I keep watching MV's these days. Group chatting with Vanessa and JOvy is fun! =)

and JOVY LOH, I don't smoke! I'm a very good girl here, I hate smoke smell!

Went off to his house again today, he is shirtless that time! o_O I don't know where to look that time, it's just so wierd that time. =P

Went back to my house after 30 minutes there and William say he'll come over and cook lunch for my sis. Thank god my sis is not cooking, with not I'll need to book a hotel. =P But he's coming over at 2 something and by that time I'll be starving to death. So I ask my sis to buy mcD for me and she said yes! Wohoo~ xD xD xD xD

Mind is blank right now~ =[ What to do?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!! =][=

Yesterday it's my dad's birthday and we went for Geleteria for dinner, and I met Rowena there too. And I went to Galeteria again today to celebrate Vanessa's birthday. Actually I thought I'll be the last to reach there, because I went to Ikano for haircut ( but my hair still no difference ), and it came out to be I'm the 1st to be there. xD

Vanessa, do you like the gatsby hairgel? xD Actually I bought 2 of that, then Hui Sin, Elaine and Joan share cost with me. =) Now my wallet have no money left in it, T_T It's pratically empty.

When I pay at the counter, we had a short conversation there.

Girl: You was the girl from last night right?
Me : Er, Yea, why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just asking. So are all of you from Kota Kemuning school?
Me : Yea, except Vanessa, she shift to SU.
Girl: Owh, she shift there for basketball is it?
Me : Maybe! =)

Lol, so Vanessa, did you shift there for basketball? Let you take a look of her ugly face. xD
Look at her haopo face~

Look closely at her mouth/lips!! =)


This is just soo disgusting!! xD

We had fun, we laughed there. I miss that moment. I was quite piss-off when my mum scold me for going home late. How late am I? Hello~ I'm the first to go home, okay?
=[ We've learnt 7 German words and some Italain words. I've forgot all by now, except the ggod morning, good day, goodnight and thank you. =]

Went to Jeff's house just now. He's been calling me since afternoon. I was damn worry that my mum found out I went off le~ He's so tall now, I mean he became taller la. T_T, he's taller than me now. By 0.1cm gua~ xD I mean his hair is spiky right? Stand there and chat with him for about 15 minutes and I got to get going, I don't wanna let my mum know that I slip out. =P It's damn scary there wei, no street lamps, got also is behind the trees. I'm scared that I rode over those man-holes. xD

p.s> I GOT A JOB!!!! I CAN START WORK AFTER MY EXAM, WHICH IS TWO WEEKS AFTER FROM NOW! And the time is quite flexible and my mum agree on that and I'm over-joyed! But my mum ask me not to get my hopes too high, because it will be not easy and the salary may not be high. I don't care~ I just want the working experience. xD

Guess what? I ponteng yesterday AGIAN! ^_^, but that's like a short oeriod of time only la~ Mei mei, I still good girl, ok? The BM teacher was out for dunno meetings or what, so Jovy and I went out to toilet. Adn my another motif is to collect back the 10 cents coin that she throw it along the road while she went to take her pencil case with Eyan. It's like she have too much money. Out of 19 10 cents, I manage to find back 6 only. T_T James threw away my 6 coins also, and I found 5 only, so he gimme back 10 cents from his wallet. LOL, should gimme more mah~

Whack Jovy's butt hard today. =P Just miss the "fun feel" while whacking people's butt. Sorry hun! JUst came back from Gelateria, book tables for tonight. It's a pity that we can't have wine there~ IShh~ I've been dying to drink some wines. BUt it's like only 6% alcohol?

I wanna cut my hair!! Not cut short, is cut to let it nipis a bit. =) I keep telling Jovy that I look better with my previous hair cut and she say a person with more hair looks healthier. So, I'm gonna have my hair cut tomorrow~ Wee~~~ ^_^

There's the bomba thingy in our school today. The siren went off during maths period and teacher still keep on teaching although she heard the siren. MAybe she want us all dead? xD

It's damn hot today and I can freaking fry oneletes on my head. We stand under the sun until about 10? It's so hot! And they ask us to sit on the wet wet wet grass. I keep mumbling that I should have wear my Baju Kurung today. But later part of the day, I found out that I was lucky to be wearing pinafore. Because.... there are mud all over their skirt.

