I GOT MY JOB BACK!! =]

I'm jobless now... T_T

They hired some full-time workers, so they don't need me. Sob sob

Some more the guitar class time crash with my intensive class, suddenly, everything is just gone from me.

Sometimes I just think that no one understands me. Sometimes I just feel that I'm alone. Like now. Sobs

Guess that I can finish up my folio using this 3 days holidays? But I'm not in the mood, tho.

* I'm so shock that he remember me
*KheiYing, don't go Gelateria tomorrow, I'm jobless, so I won't be there to greet you. =[

Maybe I'm going to private my blog? Or change my link? Ishh~

I'm so happy that I finally found someone who is shorter than me apart from Vivien. =P And the person is dengdengdengdeng, the one who have lots of ee's on her name. Wakaka~

My dad just told me that he got a place for me in the F.O.C guitar class and now he ask me to forget it. T_T It crashes with his golf time and I'm working on that time and the most important thing is, I got intensive class on that day. Grr~ Geramnya~
Heehee, I'm that beh song because there's lots of males there mah~ Nanana~ Just kidding~ Or did you just believe me?


DON'T LOOK, OR YOU'LL REGRET IT!
Ohoh, I just love those quotes *mind my foul languages*, and those is from books, kay? Not all la, some is from videos:
1) Oh god Oh shit Oh fcuk *remembered that from KheiYing's blog*
2) I can cook, I can clean, I can do great blowjobs and I'm a virgin...... in my ass

Can't think of anymore~ There's more in ThePartisan'sDaughter book~ But I haven't start on that yet.

*It's sure good to know that you guys still cares for me =]
*I miss KheiYing soo much~ Although I just didn't meet her not exceeding 48 hours?


~ I'm just a girl
I'm innocent, come take my hand
I'll show you the world of my own

You're just a boy
who makes me weak, who takes my sleep
I need you to dance the night away

I can't stand it anymore now baby
the music makes me feel so crazy
so come on and take my hand
I'll show you the way to dance
and again and again
I need that feeling
cos' baby I know I'm not dreamin'
so come on and take my hand
and I'll show you promised land

I can dance~

The lyrics are just so meaningful and accurate to my feelings right now~ except that ICanDance la~ It's obvious that I can't right? xD

My mum just scared me to death. Or I should say I'm the one who scared myself?

Haha, things goes like this:

My mum got a phone call *I didn't eavesdrop, okay? My mum was just sitting beside me* and she replied the person on the line with quite a shocking tone:" HUH, REALLY AH? SHE GOT ILLEGAL MEH?" Then the first thought that shot to my mind is Jes got herself into trouble! *sorry la, Jes! xD* Illegal, I heart was beating so loud and fast, I thought she involve into erm, eating while driving? She always does that and it's illegal right? Hehe, paiseh paiseh

Then I heard my mum say:" SO THAT MEANS THAT YOU NEED TO SEND HER BACK?" Then I was like OH NO, it's not Jes, it's Jo! Then I heard her say something about imigration and something, so I thought JO got some problems with her visa or something and I keep thinking die lo, my room very messy le~ LOL...

Then only I know, my mum is talking about the part-time maid. What the?! She got something wrong with her imigration and my mum thought she's illegal. And so, the conclusion is, NEVER JUMP TO CONCLUSION! LOLx

I was just scaring myself... Haha

Life is just sooo unfair~

People may think I'm too sensitive and so what?!

I'm not going to the details for I'm not in the mood.

The worst thing is one of my friend is planning to study in SMK Seafield. =[

I mean if she wants to go to study Form 6, she can go there after SPM right? She wants to have more new friends. If I really go to Australia, I'll still need to "hunt" for new friends right? So why not be equal and find new friends together? xD

It's up to her right now~ I no eye see! D=

Can't you respect?

I mean I know you have the time, but that doesn't mean we will have it too.

Yes, I mix around with other friends since I'm alone in the class by myself this year and am I wrong? Or shall I stick to you like gums? You have your friends, and I have mine. Is there any problem with that?

Your parents are lenient to you doesn't mean that every person is the same. Sometimes can't you just think in our shoes? You just keep saying how I reject every gathering we had, but do you exactly know the reason why?

Well, I guess I misundestood you, so I'm here to apologize.

I'M SORRY!

