I don't know what's the purpose of going to school for koko anymore. In the past, I go for koko is only for PP, but now is like damn boring, everyweek is like the same thing going round and round. We all syok sendiri, then the other people will look at us as if we're wierdos. It's something to get ourselves happy, OK? Maybe they should have plan more interesting activities? Or maybe their too busy, with those homeworks, SPM, planning and lots more.

My mum doesn't let me go to Elaine's house tomorrow. T_T FYI, I'm not gonna study because exam's just over ( and I didn't study for exam too! ), and eventhough I stay at home, I'll be either daydreaming or watching tv or playing computer or reading novels. So, the best decision is, let me outta here. Let me go to Elaine's house and have some fun together! ^_^

I'm waiting for the night to come! Wee~~ ^0^

Wow, my husband is being real supportive~~ Thanks ya!! Haha, something happened in school today and I think it's better to remain silent. Did I remain silent? I don't think so. =P Yea, I'm sorry that I misunderstood you earlier and I shouldn't be so childish writing all those stuufs, but it's FUN! Haha, I'm still childish as usual~ I don't wanna grow up, but sometimes I just wish time would just fly faster. Haiz, I just don't know what I actually want. I'm just walking forward with no aims. ^_^

Went to Kheng's Kopitian to celebrate Elaine's birthday. I hid my handphone in Elaine's birthday present box. You see, I'm smart too! =) Eat bread there only, I feel like eating bread only. ^_^ Went bubble tea after that. Joan keep taking pictures with my handphone. Main topic is: Ghost Stories!! I'm quite scared now and I'm still thinking wheter is it OK to go for the camp? Haha~

I'm dying to watch PS I Love You, but my mum says that I need to wait until tomorrow. I beh tahan liao la! T_T My dad was planning to go for Bah Kut Teh tomorrow morning, I wanna join too! It's not that I really fancy it but why not have something different for a change? =)

I'm dying to have some alcoholic drinks now. When's the last time I drank alcoholic drinks? Last month? Got my marks for 3 subjects, and I'm always the one with the lowest mark except BM. T_T I didn't study, so that's the thing. ^_^ I HATE Wen Chuan!! How can he get 86 for sejarah without studying? Grr, and he keep saying:" IN YOUR FACE!" at school. Grr~~

P.S > I just realise that gossip really pass around FAST! Even Vanessa knows. Maybe Jovy told her or something. =)

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing


I still miss you, you know? Chatting with Mei Mei really bring back my memories.

Dad's right. Never let emotion control you. You should control your own emotions. But at least it's better than no feelings, right? I'm never like this before. Sometimes, I really wish I'd never meet you, cause thinking of you bring back those happy moments. And I don't wanna remember those happy moments. I'm not good in saying goodbyes~ And I never want to learn how to say goodbye. Like what mei mei said, it's better to let go, bt it's difficult to let go when you're not ready yet. Ignore my grammer mistakes, please! I'm not in the mood to correct it. =(

ELo, peeps! I'm finally back blooging. I feel wierd, for not blogging for such a long time. Haha, because for the past 2 months, I blog almost everyday, never let it empty more than 3 days. And exam is officially over! ^_^ I didn't really study well for this test, although some subject is quite easy. I'm really going to be a dead meat when teacher pass back our Geo, Sej, Maths paper. Well, I got to know my Science marks, not to say good nor bad, at least I'd improve from last year. But this time the paper was very easy. So I don't know what to think of myself. Lazy? Absolutely =)

Maybe I had too much time by myself, I'm starting to think of nonsense. Real nonsense. Our life seems to be quite short. Correction, not quite, is IS. OUR LIFE IS SHORT! You see, we graduate our high school life on 17 years old, then maybe get marry on 27-30? Then we're expected to seek for our soul-mate in that period. Is the time really enough for us? Then we'll spend more than 30 years doing our things together with our partner, sceduled, which is quite boring.

And think of this, in that period of time, how many relationships can we have? 2-3? Long-lasting or short relationships? I know I'm being extremly lame here, but how do we choose our future-husband from just those relationships? Or we change our boyfriends like how we change our clothes? Well, maybe I'll have none. Anything can happen, right?

