Firstly, I would like to apologize for not blogging for a while. Right, my besties will know why and for those who doesn't know why, too bad lo!

I would like to declare here that you have no rights to say that I'm too happy or whatever shitty things you're trying to say. What do you expect me to do? Cry in front you every single second to show how depressed I am? I'm so sorry, but my tears is for myself, not for proving to people like you. I know when I can show my true feelings and when I should gear myself up and be bubbly like usual. I don't need you to remind me of how to be myself! If you're really that free, why don't you sort out your own life first? I seriously think that my life right now is better than yours like about a million times!

Secondly, I would like to thank my friends for making such a wonderful gift! Many thanks to them! Sometimes I do wonder, why friends can treat us better then our own family do? Is it because we don't see each other 24/7 or it is because we can choose our friends?

There are too much things that I wanna blurt it out to feel better but I know I can't do it here. Thanks for those who are willing to hear me talk! =)

Will end this post short and I got my results back today. Not bad, but not still satisfied.

Tata~

Finally there's some good news after all the bad ones.

We have 3 of our papers back, which is:
-Additional Mathematics
-Physics
-Biology

And I got A for those 3 subjects! (2As and 1A-)
Freaking happy and excited! I mean like, I'm half expecting to fail my Additional Mathematics but it turns out to be A!!!!! Maybe God pity me and gave me some good news instead of bad news? Who knows, right? Actually passing up my workbook really helps a lot. You just need to pass up the workbook which is completed on certain chapters, and teacher will give you 6 marks. But the 6 marks actually worth you 22 marks, I think. So without that 6 marks, I will not have the result that I'm having now.

I still regretted that I told teacher that she marked wrongly on my Physics paper. If add marks for me is like better, but I don't know what is on my mind that time and I told teacher that she marked 2 questions wrongly!
2 FREAKING QUESTIONS THAT CONSIST 5 FREAKING MARKS!!!!!
So, my marks went down from 78% to 73%. T___T
But nevermind, I still have A- and I'm still the top scorer in the class for physics.
Muahaha, I suddenly felt that I'm smarter than usual! Maybe the conversation with Jocelyn yesterday helps!

For Biology I got 80% and I'm quite satisfy with my marks actually! :)
There was one which is suppose to be cell, but I wrote tissue. -.-
Anothere one should by excretory system, but I got too excited when I saw the penis, and I wrote there male reproductive system. -.-x2
This teaches me a lesson to read and look at the picture/diagram/instructions carefully.

I'm still worried sick about my Pendidikan Moral and Sejarah. But I'm definitely looking forward to my Modern Mathematics paper!! Was aiming to score 100%. Bah, let's see whether I can make my dream come true. :P

So wish me luck for the other subjects ya?

Stupid laptop stupid keyboard. I had this lappie for less than a month and now, it's keyboard went haywired. I mean like what kind of quality is that? And mind you, I type my essay with an external keyboard so don't say things such as you typed too much on that keyboard. Hello? Keyboard is for you to type!!!!!

Anyway, went to Kai Lee's sweet sixteen birthday yesterday. Was quite fun overall.
They had games such as musical chairs, musical box, riddle and lots more.
And I won a chocolate bar by answering the riddle correctly!

My tummy was aching since I came back home and I went to the toilet for numerous time from last night till just now! >.<
No idea why my tummy is aching.

I can do the bow hair style!! <3
know it's outdated, but it's still fab! =P
Actually I wanna tie this to Kai Lee's birthday party, but Vivien says it's weird. ={

I just say I wanna slim down yesterday and guess what did I had for my breakfast today? BAK KUT TEH!!!

Regret like hell now! I feel like puking out everything now.

Since I have nothing to blog about, I shall blog out this interesting conversation that I had with this guy this morning.

During our msn conversation, * I edited some censored words!*
很高兴见到你们！says :
Hi

很高兴见到你们！just sent you a nudge.

sotseine says :
hi

很高兴见到你们！says :
how old are u ?

sotseine says :
get lost

很高兴见到你们！says :
?

sotseine says :
I

很高兴见到你们！says :
u now f**king with people?

sotseine says :
ASK
U
TO
GET
LOST
DOESN"T
MEAN
I"M
F**KING
WITH
PEOPLE!

很高兴见到你们！says :
ok
how old are u ?

sotseine says :
you don't know english is it
i asked you to get lost la

很高兴见到你们！says :
i age 22
u?

sotseine says :
3 years old

很高兴见到你们！says :
walau
i just ask u how old are you
then why u so angry?

sotseine says :
i where got angry
which part of u see i'm angry?

很高兴见到你们！says :
no
your chinese is better?
i want ask u something
about chinese
can?

sotseine says :
why ask me chinese need ask my age?

很高兴见到你们！says :
u know how to write essay?
no la
i want write an essay

sotseine says :
then write la

很高兴见到你们！says :
i dunno how to do
can u help me ?
u can write then send to me
can?

sotseine says :
why do i need to help u write le?