Keep talking to KheiYing the whole day ( except for perhimpunan and 1st half of geografy? ) xD Don't kacau me study la~ I'm a good student wei~

And I've read her blog *winks*

I know what to give you on your birthday! I'll give you rabbit food for petpetzai! =D
Or do you want a furry furry kitty cat? Heehee =)

Faster gimme his picture, I wanna compare them! =]

Saw a pregnant cat that seems to have dye her own fur xD The head and neck is grayish, others, brownish! The cat is soooo thin and her stomach is bloated sideways. =] She has no response to neither human nor sounds, her only reaction is... WATER! LOL, all cats hate water right? KheiYing's keep saying that CAT IS MY GREATEST FEAR when she saw that cat. Wakaka~


* Is my chinese post emo? Soon Zhou said that. xD *

我们的命运之所以会偶然相遇
是因为我听见了你的呼唤
即使危机不断向我们袭来
只要与你相伴就能够一同跨越

无论是心动的我 还是好强的我
口是心非的我 其实是为你担忧

留下来陪我 我只希望将你守护
哪怕我们来自于相隔遥远的世界
我愿答应你 永远陪伴在你身边
无论未来回给予我们怎样的考验直到永远...

即使这份爱情只是魔发的结果
它的效果也永远不会消失
再也不要回到遥远的往日
不要变回与你相遇之前的自己

无论是专注的我 还是人性的我
有的时候 还是会为你心跳加速

留下来陪我 我再也不会扔下你
因为我们的相遇就好像奇迹一般
我愿答应你 永远成为你的依靠
哪怕周遭的一切都被时光所改变 直到永远...

Comments from the net that Autopsy sucks. The rating is all below POOR! The trailer looks like comedy more like a horror movie. I wanna watch The Strangers! They say it's based on true story, but the plot isn't that nice, but it seems quite funny. Daddy, I want The Strangers! =] Can I have it, pleassseeeeeee??

Sheen Yeen : I love anime~ lalala
And I dislike snoopy, but I'll try my best to like it!
=]

Spent like 1 hour trying to understand the lyrics. Ishh~ Why can't it be like english. What you see doesn't mean how you pronounce it. Anyway, I've learnt two japanese song. Wakaka~

Daddy came back from Vietnam and bought me "Autopsy". OMG, it's so freaking scary wei, the pictures. You know what's his excuse for buying that DVD, he say everytime when they watch horror movie, I'm like watching normal movie, no feelings. So he bought that to see I got reaction or not. LOL, I'm not gonna touch that DVD, maybe I should find the trailer out and see whether it's scary or not.

I wanna watch Coming Soon! It's too computer-made so it will be more unnatural and more unscary. xD

Whole day surfing the net =P I didn't go to the carnival because they change the time to 1 o'clock. And that means that we're going there for less than 2 hours? =.="

Anyway, surfing youtube is the best of the best! LOL, I just found out that they really have Zero No Tsukaima Part 3 and I want that DVD! I don't wanna watch from youtube! There's no subtitles! Ishh~ Maybe I should ask William whether he got that or not. xD I think that'll be the last part because I saw that Saito lost his "magical ability". Too bad~ Back to youtube! =]

Finally finish watching ゼロの使い魔!! =]

I was crying like shit when I watch that ending~

How could Saito die in th end?! =[

Thank god there's one fairy to save him~ =][=

Wee~~ I love that show and the theme song~ xD

Really hoping that there will be part 3! =]

P.s > I'm really pissed-of with someone now! =[

有一个小王子，喜欢游玩与花园。某日，他在花园中发现了一朵红似血般的玫瑰花。他仿佛爱上了它，对他呵护无备。雨季来临了，天天下着雨的气候令小王子担心，他担心玫瑰花会因淋雨过渡而摧毁。于是，他拿了雨伞，奔至花园撑起雨伞，为玫瑰花遮雨，不眠不休，日日夜夜地遮着，食物都有工人为他送到。

玫瑰花即使在小王子的呵护下还是不幸地在三天后凋谢。小王子放声大哭，他很伤心，也很不解为什么在他百般呵护下，玫瑰花依然离去....此时，他遇到了一个园丁，园丁告诉他，即便他为了玫瑰花遮雨是好的，但没给与充足的水份，玫瑰花也会枯干而死。

小王子很伤心，为何当初他没想到这，但后悔已经来不及了...

爱情往往如此般，只给与保护。呵护，却没给对方自由，空间，到最后受伤的不只是自己，还有别人。得到的也只有悲伤与后悔的下场。

Read this from somewhere, think that it's quite meaningful, so I just post it~ =]

Blog is kinda dead now, no mood~

MSSD's basketball is until tomorrow, wanted to watch the finals, but i can't watch all right? At least I'd watch about 2 and the half match today. =P

Boring ceramah was today, I shouldn't have brought my bag to school, should just go school empty-handed. Oops, I forgot about my water, maybe I'll just bring my water next time. =P

School will be back to normal next week. T_T Gotta find back my study mood! And no more skipping lessons anymore! =[

I hate Vanessa!