2 girls faint and I'm really glad that I'm not one of them. They were sent to the clinic regarding to one of my friend. Dunno what happen to them. Maybe they crack their head like me? *choi*

Ponteng-ed today again. =$ Mun Yao said that I was influence by JOVY LOH! Maybe gua~~ But it's not tha actual ponteng because we got no class on the last period PLUS there are no teacher in the class PLUS there are not enough chairs and tables for all of us. xD Good at finding excuses, eh?

Vivien's grandmother was kind to borrow me a pair of scissors to cut the duck because it's freaking hard and I can't bite it. So I cut it, so does her grandfather. =)

I spend my time in chinese class doing my maths homework. I've been ignoring the teacher for weeks and I'm gonna be dead when it comes to exam time. And exam is only 2 weeks away? Who cares? my mum! =)

p.s> GEO and SEJ folio are driving me crazy now.
p.s> Maths chapter 5 is driving me crazy~ I hate INDECES!!

I cried when I listen to the song 翅膀 and 被风吹过的夏天 by JJ林俊杰. I didn't realise that I was crying until the door bang shut suddenly. Well, I miss my primary school days. Actually not very, but I miss one particular person. xD That song is suppose to be our duet during graduation, and it kinda blew off because there are too much performance on that day. Maybe teacher is scared of I'll break those glass and windows. =P Those emotional days came back to me.

Regret going to tuition yesterday. Science was fun, for the last 30 minutes, teacher was telling us about her labour story thingy. From the contraction starts until she gave birth to it. Well, it sure gave us ( or is it just me? ) some negative thinking abot delivering baby. It HURTS! But I heard+read from novels that when you saw your own baby being savely delivered, those ters of pain will turn into tears of joy. I don;t know if it's tru or not.

BM is so so so so so boring. For the whole 1 1/2 hours, Dhivhia and I were passing papers to each other. Our original teacher didn't come and a malay lady take over and start giving us a speech ( I think that consoder as a speech xD) about how to write karangan fakta. IShh~

Went back home and daddy say he wanna watch Quarantine. Actually I;m planning to sleep at 10 sharp, but I realise that I can't because they were pratically screaming down stairs. The THEY refer to my Jes and my mum. EVen my dog got scared of their ear piercing screan. xD So I went down and ask them to clase their eyes or ears when it came to urm, the "scary" part. To me that movie is ust OK becuase it's nothing scary in there. But obviously it is because Jes is crying over there. And they think I'm abnormal. =.="

So I end uo sleeping on 11.30pm. xD

After a week of holiday, I'm quite impress with myself for getting up straight away without pressing the snooze button for dunno-how-many-times. xD

I felt a bit uncomfortable during perhimpunan and I'm staring to get dizzy and as usual, sudden;y everything went black in front of me and I HATE THOSE buzzing sounds. The smart me learnt my lesson from the so-called painful experience and I quickly squat down on the floor. =)

One of the teacher ask me what's wrong, and I reply in a blurry manner:"Cikgu, saya pening la!" xD LOL, I was talking to the black that time. I don't know who the teacher was, I just knew the direction of the sound. So, I sat at the bench while waiting them to sit down.

By the time they sat down on the floor, I requested to sit back on the floor, because I WOU"D NOT LIKE TO BE A WIERDO SITTING ON A BENCH where everyone else is sitting on the floor. =)

It's a long time since the last time I felt dizzy like this. TOld my mum this and she got worried about my blood thingy again. Ishh~ Shouldn't have told her. I don't wanna go blood test again. Maybe she'll forget bout that? xD

I hate using the laptop upstairs. Although you'll have more privacy to yourself and you needn't worry about someont who'll suddenly pop up and read your messages. But I can't watch YouTube up here. The connection is SLOW too~ Ishh~

DOn't have the mood to do my folios. Been reading novel and watching tv only. And exams are just 2 weeks away?

