Holiday is boring!

Everyday wake up, eat, watch tv, then go online, then eat again, then watch tv again, then online again! >.<

Ok la, holidays give me time to catch up with taiwan dramas. =D

Currently watching Hi my Sweetheart ( 海派甜心) and I was crying like shit when Show Luo and Rainir Yang "break up". I can't even finished my favourite pasta dinner. :X

Can't download PPStream so I downloaded PPLive. But when I shut off my lappie and re-on it, I can't seem to open the program back. =(

Anyone wanna go shopping/yamcha? xD

-I seriously hope that you're okay-

Alert! Meetoto virus! =D
Meng Jiun, Joanne, Elaine are always in meetoto singing. Sometimes including me la, but I'll be the audience! Hah! And everytime I'll need to assure them that their singing is perfectly fine, not as bad they think. Anyway, gambateh!

You say that :
if I need someone, you will be always there for me.
Really? Do you actually meant that? I doubt it.

Oh ya, what you saw is perfectly true. And I ain't deleting any post!

Vivien and I were admiring how nice to be a professional blogger and have a fully sponsored wedding! :X

p.s Will try my best to insert at least one picture for every post, because Elaine say mine is like information web page! Lolx

:: This post is dedicated to Elaine!::

Oops! I just remembered that I was suppose to blog about a very special person
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It's KAI TENG!!

Basically, it's a stuffed racoon toy. But we ( which is Joanne and I ) named it Kai Teng because Kai Chean gave it to Elaine, and we just combine their names la! See, so creative right? =D
-Hoping that I won't get bashed up after I post this post-

Well, I was hoping to put the picture up, but too bad I don't have a camera nor a phone to capture a picture of Kai Teng, but nevermind, there's a technology call internet right?

So I tried looking it up on their website and I just found out that the real name for the stuffed racoon is Lemme. Cute name, huh?
Yoohoo and friends
The eyes is like freaking big and you can even mirror your image through Kai Teng's eyes!

Anyone willing to sponsor me a mini version of it? But I don't want Lemme, I want either
-Pamme ( A pink racoon)
-Ping ( A pink dolphin )
-Sparkee ( A black and pink racoon )
or
-Kookee ( A blue penguin )

I'm not greedy so either one will do! =D Will love you to death if you're willing to give me one
No wonder Kai Teng is so familiar when I first saw it, you know why? Because Hui Sin have the keychain of Pamee! She hang it on her tuition bag and I did comment about the cuteness of her keychain.
-Jealous to death-

Gah, it's pricey but we'll see. If I still love one of it then I'll definitely buy it.
Aurora's stuff toys is quite pricey, I once gotten myself a stuff kitty toy and it cost like hell man!
Netherless, I still bought it because it's too cute! Hah!

Anyone have any ideas to make my sottie ( Original name : Sotbear ) more puffy/fat?
She's too skinny! Maybe I squash her too often when I'm asleep so she's very very thin now.

Well, since I've finished my 1st term exam, I'll summarize abit on my papers and how do I feel when I flip throught the exam papers.

-Tuesday (9/3/2010)-
*Bahasa Melayu*
We need to do a ringkasan, and of course pemahaman. Then, 6 questions on tatabahasa, which I really sucks at that.
Ringkasan? I can't think about the 2 extra points that we're suppose to add in ourself. Pemahaman? I can't even answer the 1st question!
Tatabahasa? Oh my god, anyone save me? There are suppose to be 2 corrections on each question and I only found one each on the 1st 3 question and I found none on the last 3 questions! Tell me how on earth I'm gonna pass.

*Sejarah*
The moment I open the paper, I feel like passing it up blank. But being extremely scared of being scold later, I filled in the blanks with craps that I think teacher will bang her head on the wall and regret having a student in the class like me.

*Physics*
Oh my god! There's a structure question that is EXACTLY the same as one of my tuition homework but guess what? I didn't read it up. Hah! Despite forgotting to read my tuition homeworks, I still remember how to do the working steps. Why? Because I pay full attention when tuition teacher is teaching! =D
But still I made stupid mistakes like putting "period of the time" -.-

*Modern Mathematics*
So far this is the easiest subject of the lot. Hoping to get A+ for this particle subject. =)
Credits to Joan for tipping me the answer for one of the question that I didn't understand at first!