很高兴见到你们！says :
pls lo

sotseine says :
i got not enough time for myself dy, where got so much time help u write
somemore i dun even know u
-.-

很高兴见到你们！says :
lol
just help ma
lol
假如再有一次机会
write essay
so hard

sotseine says :
then dun write lo
-.-
u think i'm ur maid ah, help u do ur work
somemore i got no benefit also
u gimme 1000 usd la

很高兴见到你们！says :
lol
pls lo

sotseine says :
你神经病的！去哦又不认识你，干嘛要帮你啊？变态！

*blocked him from msn*

Oh ya, Meng Jiun first sentence of our converstion is :
~oh my god
~ur novel is damn damn awesome

^-^ I <3>.< Meng Jiun and I made a deal.
If I won the competition, I'll belanja him makan, if I lose then vice versa.
Because he's too confident that I'll win and I have no confident that I'll win. xD

Hui Sin and I keep sms-ing each other to see what are we going to wear tonight for Kai Lee's birthday party.
So I think sometimes going to big party is not that good, because
*Wear too nice people cooment you trying to act cute/attract guy's attention etc.
*Wear casually then people will comment that you don't respect the host for dressing too casual

So the conclusin for the day is
GO TO THE PARTY NAKED!! =D

匿名的好友

“哎，怎么又跳错舞步啊？”莫莉不悦地皱起眉头，嘀咕着。“奇怪了，怎么对面的马路停着一辆搬家公司的车啊？难不成对面那历史悠久的公寓终于有人搬进去住？可是，那公寓已经很旧耶，怎么还会有人穷到愿意住这种丑不啦叽的烂房子啊？对面那女孩的年龄看起来和我一样，有没有可能成为我的新同学呢？想一想，还是不可能吧？我在这所国中也待了三年，从来就没有同学转进或转出， 全都是老面孔，看了就讨厌！”即将开学，菲佣也烫好了校服，莫莉的假期作业也都完成了，脸上没来不及准备或作业未完成的焦急；烦的无非是因假期逝去的感伤，以及不想看见同学。

家境富裕，外貌甜美，成绩永远名列前茅的莫莉，最棘手的是人际关系。这种关系好像永远不变地再班上流传，四十个人在一起，同学虽然不再有男女的区隔；三五成群的小团体，在一切分组活动中结熏，却像楚河汉界般壁垒分明。不知为何，莫莉总是孤零零地被排挤在小圈圈之外。

奇怪的是，并没有人明显地对她表示不屑或厌恶的表情，但被排挤的讯息却很有默契地在同学之间织了张网，看不见影子，也没声音；但她却感受得到那张网的存在。那网上的每一条线都拉扯着她脆弱的神经，她没办法去摆脱仿佛在空气冻结的束缚，那种不痛不痒却被抛弃的难过，比公然被斥骂还令她感到可恨。她也不屑去理会他们，论家境，外貌，成绩，她可是人群中的公主，高高在上。她又干嘛自贬身份，去讨好那些庸庸碌碌的小丑？

“小姐，吃晚饭了！”陈管家轻柔的叫着，深怕得罪大小姐般的小心翼翼。“陈管家，我爸跟我妈呢？”“哦，先生和太太临时有重要的客户要应酬，恐怕不能和小姐一起共用晚餐了。”“知道了。”莫莉嘟着嘴。

老爸是任职知名马桶公司的总经理，老妈也是彩妆公司的高级主管，忙得连家里有个女儿都忘了吧？ 他们哪天回来不是三更半夜？虽然有用不完的大把钞票，但她的内心总有说不出口的孤单和寂寞。装潢富丽的房子，金属玻璃的反光闪闪，反而倒映她内心的孤独；宽阔的空间，让她感觉到家里的冷清。

莫莉随便吞了几口饭菜就回到她的公主卧室了。她整个房间都油了粉红色的漆，因为粉红色是她最爱的颜色。床单，窗帘，电脑到地铺都是粉红色，让整个房间充满了公主的味道。她杂乱的情绪，不知摆放在哪里；角落那把抢眼的白色钢琴，她突然觉得它也好可怜好寂寞，于是擦掉琴键上的灰尘，拿出琴谱开始边弹边唱起了《匿名的朋友》。

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夜里，街上的嘈杂声已沉寂，人车稀少，只有几块霓虹灯招牌闪闪亮着。刚和哥哥般来新家的言佳雨，忙碌了一整天，躺在单人床上，很想睡的闭上干涩的双眼。为了能让言佳麟在工作上比较方便， 他们两兄妹决定把家搬到雪兰莪州，一再打听，才知道附近的这所国中有舞蹈班，她可以转进去，继续学习跳舞。哥哥佳麟跑了好多地方才选择了环境最差，设备最烂的这间；因为房租最便宜。

小小的房间没有点灯，只有窗外透进了微弱的银白光线。佳雨躺在木板床上，她觉得家里穷，哥哥赚钱辛苦，眼眶不禁湿润起来。如果不是困苦环境的磨练，她的青春年少该有点梦幻的诗情吧？可是，她的心灵里只有超越年龄的早熟和替哥哥分担着环境的忧愁。

突然，一个长长的单音，画破了寂静，接着是一串串悠扬的音符。黑暗中佳雨坐起身子，享受优美琴音与耳膜的共振。她走到窗边，知道钢琴声是从对面的大厦传出的。“哇，好漂亮的大厦哦！”佳雨映望着铺满了星星的夜空，却看不到大厦的顶端，心里好羡慕。“不知道是谁这么幸运， 家中有钱又会弹钢琴？”言佳雨绝对想不到：弹钢琴的，会是她即将见面的同学—莫莉。