Maybe I'll delete my blog like what Elaine is planning to~ DOn't have the urge to blog anymore. Getting lazier and lazier day by day. I prefer video-blogging! xD Guess I'll need a DV. HAH!

I'm getting a phobia here. Everytime I munch something, I'll be worry about my bracket of the braces falling off like last week. Although it's FOC, but I don't like waiting there. And getting nag+scold by my mum. xD I always thought they drill holes and they lock it to your teeth when my sisters have their braces on. Funny thought, huh? Drill holes, what about the holes next time? =) This is call not usong your brains. xD

让你猜猜看他是谁吧！很帅呢！^_^

登登等登，
他
就
是
GYM庄靖毅!

好帅好帅好帅！！！！ 啊~啊~啊~阿~~ =）

The photos that I took is quite blurr, as you can see. =P It's been a long time since I last hold a camera. And my hands are shaky from being too excited to see leng zai~ xD My saliva is drippin~ Waiting for pictures that are more clearer from Ee Cheng. Not fair le, why her pictures are far more clearer than mine? =(


I'm so so so so wierd in that picture!








I should have give her a present, then I can go up the stage, shake her hands, and get some photos of me and her! Nevermind la, she's coming back on May, I think. I'm being kinda dissapointed because I didn't let her sign the album. T_T


Aww, she's cute and he's handsome! ACtually I'm focusing on Queen, but ngam ngam hou Gym is also in the pic. xD














I'll leave the others for myself. Wakaka~ =)

Suppose to go to Pyramid with Jovy today, but too bad, no transport back. =( So it's not I ffk you ah! =P She start calling me with all sorts of names, like hun( that's what I call her, lol), bibi, bao bei and so-on. Btw, have fun with him, you know. Don't break up with him first, see how does your first date goes. I should had gone with her, she'll be paying for ALL my expenses. Muahaha.

At tuition yesterday, Mrs. Lee was teaching us Reproduction. I was laughing till my tears were form. Mahija keep correcting teacher's pronountiation of penis. And she called the testis "balls". LOL, the atmosphere there was like laughing around. I got so confused by the end of the day about those reproduction things. It's suppose to be simple and nice right? But it end up so so so confusing. Well, I mean it's just about making babies right? Why on earth shall we learn where sperms come from and so on? Ishh~ Taking up my brain space~

I can't find anybody to accompany me go to Queen's birthday party on Sunday. T_T, Jovy is suppose to pei me lo, but she haven't gimme the exact answer. =( I won't answer your calls anymore late at night!

That stupid sejarah folio cost me so much money~ Ishh~ But I haven't start doing yet. =P I'll start on MOnday, gua~~ xD

I found out what's to perfect birthday present! My cacated handmade birthday card! Wakaka~ Thanks daddy for being soooo king to give up your golf and bringing me to Cheras on Sunday! Muacks!! <3

Thanks Atan Jie ( or do you still prefer mei mei jie? xD ) for giving me the idea of calling hte enquiry line to ask about the details. Guess what? I can bring one more person there. Hohoho~ Transportation is still a problem for me. Daddy~ Can you just give up one day golf for me? =D

Haha, I've been chattint to Atan Jie through Jes's phone using loudapeaker and poor Jes don't know what we are talking about. Wakaka~ I wanna go! I keep asking Atan Jie do I need to prepare presents or something and she say give her a T-shirt la. Then I begn to joke about undearwears. =) Maybe she's coming with me~ Wee~

Why must the destination be in Cheras? Can't they put somewhere not so city? Ishh~

Apparently I'm waiting for the time to fly~ You can't expect me to do my folio without any infos right? Hah, so it's a total holiday~ I'll start to suffer when it comes to 6.15 this evening. RM7 just flew off~ T_T Vivien, you belanja me la~