And so, I really think that my life now is unthrilling. Sleep before 10.30pm, wake up on 6am, go to school, back from school, have my lunch, sleep/do hw/watch tv/surf the net, then go for a bath, then dinner, then sleep again. You see what I mean? I feel so meaningless, so so so unimportant. I want something exciting in my life, but I don't know what. I know I'm short of something, but I don't know what too. =(

I really envy those who had someone with them. But why not me? Feeling extremly lonely nowdays, everytime when I'm alone in my bedroom, only sotbear and my radio with me, I always had a urge to cry out loud. As usual, I don't know why I feel like this, but I feel real empty inside.

Things comes and go, but will our soul-mate/true-love walk past us a few times but we didn't even realise. This kind of ideas freak me out. What if I'll live alone when I'm old? What if I'll marry a guy that I don't love? What if the guy I married had a mistress hidden? Sometimes reading too much novel can make you freak out. When they are happy ending, you won't believe them; but it's not-so-perfect ending, you tense to believe the story.

I'm really scared about my future, my studies and etc. But what can we do? Sit and wait? Days passed and I feel nothing. I really feel like crying out loud now. I need a shoulder to cry on. I just need to cry everything out. Cry about something that I don't even know.

Well, I do know what I can cry on now. It's 7.41pm now, and I need to wait for my aunt and dad to finish bathing ( which they can do that earlier when I'm at Kumon), and then only go out for dinner. T_T I'm starving! But if I eat tit-bits now, I can't eat my dinner later on. Eat my dinner and less than 2 hours, I'll be in bed sleeping. =( Very unhealthy living.

Best wishes to myself for (_____) . Heehee, I don't know what to put. And also best wishes to everyone else. Bless you all!

P.S> Happie Birthday Elaine! ^_^

I really don't know what to do. I just lost track of directions. I can't see the difference between right and wrong. I just do whatever I wanted to do now, maybe I'm scared that time is not enough for me? I just hope that someone will lead me away from this mess.

Please don't let me make decisions. I'm really bad at it. Suddenly 2 person at a time, I can't handle this alone. Can I be like the ostrich? Burry my head in the ground and think that nothing has ever happened before?

Why must things happen? Can't they just stay where they are. How nice if we're born emotionless, then we wouldn't need to be brave, or sad, or happy, or whatever it is. I just want to lead on a normal life, can I?

Finalliieee!! I've been longing to use the laptop, saliva dripping lu~ ^-^

Currently addicted to a game name HANGMAN! Keep playing with Eyan and sometimes with Jovy in class. =P

Maybe I'm lack in self-diciplin? Haha, say NO to ponteng! Get influence by someone, always longing to get out of class asap. Sometimes even skipped it. Bluek~ At least I go back in, like what we did on Thursday's Moral class. Wrong decision. Should have carry on walking outside. =P I should say NO to ponteng. =)

The bread is still the same as it is. I didn't "observe" any changes in it. Well, Jovy say it is smelly, but I can't smell a thing! *sniff sniff* Hmm, studies went "well" as usual. Suddenly felt moody after talking to Jovy and Eyan. I wonder why? It really spoilt my mood when I remember your words. =(

如果你在之前就跟我说了那番话，我想我会立刻答应你。可是现在不是之前，先前对你的那种希望，感动，已经全化为遗憾了！我不明白，为什么过了那么久的时间，你突然对我说了那番话？我不了解，也不想了解，我只想安安静静的过我的学生生涯。对不起！

Brought Puggy to the vet just now, erm, met a dog that's nearly 20 years old. OMG, I thought dogs can mostly just live uo to 10-12 years? Well, that's a strong dog. And one guy there was crying and sobbing outside the vet, and the doctor said that they wanna end the suffering of the dog, so I assume that they will dose the dog with some kind of medicine and let it die peacefully. That guy was a bit emotional and keep on crying until his whole face was like tomato red. I gave him a packet of tissue and within 5 minutes, he use it all up, and he even ask for more tissues. Sorry, that's all I got! He's father was crying there too, and I saw their maid carry the body out from the vet with a piece of white cloth over it's body. Poor thing!

