU, YOU and YOU!!!
*You can say I'm jealous or whatsoever but I don't care!*

Do you realize how many people are unhappy because of you?

I dare not say I'm perfect because no one is in this society or in this world. But to others, which are teachers and your mini fans, you are so perfect in so many aspects! You're smart, you're talented at dancing, you're pretty, you're so elegant, so missy, you're so sweet to always help teacher out, you're so kind-hearted to help defend others, oh-you're-so-perfect! You are always in the center of attention whereas we are just the shadow, why is that so? Because we're not perfect, but you are. We hate it when you always help us agree on something, what if we can't make it? People will just think that : " Aiyer, promised someone already then now you break the promise" Where you can stand up and help that person as much as you want!

You only listen to what you said and not what we said. Everything we say or do is wrong while yours is always correct? Yesterday is a very good example to all of the facts, and the day before yesterday too. You just scolded at us suddenly for helping us buy drinks and foods, but when teacher ask you to help when it's raining? You agree without hesitation with a BIG smile on your face. Oh, when you came back dripping wet, you just ask us for shirts where you just scolded us, remember? The worst thing is, you can't even ask yourself where you're just sitting beside me. You need to ask your friend to ask me. How pathetic.

During singing practice, until now, you guys keep changing the songs and we keep pur mouth shut. Although we practice the songs yesterday already, you still change it last minute. Like what? We have the time of the universe to accompany you to keep practice and practice? Sorry lo, you have the time, but I don't! You keep practicing when other members is gone, and that's okay. But when you start to change the pitching here and there, then it's very not right! Have you thought of other members that are not there? Performance is on monday and do you think that you have the time to tell them what you've change and all those? People tried telling you that you sang the wrong lyrics but you don't give a damn about it, but when they leave, you corrected back your lyrics and say that if we sing neither one also nevermind, because no one can hear the slight difference. Hello? You're the one who's been talking, not us. All we need to do is listen to your changes and your orders.

Did you enjoyed yourselves last night performing to others in your mini concert? Dancing and singing in the center of attention is no problem to you. You said you'll fetch me back around 10 because my mum doesn't know the way but you were too engrossed in the performance that you ask me to call my mum and lied to her that you have no transport yourself too! So fine, I didn't call my mum, and I'm not that stupid to do so. Maybe your mom will say oh, it's okay to come home later but not MINE! So at last, teacher fetch me home while you enjoy your mini concert.

About one of the member quitting the singing performance, you did not ask yourself why she quit it but all you do is blame her.
"Aiya, nevermind one lar, she always like that one"
Is that all you can say?

There were quite a few of the seniors in the party at teacher's house and you keep inviting them to the singing performance. Have you ask the other members? You keep saying the more the merrier, but by then you will neglect you old friends and focus on your newly found friend. It's normal, because since day 1, you're always better to your not-so-close friends but not with your close ones. Why is that so? Ask them la, their way of thinking is way different from us.

One of my friend ask me to 放开点, but I'm so sorry to say that I can't make it. And I'm sure that no one can if they continue to treat us like that. They only have themselves in their eyes, they're too goog to hang out with us. They should hang out with the class one people instead of us. They belong up the stage but we belong to the audience. We're in two different world and this world can never be together.