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开学日，言佳雨进了舞蹈班教室，老师要她自我介绍。同学们对这位新转进的同学感到新鲜好奇外，也带着欢迎的惊喜，全班一致鼓起热烈的掌声。“大家好，我是言佳雨，因为哥哥工作的关系，所以搬来这里，很高兴认识大家，请多多指教。”佳雨露出可人的微笑，鞠躬下台。这个绑着马尾，轮廓分明的五官，谈吐之间流露出一股超越国中学生的稳重与成熟的转学生，引起了同学们的窃窃私语；莫莉强烈感受得同学和导师对她的喜爱。身高相当，佳雨被安排坐在莫莉旁边，入座时还甜甜的向她抿嘴一笑，莫莉有点来不及反应而尴尬，愣愣地看着她轻巧巧地转身，发上的缎带随着身体上下而扬起了一道美丽的孤线，姿势是那么优雅迷人，可望而不可及的气韵从她的身上飘散。也许是座位近，又是对面新搬来的邻居，佳雨很快就和莫莉熟识，友好起来。不，应该是佳雨和班上的所有同学都相当的要好；在这个处处是小团体的班级了，她近乎神奇地打破了隔阂，和所有人都建立起一定程度的亲密。她像是一只美丽的蝴蝶，到处受人欢迎。

心灵极度孤独的莫莉，需要友情的慰藉。全班的旧生都与她为敌似的。在幽暗的心灵角落，全新面貌的佳雨就像一线曙光向她走来。她不仅要紧紧抓住它，而且不许别人分享佳雨的友谊。
“佳雨，你刚搬来这里，如果需要什么帮忙找我就好。”莫莉讨好地说，“我们的导师最疼我了，有事我会陪你去告诉她。”
佳雨点点头，嫣然一笑像春天刚绽开的花朵，鲜艳美丽；她脸上习惯有的忧愁不见了。她心里十分感激；在她初到陌生的环境，莫莉慷慨又热情地向她伸出第一只友情之手。
“谢谢你，莫莉。你真好！”
“我的家境好，成绩又好，可是同学对我都不怎么友善。我很可怜，也不知为什么？”莫莉感叹地说。
“不会吧，你这么漂亮，而且人也很好呀！”佳雨由衷地赞美。
“我真的没得罪他们，也不知道他们讨厌我的原因。”莫莉声音哽咽，差点掉下眼泪。
她的自怜自艾终于有了回报。
佳雨握着她的双手说：“我一定当你的好朋友！”
纯真的佳雨一诺千金，加上莫莉特意的示好与拉拢，随着时间的推移，一种奇异的关系隐然成型——莫莉与佳雨批次彼此是最好的朋友。
她们一起上下学，一起吃便当，一起上厕所，一起牵手到舞蹈教室练舞......。对于莫莉来说，佳雨的出现不仅帮她剪开那张孤独的网，而且让她在班上嗅到友情的芳香，在人际关系上注入了活力，她特别特别喜欢她。

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开学后的第二个周末，佳雨刚认识了新环境。莫莉邀请佳雨到她家玩；出自于拉拢感情与夸耀家境的双重心理。踏进莫莉的家，佳雨睁大了眼睛，宫殿般的客厅装饰，在如葡萄串倒吊的水晶灯拂照下，显得无比富丽，价值不菲的酒柜与沙发椅座， 加上晶莹剔透的磁砖地，让佳雨走起路来都小心翼翼，好像灰姑娘刚到王子似的，大开眼界又觉得自己的身份卑微。 看到莫莉家的光景没、，想到自己家的寒酸简陋，佳雨心中浮起未有的羡慕与嫉妒：“为什么我我们的家境会差那么多？”

莫莉拉她进书房，叫管家泡了两杯卡布奇诺。整整一个下午，莫莉分享了她的一切，不论是那些好像没翻阅过的新书，电脑里的游戏，或是那些式样千姿百态的时髦玩偶，佳雨都可以尽情地去玩弄与触摸。更多的时候，她是静静地坐在莫莉身边，听她弹钢琴，奏出一曲又一曲哀怨有优美的琴音。佳雨唯一不解的是，莫莉好像不愿谈她的父母亲。

“喂！佳雨，我们是最好的朋友对不对？”莫莉打断佳雨继续沉醉在爱情小说世界。
“当然是。”佳雨心不在焉地回答。
“那你永远做我最好，而且是唯一的好朋友。”莫莉以期待的眼神望着佳雨。她本来是孤独的，回到家也是寂寞的，她好不容易才遇到佳雨这根浮木，她可要紧紧抓着不放。
“好啊！”佳雨不加思考，就答应了。开学一个多月，她觉得莫莉真的好像没半个朋友；记得她以前说过，同学们不知为什么都不喜欢她，似乎她的条件太好，像遥不可及的孤星，所以她也没再去问缘由。
“那我们来打勾勾！”莫莉兴奋的说道。
“打勾勾？”佳雨不解地问。
“对啊！像承诺一样，保证我们永远不变心。”
两个女孩双手勾着，慎重且煞有其事的许下承诺。在逆光的书房里，莫莉的神情是认真的：“我们永远都是好朋友。”
两人的手还紧勾着。在肃穆的气氛中，佳雨隐约感受到订立契约的隆重，心想：我会是你永远的好友。