Hahaha, I saw that handsome guy again. Wakaka, I saw some tents over the banglo side, and I ask my mum to ge-poh ge-poh there. So she drive there and we found out that a mansion is organizing a open-house. So we were talking talking and suddenly my mum say:" Mad, Look! Is that the Leng Zai that you're talking about that day?" And it's him! Wohoo~ Then my mum told me which lane he come out from because that day when I saw him at the playground I was curious where he lives and so on. And I keep bugging my mum to ask her questions. My mum jokingly ask me to cycle my bike and follow them to the park. Haha, no thanks. He's handsome!! ^_^ Erm, I think it's normal to look/view/talk about a guy that's handsome right? At least my mum agrees wuth me that he's hot! =)

Today's school was erm, ok ok la. I did something disgusting today with JOvy. xD We crush breads! We add some water in it, then crush it, then write valentine's letter on it. =P We're BORED! So, JOvy hid it in the toilet ( dunno boys or girls, haiya, unisex la =) ), and we'll check it out on Monday. Cool~ ^_^

Pn. Chan ask us to do something today, we're suppose to write out the positives and negatives of everyone. Pn. Chan will read it out after we're finish. We just keep on passing papers and writing craps in it. Well, JOvy is the lucky number 1. Her positives are sure, hot, sexy, and lots more. One of her negatives was really really funny, one person write this :

Disgusting after what she'd done to the bread!

I was laughing like hell that time. I think teacher didn't read out the whole list because my negatives were only like 5? And some of the points that I wrote about others, teacher didn't read it out. Not fair le, we kill our brain cells just to think what to write! xD Funnily, no one write I'm dirty-minded. Heehee, but Jovy kena. Wakaka~~ Eyan's positives were like WOW, angel-like appearance, nice eyes, pretty, and lots more. =)

Went to Jovy's house after school, Vanessa didn't turn up because she's in the hospital. We sms in school. I know I'm naughty! Jovy's house were like WAH, so BIG!! Compare to mine. Haha Went to her room, bathe, went out to eat MCD. I had to choose Fillet Fish, because I don't think I can eat burgers with my braces. Eat + talk there for dunno how long, because wee need to wait for her sister to fetch us. Went over to Vivien's place and Vivien end up to be in Jovy's house too! I start to try on her clothes. Her clothes were damn nice le~ She showed my some of her collections. =) I don't think it's suitable to say what collection, and I start to try on her collections. =) Too big for me la.

Suppose to meet Vanessa on Palma's basketball court, but Vanessa didn't turn up because her dad don't let her come. =( Went back to Jovy's house and her dad fetch me back home. Thanks~ So here I am, onlining while my parents are out for golf. =P

Thursday ( 12/2 )
Aunty came and fetch us with Proton Saga. Cram 5 person in the back seat. Worst than sardine. =P Her van broke down, so due to the size of the Saga, she need to fwtch us for few rounds. And unluckily, I'm the last badge, and we're LATE! Ishh~ Penalty, humilating us in front of everyone! Sitting in front of all those students and we need to wait until everyone LEAVE! What the? Usual thingy lu, study study study. Then talk talk talk with Jovy and Eyan. I made boobs yesterday. xD Nice and round. Someone say I look innocent but I don't act like one. I'm innocent la, ok?

Yay! I'm not Jovy's xiao bitch bitch anymore! =) I'm her wife now. Hahaha. I beat Van already! Wohoo~ =.=" Went back home and actually, I expected porridge again for lunch, but sweet mummy cook pasta for me. Weeee~ no more porridge!