She went and see Danson in ts!

OMG! I wanna go~ T_T

I hate her....

Just joking~ xD

Went to MV with baobei today. Thanks for temaning me ya? xD Sorry I'm late~





















You know what? I found that this looks like one of the character in Happy Tree Friends. Haha! =]






My baobei so gooood!! ^_^ I request this from her and she really bought it! Thank you thank you thank you!! =]






I'm such a copy-cat! =[







Next time if I'm going out with my baobei, I'm gonna wear sport shoes. I don't care if that will make me shorter or what, because my leg is aching now!! =] She walks too fast la~ Wee, I wanna go out with my baobei again~

My mum keep asking me how come she's that pretty~ Mana saya tau??!! LOL~

P.S/ We need to pass up our sejarah folio tomorrow and I'm still surfing the net. Gonna be a piece of dead meat tomorrow. I haven't finish it yet!!!!

I don't know what is it with me this few days, I just start crying on Tuesday night and thanks to my baobei, for cheering me up, by asking me to go to bed early. LOL Thanks anyway! =)

I don't know what started my crying but I think I know what makes me cry even more in the end. It's kinda over some stupids stuffs but when your mood is bad, everything will be negative for you. I just realised that I've been too naive in the past, way too naive. You can never believe one's saying like this, without any evidences or things like that. I know that he'll never "accomplish" those promises that he promised last time. I know that he won't be coming over here, who would do come all the way to Malaysia for just one little UNKNOWN girl? I'm so stupid to realise that now, I'd should had realise those earlier. I guess these things keep my mood down too.

Can be really moody this few days if I wanted to, mood swing? LOL, my period just finished 1 week ago. What's up with me? I feel like I don't even know myself anymore.

This keeps me laughing from just now, lol, it's hilarious!
Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat
suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu
dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu
saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan
sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi
saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah
saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer
kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak
sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari
arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia
menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori
tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak
saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya.
Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula
terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda
kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori
itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah
feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu
feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire
pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori
itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak
saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri
yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri
semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori
sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia
menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia
menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan
kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi.
Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik
ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg
tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang
putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun
sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri
itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati.
Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang
telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia
menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan
semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih
ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu
kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran
yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya
terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di
rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah
saya lihat sebelum saya mati.


That's just so =.=!

This post is dedicated / specially / whatever you like to put, to my dear baobei Jovy, who spam my chatbox recently. ;(

And in this post, I'll reply your testi one by one!

> Baobei~ I'm going to party~ and I didn't bring you there because I know you'll be studying like mad. =)

> Okok, fine. My grammar is muchhhh better than yours. But I still think that yours is better. xD

> Yup! She cannot be your baobei. I'm jealous!!! I know Eyan should be studying her head off. Ishh~ must be like me, relaxing~~ =))

> Of course my update is long, it contains about a week's post?

> Are you not shock to see me there? I think you and van was, and I'm not that stupid to walk there under the bright hot sun. After I'll make sure that you'll come to rescue me when I faint. xD

> Yeala yeala, you know a lot about me!

> So what you dedicated your first visit to Gelateria? Mine is more serious, ok? I even risk being said that I turn bad by some peoples. Your spelling is right, about the name of restaurant.

> Your first hug with KK's person is me? I doubt so. You hug Vanessa before in Pyramid before. You told me that, don't trying to bluff me over. I'm too smart for that. =D

> Pn.Chan's taste have problem with the category of Wilson only. I agree, he's not cute!!! Neither do I. xD Plastic surgery is not the right name, liposucktion should be the right name! =)

> I didn't right about the dick thingy because I don't really know how to write it out and I'm short of time at that time. I think you look like molesting me during our "cat fight". Because of... you put that paper in my pinafore!! How's that?

> I know the word d i c k is censored~ =) same with many other vulgar words. Keep your mouth clean!

> ANyone with eyes will know that you spammed my chatbox. =[

> Hahaha, dei sei! Your mom knows that you're too naughty, so she wouldn't let you go clubbing on your birthday. Or is it your sis and her bf doesn't want you to butt around their love business? LOL, i don't know what I'm talking now.