然而时境会迁变，这个打勾勾的契约，却因为莫莉的某些心态而变质了。先是期中考试，她虽然维持第一名的宝座，佳雨却以一分之差紧追在后，严重构成了她的威胁，让她失去遥遥领先的光彩。接着，在舞蹈教室的表现，那些动作，不论是侧翻，飞腿，倒立，大花刀，十三响......身材纤柔的佳雨好像是天生的舞蹈胚子，每一投足举步都恰到好处，姿势优美；老师时常都以无懈可击来赞美她。而莫莉呢？练习再久，都跳不出那份美丽的神韵，永远比不上佳雨的完美。国中第二学期，佳雨更抢了她的班长宝座。以往班长由级任老师指定，莫莉虽得不到同学的喜爱，但由于她常常送礼给老师，老师特别疼爱她，成绩与长相她都是班上的第一，老师顺理成章的指定她当班长。

如今，老师说：“连总统都是民选了，何况是班长。”
班长由全班同学选举。选前，莫莉送金沙巧克力给同学们，他们却把票都投给了佳雨，让莫莉觉得丢尽面子。佳雨当上班长，原本成熟伶俐的她，负起班上的大小事务，表现得可圈可点。连科任老师都赞美她，什么事都交给佳雨办。而佳雨不了解莫莉心中的难堪，不管到哪里都拉着她作伴。为了先前打勾勾的承诺，光彩被唯一的朋友抢尽，莫莉脆弱的心被刺痛了还要强颜欢笑。佳雨像校园中飞舞的魅力蝴蝶，师师长赞美的焦点；在佳雨耀眼的光芒下，莫莉黯然失色。她像让红花更艳丽的绿叶，只剩承托佳雨的价值。
“因为佳雨是我的好朋友。”
“那是当然的，佳雨和我最要好。”
“没办法，我和佳雨是好朋友嘛！”莫莉不得不如此地向大家宣告佳雨和她是好朋友，来替失落的心灵找个借口。

过去曾打勾勾约定的承诺，已随着宣告次数的频繁，原先那种情感紧密依靠的感觉，像是失去了效力的仙女棒，逐渐转变成另一种形式的负担。直到有一天，佳雨被学校派去参观别校的舞蹈展，莫莉才惊诧地觉得，那个短暂的上午是多么的孤单难挨，她又回到佳雨未转进学校的落寞情景。没有人陪她吃便当，没有人要陪她上厕所，也没有人要上课时偷偷传字条给她；往日孤寂无助的感觉重新涌上心头。莫莉顿时觉得，她过渡依赖了佳雨，她也渐渐的习惯了佳雨的存在，没了她，她的日子好无聊，好无趣。

有一件事，让莫莉不平衡的心灵较安稳了些。佳雨是她家的常客，佳雨因为家中景物破旧而自卑，不敢邀请莫莉上门；要不是莫莉提起要到她家的话，她永远也不可能主动邀请她。那天傍晚，她们俩并肩走在回家的路。
莫莉突然想到她没去过佳雨家。
“佳雨，我想到你家坐坐呢！”
“对哦，我忘了，你还没到过我家。”佳雨以平常的口吻带点戏谑，说道：“我家很老旧简陋，欢迎大小姐光临参观。”


进了佳雨的家门，眼前的景象有点吓倒了莫莉。
“天啊！佳雨怎么在这样的地方住得习惯啊？”莫莉内心喊叫着。
狭窄的楼梯连一盏灯都没有，用红塑胶皮包铁片的扶手已歪斜脱落。走进佳雨的客厅，她看见地板上铺的塑胶皮老旧脱色，只有两张用藤制的椅子，以及一台二十吋的老旧黑白电视机。比起佳雨，她觉得自家的物质享受不知高级几倍。真是人各有其面，像佳雨这么多才多艺的漂亮女孩，家境竟然是那么的贫乏不起眼。至少，佳雨的家境是远不可及我的......。

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“咦，怎么抽屉里又有一封匿名信啊？莫莉，刚才有没有人来过啊？”佳雨好奇的问道。
“没有耶，我刚才去了图书馆一趟。怎么了吗？你又收到匿名信哦？好好哦，都没人送我鼓励信，叫我好好专心跳舞。”莫莉嘟着嘴对佳雨撒娇。
“佳雨啊，我刚刚看到你那个舞蹈班的小学妹来过耶！”宝珠热情的通知佳雨。
“我舞蹈班的小学妹？谁啊？叫什么名字？”
“那个戴厚厚的眼镜，还绑牙的那个小学妹，头发梳成两个可爱的小辫子，很像叫做什么伟珊的。”宝珠搔搔头，不好意思地说出伟珊的名字。
“快点快点，快告诉我们信里的内容！”莫莉迫不及待地一直摇晃佳雨的左手。
“好吧，我开始念了哦！你好，我是“守着佳雨的太阳”。昨天，我看见你在舞蹈教室里的神情像有心事般，还频频跳错舞步呢！若你......。”