Friday ( 13/2 )
There's school tomorrow, and the stupid school gave us school replacement on that day. I think that school did it on purpose, don't wanna let us go pak toh. Ishh~ But nevermind la, I don't have a valentine anyway. =P

Don't you insult me like that! So what if you really have a lot of valentine gifts and all that? I don't care! I doubt that you have any, because I believe that you're just talking bullshits! Yea yea, I don't have any presents, so what's the big deal? Keep your big mouth shut! =( * FYI, I'm not refering to Elaine, haha, because she also have a lot a lot of presents! Fuiyoh*

The hardworking me, finally made up my mind, to go school tomorrow! Heehee, I know I'm hardworking! *perasan* Actually if there's no KH tomorrow, I don't think I'll be going. Stupid school change Pn. Chan to Pn. Ismaliza. T_T I don't want Pn. Isamaliza to teach us! T_T

Hmph~ Vanessa don't wanna give me present. Shouldn't have bought her present. >.< Whole day in school talking, I mean the whole class, including us. Our BM teacher also beh tahan. =P

老天爷啊老天爷，您怎么可以酱作弄人呢？
越期待他的到来，他就偏偏不到，无论你等了多久，他也不会到。
可是当你放弃寻找，等待的时候，你所等待的人就会出现。
为什么会酱呢？
是不是因为我们有缘但无分啊？
我不知道，看来，只有老天爷会知道。

It's 11.32am now, according to the laptop's time. And I'm suppose to sit in school with Jovy and Eyan studying English with Pn. Chan RIGHT NOW! But, I'm sitting in my cosy room onlinig. =P I wonder did she say any stories?

Ok, I woke up at my usual time, while cleaning up myself, the toilet start to spin and I start to 飙冷汗. It reminds me of the feeling before I faint. >.< Change to my clothes, went down. My mum say that my face is pale and ask me am I ok. I'm not OK. So, she say I can stay at home because I don't think I did sleep last night due to the pain. So went sleeping in my cosy bedroom until 9.30am? I don't know. I just remember I sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up... Haha, I know that my dad came in, and he did talk to me, but I don't remeber our conversations. Lol, don't ever talk to a half awake person!

Going to chinese class later. See, I'm a good student, unlike Joan. =P Later gonna go back to dentist and fix the lower braces on. Allah~ I don't wanna go!! T_T Pain le... The dentist say it's gonna be painful for me because my teeth are very "untidy". T_T T_T T_T

Back from the dentist, with a additional bumch of wires in fromt of my teeth. It seems so heavy. The process of "installing" is not as pain as I imagine. =P My two sis la, keep saying that it's quite pain. But, it's starting to pain right now. Not very, still bearable. My eating speed now is slower than the tortoise. T_T

My dad gave me kinda suprise by letting me know I won't be home alone in the year end because I'll be going to Australia with them for holiday + Jo's graduation. Ohhh, some kind of suprise and dissapointment. I don't know how am I going to sit in the plane for around 8 hours?

Going to sleep now although it's just 9.30pm. Mum told me to eat pain killer, but it's not good for health. I'm a health concious person. Bluek~ Sleeping is my bestest pain-killer. xD

P/S : Jo, never expect me to save aud$200 for you to sit on the chopper. Even if I DO save, I'll save it only for myself! =)

My dad did some really funny thing today. He went out for work on 8a.m and he's back by 9.15a.m. His work is only for 1 hour and 15 mins only. LOL, usually KL don't have a day off for Thaipusam but dunno why this year got. So, my dad, without knowing, went for work. Wakaka~~ We were laughing at him for the whole day. Poor dad.

Last minute planning to Mid Valley. Drop sis at Subang Parade for her theory class and then straight to Mid Valley. But my dad did some last minute planning and we went to Mid Valley by KTM. The journey was UNBELIEVABLE~ I'm never ever gonna use Malaysia's plubic transport ever! Except taxi la, I think. =P From Subang Parade to Mid Valley by car without jam is only a 20 mins journey, but using that air-condless KTM, it took us 1 whole hour. I should never wear heels today. Standing on heels for 1 hour is..... ( I don't know what to say! ). Imagine running up and down the stairs to chase the KTM. We don't wanna wait for another 30 mins more. xD It was a relieve when we reach there. The first thing I bought is Ais Kacang! Wee~~ I need something to cool me down mah~

Walk here walk here, eat here eat there, time to go home with KTM, T_T, my worst nightmare ever! The journey back home was better, because there are less people and the air-cond is functioning. But the only thing is we need to wait at the platform for around 40 mins to wait for the KTM to fetch us back to KL central. Ishh~

T_T, bunch of wires are going to be "install" in my mouth tomorrow afternoon! I don't wanna go! Jo called, and say she might not have the ability to pay for my fees in Australia, so she suggest why not I finish my high school here, then only I continue with my colloge there. So that means I'm having SPM? =( Another nightmare! Jo wanna buy her own property there first, because she say renting houses are far more expensive than buying one. But I'm really impress, she went there only with 1000 OC, and for just 2 years she had shift to a higher rate, higher class housing area, had a motorbike and a car. I don't know how she manage to do that? Is it because she use to do night shifts and what I know is they'll pay you double if you're working night shift.