JOVY LOH KHEI YING~ you sure have a perfect timing to call me oh? Always call me 11 something, T_T, Kesian your laopo la, your laopo need to sleep le~ Haha~ Does my idea give you any help? So that's why I ask you to watch more 偶像剧! ^_^

OH MY FREAKING GOD! I'm still in the state of shock. I can't believe it! I really can't believe this! How on earth can I be that lucky? I just feel like screaming screaming and screaming now~

Ok, I don't really fancy her THAT much, but who cares? I'm actually going to an artist's birthday party! OH MY GOD*once again*! I've been shouting and jumping since this morning, after I've called-in to My FM and won my entry in the party.

But what if they miss write my handphone number, or my I/C, or my address? And they haven't even call or sms me the exact address. =( The worst thing is my mum doesn't know her way there. T_T There's no second chance, and I must GO! No matter what! Haha, I'm going to let her sign the album. I was stuttering while they ask me to give my details. And god knows how many time I repeat the phrase of what I'm gonna say next. They keep asking me to calm down, and I actually have the chance to speak to 颜莞倩！Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh~

That's even shocking than Jovy's is unavailable now~ Haha~ I was delibrately screaming to her, or I shout? Whatever~ I'm counting for the days to come. I'm praying that my dad knows the way and PLEASE, don't let them mis jott down my details, with not I think I'm gonna kill myself if that really happens.

I didn't get to online yesterday because my mum was really piss off by dunno what thing. She just spank Puggy Dear and open the door and shooed her away. My tears were dropping like hell and I ran off just to chase Puggy back. She kept running away, no matter how I call her. Maybe she's scared that I spank her too? It's raining that time and everywhere is muddy. =( Poor Puggy didn't had her dinner. I mean we did gave it to her, but she doesn't wanna eat it, and my mum maybe got piss off by that thing, throw away all her food, spank her and shooed her out. A bit dramatic, huh?

Planning to sleep early, but I need to wait for the stupid washing machine to finish washing our clothes and transfer the clothes to dryer. I've been sitting there doing nothing but wait. =( I've got nothing to better to do! My dad is watching football, I don't dare to use the laptop. =( By around 11, I was soooo happy to go back to my cosy room and sleep. Reply sms and goodnight!! JOvy rang me up, =( but nevermind, I'm willing to be her talking partner. =) Talk until 12? She wouldn't let me go to sleep! What kind of husband is this? But at last she hang up the phone and I promise to chat with her tonight. Maybe I should pre-charge my phone first? xD

Trying to contact Vivien since yesterday. Tried her handphone, her sis's, her dad's and her grandpa's. Heehee Why set silent mode? Contact her so urgently is because I wanna her to help me photocopy the Sejarah Folio Element Satu. Heehee, I can't find it on Internet! So why not use a lil bit of money? I'm so smart~~ ^_^

I'm currently addicted to Happy Tree Friends! Wee~ It's so cute and disgusting at the same time. Haha, every episode is violence~ Jovy said that she prefer me to watch porn than that. But the problem is, I don't watch porn! xD

JOVY, whatever you choose, I'll suppost you! Hehe, my turn to say these kind of things. xD

My dear mei mei, don't be sad anymore la! You tries your best already, and that's the most important part of all. Although I still wanna my McFlurry. xD

Pn. Siva seems to be in a good mood today. As what I had predicted, we didn't finish our kerja kayu. And what mei mei said makes sense, you know? She says that folio and kerja kayu is not that important, although thay print it out on the sijil, but no one will ask you about your folio's right? They'll just ask about the A's.

Teacher gave back our report paper today. It's paper, not even a card. =( I improve quite a lot! Hehe, and I got 93 for my arts! It's the highest mark I got since secondary school. xD Yea, I got nag by maths teacher, because I didn't finish her work and Ismat pass my book up. =(

I'm sick of the songs and the blogskin already. But I'm too lazy to change it. =P Anyone wanna help me? I wanna play SDO!