自从三个月前，佳雨一直在她的抽屉里发现一些匿名信，而且信都是来自于“守着佳雨的太阳”。信的内容都是一些鼓励着佳雨的话，而且这个“守着佳雨的太阳”对佳雨的行踪都了如指掌。“守着佳雨的太阳”都知道佳雨发生过什么事，就像是她的守护神，因为佳雨的一切都逃不过它的法眼。奇怪的是，都没人看过是谁把信放进佳雨的抽屉。难道“守着佳雨的太阳”就是佳雨的守护神？

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“佳雨，你跳舞又跳错拍子了！专心点！你还是到一旁先休息吧。”甄玫老师不悦地神情让其他的同学们都加紧脚步认真练习，免得被遭殃。
“怎么了吗？很少看你跳舞那么不专心。”莫莉以关心的口气来慰问佳雨。
“没有啦，我只是在想到底是谁在送我那些匿名信。”
“何必为了那位莫名其妙的“守着佳雨的太阳”而不专心跳舞啊？难不成你看不出甄玫老师是在反复思考要找谁代表校方参加那《火之艳》的比赛吗？赶快起来继续练舞啦！”莫莉被佳雨气得直跳脚。
“佳雨，莫莉，经过老师的一番思考，加上你们又是舞蹈班的精英，我想要你们每天放学后留在学校练习舞蹈，我之后会再选你们其中一位代表校方参加《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛。不晓得你们ｏｋ吗？”甄玫老师甜甜地说，刚才那对着佳雨凶的表情都不见了。甄玫老师可是学校的数一数二的大美女，她的座位上时常都有男老师送她的巧克力，卡片和鲜花。
“当然没问题！我们一定不会辜负老师对我们的期望，一定会很努力的把舞给练好的！”莫莉激动的握着老师的手，像在表演舞台剧的夸张，惹得甄玫老师和佳雨哈哈大笑。

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“好，干得好，来继续，一，二，三，四，五，六，七，八......。”甄玫老师满意地看着莫莉和佳雨的舞步。这两个小妮子的学习能力出乎意料的快，而且一点就通，连甄玫老师都佩服她们。“莫莉，你先下台休息一下吧，老师想纠正一下佳雨的舞步，让它比较完美。”
“哦，好的。佳雨，加油加油！”莫莉嬉皮笑脸地为她的好友打气。
就在佳雨在舞台上表演舞蹈的同时，被不知从哪来出现的宝珠推了一把。
“小心！”
顿时，全部动作都像是慢动作般，台上的灯罩掉了下来，弄得满地都是玻璃碎。第一个从错愕中醒来的是甄玫老师，　她立刻下了指令：“宝珠，快把佳雨扶开，要是踏到玻璃碎就不好了。”“莫莉，快通知校长和清洁阿姨，快！”

五分钟后，地上的玻璃碎都被清洁阿姨扫干净了。校长也证实了灯罩的铁线是被人用刀片割坏的。
“是谁那么坏心眼把铁线割坏的啊？幸好佳雨没事！”莫莉愤怒的说。
“没关系啦，最重要是现在我人没事啊！”佳雨赶紧安慰莫莉，深怕她会因此而搞大事情。
“老师，我想去旁边休息一下。”

“怎么会发生这样的事情啊？到底是谁那么恨我啊？”佳雨不解地嘀咕着。“我又没得罪任何人？为什么要那样对付我呢？那个人又怎么知道站在台上的人一定是我啊？
“佳雨姐，刚刚你们还没来的时候，我看到伟珊有偷偷摸摸的进来，会不会是她做的啊？”宝珠害臊的搔骚头，每当她紧张时她都会习惯性的搔头。
“应该不可能吧？我和她又没过节。”
“很难说哦，可能她在气你不回信给她呢？但这也不能怪你啦，我们又不确定是不是伟珊送你那些匿名信。”不知从哪里蹦出来的莫莉赶紧回答。
“佳雨姐，莫莉姐，你们还是先离开吧，我看这橱好像不太稳耶，一直摇摇晃晃的。”宝珠好心发言警告。
果真，当莫莉，佳雨和宝珠离开后，那用木制作的旧橱就这样倒了下来，把所有人给吓坏了。“我看，你们还是现回家好了，这里突然发生那么多事，我不想你们受到任何的伤，以免影响到你们在《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛。”甄玫老师和校长催促他们过后，就赶紧的回校长室讨论刚刚所发生的事。

“咦，莫莉，我包包里好像有封信。不知道是谁放进去的。”
“是吗？赶快拿出来看一看是不是那“守着佳雨的太阳”写给你的。伟珊她到底想怎样啊？一边些鼓励信给你，另一边又作小动作来陷害你让你去不成比赛。她也是个舞者，怎么会不清楚这是个难得的机会来让我们表现及发展呢？”
“喂，我想请问这位莫莉小姐怎么会比本小姐更激动呢？”
“哎哟，人家是关心你嘛！”莫莉害臊的摸摸鼻子。
“这个“守着佳雨的太阳”想约我今晚在学校的礼堂见面耶！你说我该不该去呢？我很好奇这“守着佳雨的太阳”究竟是谁。给我意见，好不好？”佳雨一脸困惑的问莫莉。
“我觉得你应该去和她见面。见了面不就什么都能搞清楚吗？你也可以乘机问问她究竟要做什么啊！那不就什么谜底都能解开了吗？”莫莉兴奋地提议。