My neighbour came to our house for dinner yesterday. Her baby is CUTE~ Actually is around 3 years old la ( I think so... ), but my mum keep call her baby~ xD She'll actually get hyper when she have too much sugars, and my mum not knowing that, keep giving her chocolates and sweets. =P So that little girl start to dance, sing, talk in a idunnolanguage.

Had about 4 glasses of wine yesterday? Since when my parents are that generous? 2 whitw and 2 red~ But at the end my dad start drinking whisky with the neighbour. And that guy bring me dunno what alcohol drink and you'll have to put milk powder in it. The minute I hear milk powder, I decline his alcohol drink. =P And my mum say all alcohol drink should put milk powder in it so I wouldn't drink them. I just hate milk powder! Eww~ So start drinking. laughing, chatting away while the little girl quietly sit at the couch and watch cartoon. xD They cam here on 7 and left around 11 something. Wow, time does fly~ The minute my head hit the pillow, I was already sond asleep. That's because of the hyper-ness in school yesterday. I'm so TIRED~

Woke up WITHOUT headache, which is quite a relieve for me. I'm damn scared that I'll have a headache today. Bring Puggy dear to the vet today because she seems to have skin infection and the vet gave her some medicine ( which is sweet and puggy likes that =)), and some special shampoo. Mummy, you're gonna have a serious war with puggy because you're suppose to soak her with the shampoo for around 15 minutes? Die lu~~

I'm really piss off with her. Dad is planning to eat at Herbal Line and she was told that. She didn't change her clothes and hop straight tp the car. When we reached there after turning here and there looking for the way, don't know what heppen but I know it's something to do with her shirt and they changed plan. Told you to change earlier! Why do we need to suit her? What;s wrong with the dressing anyway? It's not that you're naked or anything. So, we end up eating at Lemon Grass and dad says we'll at herbal line next time. God knows when it's the next time. Maybe years later. =( And we've sort the time out before, day time, the laptop is mine and the laptop is yours at night. So it's not my fault that I took it from you. Try sulking, no use for me! Everytime the boyfriend call, she'll be on her sweetest voice, if we call her, most of the time you'll hear her un-friendly voice talking to you. Well, it's not my fault too if you don't get the chance to use the laptop. No one ask you to be late back home almost everyday. I'm sick of you!

It sounds good that someone actually read my blog~~ xD Because I can't imagine how they stand with my craps. Well, my mum actually said that she'll give me a PERSONAL LAPTOP if I get straight A's in my PMR. Well, I'll really need to cut down my time on computer and TV's. What about my camera then? Can I have it if I got the 1st place in class? I doubt that. They're generous enough to give me a laptop if I have straight A's. GAMBATEH~~ =.=

Still went to school on 8 although there's no kraftangan. Vivien, Joan and Elaine was already there, so that makes me the latest. =( Starting to fool around and we are suppose to help koperasi out. NO WAY~ there's already so many people there. So we wander off to chinese society and I saw someone copying 你不是真正的快乐 and 稻香's lyrics on the board. And they're also playing 大风吹 in the classroom. It seems fun~ Might consider to go to chinese society next year! As long as the guru penasihat is not Cik. Ng! xD