美梦真的会成真吗？如果会的话，那就太好了！
我也不晓得为什么他会出现在我的梦中。我们也称不上认识啊！
那个梦真的好奇怪。人生不就是那么的奇怪吗？
我希望，那美梦可以成真。
我也希望，能快点摆脱我的不安。=）

I'm gonna die in my PMR! I just ruined my KH project. Somebody just kill me. I sprayed blue on the wood, and it's not that nice, so I spray another layer of green, which just wouldn't dry and the green layer keep coming off. And we're suppose to finish by tomorrow. It's only one period tomorrow and I haven't even finished my spraying. Oh dear!

My sejarah folio too. We need to find informations on the newspaper. How to find oh? Flip page by page and find the newspaper years ago? They are just so ridiculous! I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die!

Wee~ I skipped school today. =P I'm suppose to cheer for my dear mei mei, so JIA YOU!! Remember my Mcflurry! I know you can score full A's! xD Gotta go, wanna watch movie lo. Bye!

Wee~~ I love this dress a lot! Hehe, but it cost around 160 bucks? Eventhough I have money to buy, my mum sure won't let me wear like that the hor? Tried this with Jes, Jokingly ask her to pay for me.

Went to Pyramid on 11 and came back on 4pm. Just shop 3 bras? =.= Forever 21's clothes are all flowery designed now, maybe it's spring now. But I like the old stocks better! I was trying to get to Lola and buy some cheap stuufs there, =P but my mum wouldn't let me go near that shop. =( She say I won't have time to wear those nice nice pretty pretty shirt because PMR is this year. T_T!! I love Lola's dresses. Audrey is having clearance stock now, all aunty aunty stock. =P But after discont is all less than 20 bucks le~ Went Jusco to hunt for bras, there was only 2 fitting rooms and I need to wait for dunno how long. Ishh, can't you people change faster? You're wasting my time to go window shopping!

Went in to Topshop and have a look. I saw one dress similar to the one I wear on top, but the quality is much much better. Guess how much it cost? It cost around 400 bucks! OMG, who's going to buy that? The stocks there were similar to Forever 21, but much more expensive. WHy is that so? Are people paying for the brand? Ishh~ A bunch of spoil brats!

Daddy bought Jes McFlurry. T_T I want that too! But I just had baked chees rice for lunch. Cut down food! ^_^ Camp was fun, I should have bring camera there. Vivien and I almost got the best camper. Nevermind, we all had fun. Wee~~ I can't wait for kem perdana, teachers said that maybe they'll camp outside of school. Wow~ but Vivien can't accompany me, because she's going Aus. YOu should go with me at the end of the year le~ Who cares is it summer by then? I wanna hug those koalas! And I wanna watch the kangaroo fight too! Everything seems so nice right now. =)

Happy Birthday to you, Puggy Dear! You're already 1 year old, so quit nibbling our toes and be more mature, will you? Well, actually I didn't thought of putting Puggy Dear's photo up here, but it seems boring without any picture.

Today must be the record for me. I didn't talk much after Moral class. I don't know why. Suddenly, I'm just really mad at myself, over nothing. Whole day in class doing folio, I just don't know how to pass my time. Video blog seems fun, you just talk to the webcam or anything elde and ta-daa! But it do sounds pathetic, it seems that you're so lonely until you need to talk to a camera.

当人群散了，突然觉得我可以似掉， 我受不了

I thought I've learnt how to let go. But I'm wrong, very wrong. We need time, don't we? Letting go is far more harder than I expected. Actually I'm ok, not until you suddenly pop in and remind me all those memories that I wanna forget. You know that I wanna forget those memories, why do you wanna keep reminding me all those? I'm sorry I turn you down, ok, maybe it's my fault but I'm not responsible for every single thing!