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“喂，有人在吗？”言佳雨已经在礼堂待了差不多十分钟了，但那位“守着佳雨的太阳”却没出现。“奇怪了，明明约了在十点，怎么到现在都还没出现啊？”
哒，哒，哒，哒，　均匀的脚步声从礼堂的大门响起。佳雨迫不及待的转过身，但眼前的景象却让她不知所措。
“莫莉？你怎么回来啊？是给我壮壮胆吗？还是太八卦了，迫不及待的要知道谁是“守着佳雨的太阳”？”佳雨开玩笑的亏损着。
“你是那么的相信我啊？还是你只是笨的可怜？难道你到现在还不明白？我就是“守着佳雨的太阳”！是我要陷害你的！是我要让你受伤，让你去不成比赛的！”莫莉红着脖子的呐喊。
“我不明白，你为什么要这样的对我？你为什么要陷害我？我们不是最要好的朋友吗？”
“朋友？我呸！你有真心的想当我的朋友吗？没有！你只是在可怜我而已！在你还没出现之前，老师是疼爱的；但自从你出现之后，一切都变了！我所有的光彩都被你抢尽了！你口口声声地说要当我的好朋友，但最后你不是当了班长之后就死命拉着我四处帮老师吗？你不要以为我不知道，其实你这么做只是想让老师们和同学们知道你比我还能干，让我难堪！”
“不，莫莉，你误会我了。事情不是你想像的那样......”
“你不要再假惺惺了。这里没有外人在，你有何必再装下去呢？”
“莫莉，你听我解释，可能我的行为让你误会了，可是我真的是把你当成我的好朋友啊！你又为什么要说信是伟珊送的呢？”
“哼，我看，遭受老师们和同学们爱戴的言佳雨也聪明不到哪儿去！我这样做是要把嫌疑和罪名都推给伟珊！是她自作自受！谁叫她羡慕和崇拜的不是我而是你？哈哈哈哈，这是她自找的！”
“你疯了！你是想人气想到疯了？伟珊她是无辜的！”
“对，你是无辜的，伟珊也是无辜的，只有我最该死是不是？今晚，我就要把你的腿给打废了，让你去不成《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛，老师就一定会选我去了！哈哈哈哈！我倒想看看，打断你的腿后，你还有没有机会可以在舞蹈上打败我？这世界上没有人可以打败我！”
佳雨听了后连忙拿了包包就跑开。她想还是先回避一下，让莫莉冷静后在慢慢的和她解释清楚。
“哎呀！”忙着跑开的佳雨没发现到地上的一滩水，滑倒了，并且扭到了脚腕。
“哼，我看你还能往哪里跑！”莫莉说完便用了全身的力气把铁棒挥向佳雨的脚。
“完了完了，我这一辈子就这样完了！”就当佳雨想放弃的同时，伟珊突然从莫莉的旁边出现，还给了莫莉一个过肩摔，让莫莉痛苦的躺在地上呻吟。
“佳雨姐，你没事吧？我已经通知了甄枚老师和校长，他们应该快到了！”伟珊担心的检查佳雨的脚伤。
“伟珊，对不起！我起初不该怀疑你想陷害我！但是我想不到你竟然是柔道高手耶！”佳雨衷心地向伟珊道歉。
“伟珊，佳雨，你们都没事吧？伟珊，你先把佳雨扶去一旁吧！”甄枚老师吩咐道。
“莫莉同学，你的所作所为实在令我们太失望了！你为了个人利益，竟然不计任何代价的伤害对待你最好的朋友！我和甄枚老师已经查了校方的闭路电视，发现竟然是莫莉同学把灯罩的铁线给割坏。难道莫莉同学不知道身为舞者，双腿是最重要的吗？舞者能不能在台上发光发热，全靠那双灵活的双腿！莫莉同学，就算佳雨同学的脚伤未能在《火之艳》的舞蹈比赛前完全复原，我们学校宁可自动弃权也不可能会派出向你这样自私自利的学生代表学校！莫莉同学，你等着收到你的退学信吧！”校长狠狠地说完后就扶着佳雨去医院检查伤势。

莫莉和佳雨万万想不到她们的友情竟然会是这样的结尾。一心一意地想要表达出她对两人友谊是无比认真的佳雨对此事自责不已。佳雨认为莫莉会变成这样子是自己一手造成的。

真正的友情不依靠什么，不依靠事业、祸福和身份，不依靠经历、地位和处境。它在本质上拒绝功利，拒绝归属，拒绝契约。它是独立人格之间的互相呼应和确认，它使人们独而不孤，互相解读自己存在的意义。因此，所谓朋友，是使对方活得更加温暖、更加自在的那些人。

::The End::

Thanks for reading! Any suggestions or any suitable changes kindly let me know! =)

p.s It's now 8009 words instead of 7937 words! =P

I made a few changes here and there to make it urm, nicer and it ended up with more words!