-Wednesday (10/3/2010)
*English*
I totally can't find 10 points for my summary in just 2 paragraphs!
Comprehension is still okay, something about local fruits and fruit farms.
Literature! Still okay, although I hate it when the questions ask about your opinion, I'm never good at writing opinions. Hehe~

*Additional Mathematics*
Reaction same as Sejarah=Dang it!
We were given 4 pieces of paper with only 6 question for 30 marks! OMG, how on earth am I not going to fail? *Lame excuse!*
Duh, I even do wrongly on my 1st question. >.<

*Chemistry*
Been memorizing the definitions for isotopes, why are the graph flat during the heating and cooling of naphthalene and those questions really did came out! But who will expect them to ask us about the definition about scientific methods and molar mass and relative molecule mass? Just simply write la, I didn't even read through those definitions. xD Lesson learnt, read and memorize anything in sight! *Pendidikan Moral* Totally waste my time memorizing the definitions for the moral. They came out all 36 where we just memorize the 1st 10. And they even ask us questions about courts. How do we know which court is for pleading and which court is for proving criminal guilty?

-Thursday (11/3/2010)-
*Biology*
Biology exam on 12pm and guess what we're doing for the whole day? Studying? Half right!
Half of our my time is spent on day-dreaming!
And after our recess, no more mood to study bio, instead, I start chit chatting with Rowena about The Sims! Joan commented about us on being childish to play that game. xD
Biology test still okay gua~ I'm okay on the 2nd chapter, but by the time the question ask about Chapter3, I literally write down osmosis on every questions because that's the only thing I know!
Okay, I know my statement above is not 100% true, but hey, I wrote literally!
Still no use of making anymore excuse. >.< Lesson learnt, study hard next time, and when's my next exam again? Oh, it's April!

p.s Thank you Rowena! Credits to her for borrowing me the Sims3 cd! Anyone have extension pack for The Sims? Borrow borrow borrow, pleaseeeeeeeeee

Woots~ Blogging with my new lappie! My own personal lappie!! Happy happy!

Although it's not the baby pink Vaio that I've wanted, and although it's not the white Apple MacBook that I've wanted, this Compaq Presario is fine to me! =D As long as I doesn't need to fight with Jes over the laptop next time.

Can't wait to share the news with you guys that I've got a new lappie, and this is all I want to say.
*Lame-O*

Oh ya, I think I'm gonna fail my Sejarah, Additional Mathematics and my Moral. :X
When I open those papers, the first thought that came to my mind is :
"Oh shit, I'm gonna hand in empty paper!"
But I didn't, instead, I filled the blanks with lame lame answers and I guess teacher is going to bang her head on the wall when she sees my answers. Maybe she'll be thinking how on earth can this student end up in Science 2. xD

Gotta run now! Bio exam tomorrow and it's holiday!!!
2 more novels to write. :X
One english and one chinese, still haven't think of points for the english one! >.<

Maybe I should just accept the fact that you're perfect but we're not

I'm a total idiot to believe what you told me last night. I should have guess that this ending will eventually pop out. Nevermind, it just gave me the chance to evaluate myself once more and see where should I start improving in and when I shouldn't listen to you words.

Guess what? I'll never ever believe a word you say again. It's just because I don't wanna get fooled by you again. Comgratulations to you, you really did fooled me, and I know it's karma.

This post is for YOU, YOU and YOU!!!
*You can say I'm jealous or whatsoever but I don't care!*

Do you realize how many people are unhappy because of you?

I dare not say I'm perfect because no one is in this society or in this world. But to others, which are teachers and your mini fans, you are so perfect in so many aspects! You're smart, you're talented at dancing, you're pretty, you're so elegant, so missy, you're so sweet to always help teacher out, you're so kind-hearted to help defend others, oh-you're-so-perfect! You are always in the center of attention whereas we are just the shadow, why is that so? Because we're not perfect, but you are. We hate it when you always help us agree on something, what if we can't make it? People will just think that : " Aiyer, promised someone already then now you break the promise" Where you can stand up and help that person as much as you want!

You only listen to what you said and not what we said. Everything we say or do is wrong while yours is always correct? Yesterday is a very good example to all of the facts, and the day before yesterday too. You just scolded at us suddenly for helping us buy drinks and foods, but when teacher ask you to help when it's raining? You agree without hesitation with a BIG smile on your face. Oh, when you came back dripping wet, you just ask us for shirts where you just scolded us, remember? The worst thing is, you can't even ask yourself where you're just sitting beside me. You need to ask your friend to ask me. How pathetic.

During singing practice, until now, you guys keep changing the songs and we keep pur mouth shut. Although we practice the songs yesterday already, you still change it last minute. Like what? We have the time of the universe to accompany you to keep practice and practice? Sorry lo, you have the time, but I don't! You keep practicing when other members is gone, and that's okay. But when you start to change the pitching here and there, then it's very not right! Have you thought of other members that are not there? Performance is on monday and do you think that you have the time to tell them what you've change and all those? People tried telling you that you sang the wrong lyrics but you don't give a damn about it, but when they leave, you corrected back your lyrics and say that if we sing neither one also nevermind, because no one can hear the slight difference. Hello? You're the one who's been talking, not us. All we need to do is listen to your changes and your orders.