I realise that I've left my PJ shirt in the school on Wednesday. And it's Thursday today. How come I remember so suddenly? Because I'm packing my bag for the camp. Oh dear, it's a relieve that I had a spare track bottom in my cupboard. ( I've been trying hard not to type thank god, because Soon Zhou is complaining why does all the credits go to god... =.=")

Wee~~~ Sheen Yeen, Mandy, Yi Ting, Shaunie and Hui En are going to the camp with us. =] I'm gonna sleep with a big wide smile on my face tonight. Mei mei, don't worry, my mum won't come in to my room in the middle of the night! I miss them~~ I'm looking forward to tomorrow, school hours will be dreadful to me. I really hope that time will pass faster.

AND I found out that I haven't finish my kerja kayu. I thought I did. I'm still lack of two piece of wood and shit, I need to cut them without using the machine.
=[ Buy a new one and make our work easier! My mum is nagging me about those spraying cans. How do I know that I'll take that long to cut those woods, it's difficult. Neverming, currently longing to go Bukit Tinggi Jusco and Pyramid. Will anyone persuade my mum to let me out and will somebody take me out?

Know what? Khei Ying and Eyan, I'a mad at you two!! But it's ok now. Heehee, AND don't mencabuli me again, ok? It's not fair, two vs one. T_T Well, Gotten all my exam results and it's still ok ok la, at least I got improvements. =P If don't have then die lu, because this exam is just like warming up exercise. Haha, except for the maths. Eeee, I HATE maths now. =(

I found out that the word I DON"T KNOW is quite a good word. =P It can help me answer all questions that I don't know how to answer. Hehe, I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know....

Went out for lunch with Vivien by her car and we came back to school by 1.45pm. We're just a lil late and guess, the gadjet meeting is suppose to start on 1.45pm and it ended up at 2.30pm. Well, Vivien and I were scolding non-stop while we were waiting for those people to turn up. Bad students, huh? At least we can hear those choir students singing. OMG, my cucu in it le, and he didn't tell me. Hmph~~ So from 2.30 to 3.15pm, Vivien and I were just standing there, doing NOTHING! They ask us to come and end up late and we were just standing there like models. =P Clarifying time, it's not that we don't wanna help, it's just that they have enough help! From the pengakaps. =)

The chinese class today was unbelievable! It's so BORING~ Urgh, I've been sleeping for the whole class. =$ I was asleep for 5 minutes, then wake up again in case teacher scold me, then sleep again. Heehee.

Oh ya, to my dear Elaine, thanks for your "love letter" ya? Haha, and that day is NOT a female day. Thanks again!! ^3^

Soon Zhou, do you know that talking with you doesn't make me any happier? Grr, your formula thingy made me think and my mood get worst. Anyway, thanks for your formula, at least it got me laughingfor a while. Haha =) See, I'm smiling now!

He start giving me "advice", and I think it's because of my personal message, because I wrote there, It's a miracle that my eyes don't puff after crying all night.... And he start giving me funny formulas that he invent himself, like:
If you create a bitter candy, and you hate it, you don't throw and you don't keep it, then you don't create it.
Emotion is instantaneously created, so if you create it every istant, it becomes constant emotion.
Your sad because you don't have hope, you don't have hope because you had hope in the first place, hope is created by optimism, and optimism brought by happiness. So it is only possible to have no emotions, when everything is zero.
Why is he like this? Urgh, is it because he went to Singapore for studies. Anyway, thanks again!

I'm really stress talking with him, hehehe, he's erm, talking way to deep. I mean the meaning. Haha, it's not that I don't understand, it's I need a few minutes to think about what he said. And when I ask him why god can't just create a human without emotion, you know what he replied? He say that because God wanna watch soap opera. Wakaka~~

Finish watching PS I Love You, seriously, I prefer the novel. And I found out that we have movie for Confession of Shopaholic! OMG, I wanna watch it!! Wee~~ I think they combine it in one movie, I THINK. Mum and dad kinda ban me from going to Ikano, because I'll start begging them to buy me novels when we go there. So now I'm at home surfing net while they go to Ikano! T_T, reading culture is good!