Okay, relatives kept commenting about how fat I've become. :x

And I noticed it, okay! No need to remind me again!!!!

So, I decided to do workouts routine and I WILL slim down until your jaw drops down in disbelieve! Although it is most likely I'll get fatter by the time you next meet me. =P

Don't know why la, the feng shui (geomancy) here is like good for making babies and people fatter. :x

Really, the babies population is increasing day by day 9 months by 9 months! I can even volunter to do the statistic for you! I mean, people ARE always getting pregnant in this area. Don't bother to ask me why, ask them instead. Maybe they wanna save their income on condoms or contraceptive pills? Who knows? xD

SO? My main point is, I got to get my lazy bum bum up the chair and get my face away from my lappie and start doind exercise! Oh, and shove my face away from foods, please! But I don't think that is agood solution, because my friends will know that I can't resist food and oh my, you should look at the meals I eat in school!

Prefects hate me because I always bring food outside the canteen! =P

Oh yea, oh yea, I finally finished my chinese essay like after so long!

We're suppose to write around 3000 words, and guess how much I wrote??

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I'm like freaking proud of myself wei! Feel like puting swear words in front to enforce how proud I am to finsih the essay in 2 days. Well, the two days seems like forever, with lots of things that happened lately and I'm grateful to have friends that are encouraging.

Unlike some so-called friends! Hah!

Will post the story up later, after I check it once again for corrections and stuffs like that. =)

I probably should like ask you guys to read Xiaxue's script about Jack Neo's press conference. I know she is already famous but no harm help her advertise more, right? I was laughing like shiat when I saw that post and it is really freaking funny!

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2010/03/hey-look-look-its-jack-neo-entry.html

Vivien and I watched her wedding solemnization ceremony LIVE! Then we were discussing in msn about how lucky she is to have sponsors for her wedding and so forth. I even sent her the link to Xiaxue's wedding photos and she said that the photos are nice, besides the word speechless. =D

One essay down, 3 more to go.

p.s Due to the excessive crying for few days in a row, my eyes are all puffy and red for every single day! Why did I cry? For personal reasons and of course another reason is watching taiwanese dramas! I don't understand why do I always cry when I watch taiwanese dramas.

Finally stopped myself from watching Hi My sweetheart, although there's just this one tiny episode left, but I think I'll force myself to finish my homeworks first.

It's so pathetic that I can't even remember the chinese words. >.<

It's only less than half a year I stopped chinese and stopped reading chinese novels.

How can I forget chinese so fast? I've been learning it like 9 years and I forget it all in less than a year? Maybe I'll need to read chinese novels back?

So when I'm writing my chinese essay, I'll need to like look into the big big dictionary for correct words for each sentence. And gosh, it makes me so stupid to look for those easy words. And I can predict that my essay will be full with wrong words and so forth.

So, wish me luck ya? One essay writing now, and 3 more to go!

Wei Seine, be happy and don't worry!

Everything is gonna be alright, I guess.

Thank you to my darling Vivien for being there when I needed her and indeed she's a good listener! =D

And thank you to another friend of mine who gave me good advices and ask me to stay positive! =) Thank you for sharing your "experience" with me!

Thank you all and I'll try to be happier, kay?

Everything is gonna be alright!! =D

Holiday is boring!

Everyday wake up, eat, watch tv, then go online, then eat again, then watch tv again, then online again! >.<

Ok la, holidays give me time to catch up with taiwan dramas. =D

Currently watching Hi my Sweetheart ( 海派甜心) and I was crying like shit when Show Luo and Rainir Yang "break up". I can't even finished my favourite pasta dinner. :X

Can't download PPStream so I downloaded PPLive. But when I shut off my lappie and re-on it, I can't seem to open the program back. =(

Anyone wanna go shopping/yamcha? xD

-I seriously hope that you're okay-

Alert! Meetoto virus! =D
Meng Jiun, Joanne, Elaine are always in meetoto singing. Sometimes including me la, but I'll be the audience! Hah! And everytime I'll need to assure them that their singing is perfectly fine, not as bad they think. Anyway, gambateh!

You say that :
if I need someone, you will be always there for me.
Really? Do you actually meant that? I doubt it.

Oh ya, what you saw is perfectly true. And I ain't deleting any post!

Vivien and I were admiring how nice to be a professional blogger and have a fully sponsored wedding! :X

p.s Will try my best to insert at least one picture for every post, because Elaine say mine is like information web page! Lolx

:: This post is dedicated to Elaine!::

Oops! I just remembered that I was suppose to blog about a very special person
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It's KAI TENG!!

Basically, it's a stuffed racoon toy. But we ( which is Joanne and I ) named it Kai Teng because Kai Chean gave it to Elaine, and we just combine their names la! See, so creative right? =D
-Hoping that I won't get bashed up after I post this post-

Well, I was hoping to put the picture up, but too bad I don't have a camera nor a phone to capture a picture of Kai Teng, but nevermind, there's a technology call internet right?

So I tried looking it up on their website and I just found out that the real name for the stuffed racoon is Lemme. Cute name, huh?
Yoohoo and friends
The eyes is like freaking big and you can even mirror your image through Kai Teng's eyes!