Finally, I've replied all her questions. =) I'm so proud of myself. Oops, my sis wanna use back the laptop already and I think it's time to find something to heal my empty stomach. =)

BM is damn freaking hard and Sej I might get B and KH, I dunno what results I'll be getting. I don't care too! =)

Eeee.... look what my dear puggy had done to my arm~ T_T

BUT that doesn't afect my mood to.... parttyyyyy!! ^_^ =)












=)(=

Let's party~~~~~

I'm currently addicted to Zero No Tsukaima ( ゼロの使い魔 ). =P I never knew that I could sit down and watch a anime movie so patiently. LOL, bocause I used to think that anime is for boys and bla bla bla. But I heard that this anime is a bit pervy around the end. Nevermind, I'm just at Ep3. =P It's going to be exam soon and I'm watching anime. WTH? The story line seems something like Harry Potter. xD Looking forward!! =]

The one I'm watching is kinda different from youtube. The youtube one seems more pervy? I should thank Jes for borrowing the DVD box set from William. xD

I'm back! I gave up studying already. IT's like going in your brain and going out later. Not planning to go to school tomorrow, and they're going to make goody-bags for craft tomorrow. Pn. Chan told me that. Jovy baobei, here's my update! =) This post is specially for you!

SUNDAY:
Actually Jovy and Vanessa is suppose to come over to my house after bubble tea-ing. But they still haven't show up at 3, so my sis ask me to gave them a call, and they're not coming! IShh~ But then they persuade me to go, Jovy said that she'll give my mask and Vanessa is going to belanja me McFlurry~ And I did went there. They were kinda shock to see me there * i think so*. Went home around 6? My mum called, I was damn scared that I'll reach home later than she does. And I need to rasuah Jes to fetch me and keep this thing discreet to my mum.

Jovy and I hug in the center of the road, going out without my mum's permission, going out when my mum's out for golf, going in the snooker room, walking in the KK streets like this, those are all my 1st times. =P But that's one thing for sure, I won't smoke for the 1st time or even one time. =)

MONDAY & TUESDAY:
Sudah tak ingat la! xD The only thing I remember is my sotster came out from the cage and Puggy Dear keep barking at something down the sofa. So I went and peek under it, thought that her bone is down there, and I found out that my poor sotster was curling itself there, shaking, fear that Puggy will eat her up. I don't think Puggy will eat her up, she'll only play with sotster, or even scratch it. Aunty Christine always told us, never ever let dogs play with hamsters. That time her dog gobble up a hamster in just a few seconds times! 0_0

WEDNESDAY:
APRILFOOL! It's 1st of April today!^_^
Eyan went back home early today. I should say that she slip out from school. Well, her father was waiting outside and our last period is BLANK! Jovy was trying to write her hp number on my hand and I'm declining it. So we struggle and struggle and struggle, until the boys ask us to "cat fight". It's not fighting, ok? LOL, at last she wrote in a piece of paper and try to put in my pinafore. That time the prefects are looking at us becuase I sat down on the floor, fighting her off me. =)

There's a bee in chinese class! I didn't scream at first, not until the bee buzzing beside me, or to be more precise, beside Vivien's chair! Daniel told me that the bee was there and I don't believe it, for I thouht he's fooling me, and it's really there. So I started jumping and shouting. =P Natural reaction!

I manage to fool Jovy that her S.HE is waiting for her outside. She say out WTF so damn loud, and the teacher is just beside her. xD April fool is fun!

THURSDAY:
Pn.Chan said that Wilson is kinda cute! Oh my freaking god. Jovy and I were laughing hard when Pn. Chan replied us that. We kind of guess that teacher will say it but it's still hilarious when teacher tell us in person. He's not cute and we hate his attitude. The we should be the whole class? After all, you won't hit someone for no reasons right? CJ was out "teacher" in English today. =P His teaching is horrible! We were just laughing and laughing. LOL, I love english periods!

And guess what? En. Azmi came to our class, and request CJ and Wilson to take off their shirts. Wakaka, the whole class are looking at them. They're lucky for they're wearing a TShort inside. AT first I don't know why En.Azmi wanna take their clothes, but now I know, they didn't tuck in their shirts! xD

FRIDAY:
Jovy thought I'm mad at her. And I'm not! Eyan gotto go and stand in front of the class during KH time for she didn't bring her exercise book. Many went out. Mahija was the most special one, she was sitting on the floor, in front of the class. xD She brought her book, just didn't finished it. Pn. Chan is sooo kind to let the KT's student to eat in class. =P We did curi-curi makan also.


I just hope that time will pass faster for I wana start working! It should be fun. One more week and I'm off to work!
Three more days and it's EXAM!

Should I start studying? Or just leave it? But there's one thing for sure, I'm gonna blog on weekends only! *if I have the time on weekends* =)