We start singing while we're waiting for the twins arrival. Chorus of songs and laugh over it. YS was sick so she didn't came for koko. Oh ya, we say Evon outside of the teacher's room with her sister. =) Pandu Puteri was at the usual place, behind the dewan. Forms for camp Pandu Puteri had finish giving all to those Form 4's and 5's. What about us? Aren't we ahli too? Fine~ All their attention is on F4 and F5. They start practicing kawad and Joan, Vivien and I were finding things to laugh about. We started to count things about someone, and we really had a good laugh from that. Then started to get "exercised". LOL, teachers were looking at use, some F1 and F2 are looking at us too~ The hyper us then go shaking our butts tepi, tepi, tepi depan belakang, tepi depan tepi belakang tepi depan belakang over and over again. Elaine joined us after that and Joan's job was to whack our butts if any of us did wrong. xD I get whacked quite hard from her. Ouch, it hurts! Be careful of my nice butt la... =P

Pn. Ong ask us 3 to sing the world song for the F1 and F2 because we were singing quite loud at the pondok. Off-pitch singing actually. xD So singing for a few times and I saw some of them have the =.= look at their face. FINE!! Only Tiffany and her two friends sing along with us. Yay! I have supporters! xD Played new friend found where they are still practicing kawad. xD

Really exhausted after koko and I'm so relieved to have really cold air-cond in my dad's car. After all those hyper-ness of shouting, laughing, singing, "dancing" and the ostrich move. Is that ostrich move? I don't know. SHould ask Vivien to teach you that. We ask Pn. Ong to do it along with us and she was laughing when we finish.

Went for NTS to have lunch before going back home. We had accidents back at our Sri Damai. The rubbish car had knocked his own people down and run over his legs. Ouch! I bet he was shouting loudly. Any vulgar words? xD Thank god I was not there at that time. Imagine that huge and smelly lorry run over your legs, your bones must me in pieces! But there's no blood on the floor la! If there is, I wouldn't go near that round-a-bout! My mum say there's St.John Ambulans and that guys was carried away. And wow, he can still talk. I mean in the pain, he can still talk like nothing should be quite un-normal for that person. xD

Sitting with Jovy and Eyan is FUN~ They rocks to the max! ^_^ Jovy was always hyper and always playing with Eyan. And I'll be busy doing notes. xD Jovy's hyperness is good for me, cos I'll never be down when she's around. Jovy even use Eyan's sponge bob to help me "bath" during Nilam. LOL Her service is good~ =)

I'm Richard's sweet "provider" last year and this year I'm his water "provider". =.=" Those Malays kept his bottle and he keep drinking mine. Buy one yourself in the canteen! I need those water to keep me alive.... =P You better give me money. =)

This Got You Back book have lots of really vulgar words. But I enjoy being a bad girl. xD Jovy borrowed me P.S I love you. And my mum look at the book and say :" Is this king of book suitable for you? I don't think so. And you should start studying now for your test." Damn, nevermind, I can hide in my cozy bed and read as long as I want. xD

I think that I'm the best bitch in the whole universe. *perasan* Because I'm good enough to help my pretty owner do her Geografi homework. Although is just drawing the graph and it's only one page, but you see, I'm better than Van in a thousand times. xD ACtually I did that work with a motif, that is tolong Jovy to help me buy memory card. =P Keep arguing with Van to see who Jovy loves more, and she larikan diri when we're arguing half way through. Irresponsible~ xD Just kidding la.

My maths teacher is so so so good~ She's willing to teach me Loci in 2 Dimensions, Solid Geometry, Transformation and lots more. She's far far far more better than our previous maths teacher. You should know who's my previous maths teacher right? Deng Deng Deng Deng, she's Cik. Ng la. She's also teaching form 4's this year. They all are sure going to die badly. NO OFFENCE and not cursing too! ^_^

Anyone have a Valentine this year? I'm for SALE~~ Just kidding. I'll stick to the laptop on that day for sure. xD School's selling those things that you can pass your messange on. And those are freaking expensive. Who do you think we are? Money digger? We're POOR~~

Finally finished my essay which is given to us before Chinese New Year. I don't think I'll finish it if teacher didn't ask us to bring it today. Pn. Chan wants us to write about The person you like/dislike and I was doind my previous essay. So when she walk past me she ask me why am I writing a story. She almost pinch me when I say it's the previous essay. =P