Anyone willing to sponsor me a mini version of it? But I don't want Lemme, I want either
-Pamme ( A pink racoon)
-Ping ( A pink dolphin )
-Sparkee ( A black and pink racoon )
or
-Kookee ( A blue penguin )

I'm not greedy so either one will do! =D Will love you to death if you're willing to give me one
No wonder Kai Teng is so familiar when I first saw it, you know why? Because Hui Sin have the keychain of Pamee! She hang it on her tuition bag and I did comment about the cuteness of her keychain.
-Jealous to death-

Gah, it's pricey but we'll see. If I still love one of it then I'll definitely buy it.
Aurora's stuff toys is quite pricey, I once gotten myself a stuff kitty toy and it cost like hell man!
Netherless, I still bought it because it's too cute! Hah!

Anyone have any ideas to make my sottie ( Original name : Sotbear ) more puffy/fat?
She's too skinny! Maybe I squash her too often when I'm asleep so she's very very thin now.

Well, since I've finished my 1st term exam, I'll summarize abit on my papers and how do I feel when I flip throught the exam papers.

-Tuesday (9/3/2010)-
*Bahasa Melayu*
We need to do a ringkasan, and of course pemahaman. Then, 6 questions on tatabahasa, which I really sucks at that.
Ringkasan? I can't think about the 2 extra points that we're suppose to add in ourself. Pemahaman? I can't even answer the 1st question!
Tatabahasa? Oh my god, anyone save me? There are suppose to be 2 corrections on each question and I only found one each on the 1st 3 question and I found none on the last 3 questions! Tell me how on earth I'm gonna pass.

*Sejarah*
The moment I open the paper, I feel like passing it up blank. But being extremely scared of being scold later, I filled in the blanks with craps that I think teacher will bang her head on the wall and regret having a student in the class like me.

*Physics*
Oh my god! There's a structure question that is EXACTLY the same as one of my tuition homework but guess what? I didn't read it up. Hah! Despite forgotting to read my tuition homeworks, I still remember how to do the working steps. Why? Because I pay full attention when tuition teacher is teaching! =D
But still I made stupid mistakes like putting "period of the time" -.-

*Modern Mathematics*
So far this is the easiest subject of the lot. Hoping to get A+ for this particle subject. =)
Credits to Joan for tipping me the answer for one of the question that I didn't understand at first!

-Wednesday (10/3/2010)
*English*
I totally can't find 10 points for my summary in just 2 paragraphs!
Comprehension is still okay, something about local fruits and fruit farms.
Literature! Still okay, although I hate it when the questions ask about your opinion, I'm never good at writing opinions. Hehe~

*Additional Mathematics*
Reaction same as Sejarah=Dang it!
We were given 4 pieces of paper with only 6 question for 30 marks! OMG, how on earth am I not going to fail? *Lame excuse!*
Duh, I even do wrongly on my 1st question. >.<

*Chemistry*
Been memorizing the definitions for isotopes, why are the graph flat during the heating and cooling of naphthalene and those questions really did came out! But who will expect them to ask us about the definition about scientific methods and molar mass and relative molecule mass? Just simply write la, I didn't even read through those definitions. xD Lesson learnt, read and memorize anything in sight! *Pendidikan Moral* Totally waste my time memorizing the definitions for the moral. They came out all 36 where we just memorize the 1st 10. And they even ask us questions about courts. How do we know which court is for pleading and which court is for proving criminal guilty?

-Thursday (11/3/2010)-
*Biology*
Biology exam on 12pm and guess what we're doing for the whole day? Studying? Half right!
Half of our my time is spent on day-dreaming!
And after our recess, no more mood to study bio, instead, I start chit chatting with Rowena about The Sims! Joan commented about us on being childish to play that game. xD
Biology test still okay gua~ I'm okay on the 2nd chapter, but by the time the question ask about Chapter3, I literally write down osmosis on every questions because that's the only thing I know!
Okay, I know my statement above is not 100% true, but hey, I wrote literally!
Still no use of making anymore excuse. >.< Lesson learnt, study hard next time, and when's my next exam again? Oh, it's April!

p.s Thank you Rowena! Credits to her for borrowing me the Sims3 cd! Anyone have extension pack for The Sims? Borrow borrow borrow, pleaseeeeeeeeee

Woots~ Blogging with my new lappie! My own personal lappie!! Happy happy!

Although it's not the baby pink Vaio that I've wanted, and although it's not the white Apple MacBook that I've wanted, this Compaq Presario is fine to me! =D As long as I doesn't need to fight with Jes over the laptop next time.

Can't wait to share the news with you guys that I've got a new lappie, and this is all I want to say.
*Lame-O*

Oh ya, I think I'm gonna fail my Sejarah, Additional Mathematics and my Moral. :X
When I open those papers, the first thought that came to my mind is :
"Oh shit, I'm gonna hand in empty paper!"
But I didn't, instead, I filled the blanks with lame lame answers and I guess teacher is going to bang her head on the wall when she sees my answers. Maybe she'll be thinking how on earth can this student end up in Science 2. xD

Gotta run now! Bio exam tomorrow and it's holiday!!!
2 more novels to write. :X
One english and one chinese, still haven't think of points for the english one! >.<