我看不见,你说的后悔
我不在乎,你的感觉
你的抱歉,是你最后的纪念

When perhimpunan time, they announce that whoever is joining kawad for p.p wait in dewan seberguna. MOst of them group there and I can't! There, my Mei Mei lo~ Hmph! I'm damn sad wei~ I wanna go KAWAD~ T__T Then mei mei say next time 1st, those indoor kawad only can go. Got indoor kawad the meh? Then she say maybe "next time more advance that time" got le? =.=" T__T Even Pn.Ong membantah~

Chinese class today~~ I'm going for the Wednesday class instead of Thursday. Sitting together with Vivien, Joan, Twins and Ee Cheng reminds me of the old times. We were talking ghost stories and jokes before teacher came. And the teacher is not strict at all. She always say this : 我没关系的！xD Then we don't know her name, so we wanted to ask her. Twins wanna ask like that:老师叫什么名字？But I say it's too rude. So, I cadangkan :老师贵姓？Then Joan more geng, she say ask like this:令尊贵姓？I was laughing like mad that time. LOL.

After that I went off with Jovy. And I saw a huge spider on the floor. But Jovy doesn't beleive me. So we use stones to throw it and after a long time, it finally moves. It was huge.

Eww...

When we try to take picture about it, it move suddenly. I was jumping up and down + shouting with Khei Ying. Then Lizen came up and took photo of it also. Some boy from form5 squish it dead already.

~oh my pretty girl 屁股扭一扭
要把你占有 国王就是我
oh my party boy 屁股扭一扭
记得要温柔 拱我当皇后~

There's a lot of people that ponteng sekolah today~~ Can't wake up in the morning today, so mummy came to my room and wake me up. =P Tuesday's timetable rocks!! Only 2 textbook that we need to bring. WOhoo~ I just wear my uniform for less then 30 mins then I change to my PJ shirt, and I wear my PJ shirt all the way till end of school. xD So can I wear the PJ short to school straight away? Class is boring today, whole day talking to Eyan and Richard. Wilson shift and sit beside Richard during Science and his NOISY~~ Grr, and the worst thing is, I found out that I'm in the same bus with him starting from today onwards! Oh god~ It's not that I hate him but I really hate it when he speaks in his so call "British accent". Oh, it's holiday next Monday!! Wohoo~~

我发觉到啊，我变了。而且变得我快连自己也不认得了！是谁让我变得酱？父母？朋友？还是我自己？我也不晓得。我只知道我很不喜欢现在的我。我真的累了。面对不一样的人，就要戴上不一样的面具。我真的想回到以前的那个我。行吗？能吗？我不敢跟他们坦白，因为我怕他们会离我而去，我也没勇气去跟他们说。

I heard that we're having PMR on 7th October to 13th October. Oh damn! The time for us to study is getting shorter and shorter. So should I be studying by now hor? But I'm still surfing the net and chatting with peoples. =P

Still sleepy when I reached school. I even sleep during moral class. And the headmistress called me by:" Girl yang sedang tidur itu." :$ Malunya~~ Jia Shuen wanted to wake me up but I'm half sleeping that time. *What kind of excuse is this?*

Finally, I can online in my bedroom. On my cozy cozy bed, my study table, wohoo~~ Actually I plan to online only on weekends, but since my dad installed the wireless router, I dedcided to online on weekdays too! =D

你就这样放开我
失去联络 无所谓的生活
你就这样放开我
你就这样放开我
失去联络 想你的寂寞
你就这样放开我
你就这样放开我
失去联络 你是否忘记我
没有你的日子 不知怎么过

Song sung by 薛岳~~

网路的距离虽然虚幻，但不可违言的，
它真的美化了人与人之间的关系，
只闻字不见人的空间，让人的想象发挥到无限。
和网友交往的同时，
其实前，也是自己和自己理想中的人在交往。
因为，自己只能凭着对方的话语，
再加上自己的想象与喜好，
勾勒出电脑另一端的他。

以上文字纯属虚构
如有类同实属巧合
xD

闷啊！所以只能对着冷冰冰的电脑想出一大队废话。 =）忍不住又听失恋无罪，结果又听到哭了。 嘻嘻， 很感人嘛！反正我这个人看戏或听歌都很容易流出“女人泪”！xD