Did you enjoyed yourselves last night performing to others in your mini concert? Dancing and singing in the center of attention is no problem to you. You said you'll fetch me back around 10 because my mum doesn't know the way but you were too engrossed in the performance that you ask me to call my mum and lied to her that you have no transport yourself too! So fine, I didn't call my mum, and I'm not that stupid to do so. Maybe your mom will say oh, it's okay to come home later but not MINE! So at last, teacher fetch me home while you enjoy your mini concert.

About one of the member quitting the singing performance, you did not ask yourself why she quit it but all you do is blame her.
"Aiya, nevermind one lar, she always like that one"
Is that all you can say?

There were quite a few of the seniors in the party at teacher's house and you keep inviting them to the singing performance. Have you ask the other members? You keep saying the more the merrier, but by then you will neglect you old friends and focus on your newly found friend. It's normal, because since day 1, you're always better to your not-so-close friends but not with your close ones. Why is that so? Ask them la, their way of thinking is way different from us.

One of my friend ask me to 放开点, but I'm so sorry to say that I can't make it. And I'm sure that no one can if they continue to treat us like that. They only have themselves in their eyes, they're too goog to hang out with us. They should hang out with the class one people instead of us. They belong up the stage but we belong to the audience. We're in two different world and this world can never be together.

Sports day was yesterday and it was EXHAUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After days of praticing marching, our marching is still, urm, okay okay la~
Afterall, how do you expect us to so well when there's always people missing during practice? And I'm one of them~ xD So so so so so sorry, because they keep having practice on monday and tuesday where my tuition starts on 4.45pm and my transport comes on 3.30pm till 4pm. See?

SO, I woke up at around 4.30am and we were suppose to reach school by 6.20am and guess what time we left the school? Around 7 something touching 8am. OMG! And when we board the bus, all the seats were taken and we are suppose to stand all the way there!! Somemore the stupid pig keep glaring at me when I put my hand on the top of the head rest! Walau~ you expect me to stand still without holding anything as a support all the way to the stadium??

I faint didn't faint half fainted but half didn't! xD
Actually I was feeling quite okay one lo, I keep wriggling my toes and keep wriggling my fingers and I even move slightly to the right and to the left and do some funny facial expressions to keep myself awake and I only wipe my sweat when the stupid sweat rolled down from I-dunno-where and it rolled in my eyes. Damn painful, you know? If you don't believe then try putting some diluted salt water in your eyes and you'll be half-blind by then. xD

I was enjoying myself listening to the Ketua Pengakap talking giving orders to his mates. He was like :
EH, the three of you in front, stop moving!
Don't move your head!
Stand still!
Don't wipe your sweat!
and lots more.

Then suddenly there's a thud sound and one of the people marching in the blue team was "knock-out". Somemore the Ketua Pengawas ask his teammates not to look at the direction but I still look over and see the boy on the floor and some BBSM people helping him.

When the Ketua Polis took over and give his speech *actually he's just reading from a draft*, I started to feel dizzy and I finished sucking my cola sweet. I popped 3 in my mouth just before the marching start.
Then I heard the Ketua Pengakap say :"Whoever feels like painting, just take a deep breath"
So I just follow his instructions and take a deep, deep breath. BUT after that. I didn't feel better! The whole sight in front of me just went black like someone suddenly switch off the lights and I felt a pang of numbness at my fingertips. And I know what's going to happen next. So I quickly call Amalia which is just behind me but I think she can't hear me calling her or what. Everything is just black and all I know was somebody wrap her hands around me and steer me away. I can't see anything but I know where I was heading to. The tent!

I keep telling her I'm so sorry and I feel like I'm blind, walking in full darkness. I was brought to the tent and they gave me a chair to sit and rest and my head is still dizzy and heavy. They gave me a diluted 100 plus and when I start to see again, I saw more and more people were being brought to the tent until the tent is almost full!

I heard people commenting that the teachers are silly to let us stand still under the hot sun and listen to them talking craps. Somemore this year's event is longer than previous because we have people running one round of the track and light up the obor. Tsk tsk

When I came back and find my friends, the only ones I saw is Elaine and Yin Xuan, and I kept crying because I'm scared that they'll blame me because I heard that marks will be deducted when anyone faint and that means RM100 is for sure gone already. *Although also got one other person faint from Pandu Puteri la*

Then we went and watch the game and something happened in between. I'm still quite mad about it actually, but what's the use? They are like that since day 1 and nothing can be done. Just hope that sometimes people DO spot us as who we are but not as their friends or whatsoever. I'm sick of being just the shadow and on everything they come first before we do. They ARE the priority, not the pathetic us.

And still, I hope that the Indian guy who don't let us board the bus and pull my bag when I board th bus will fell down on his butt someday when he's going on the bus or get knock over by some huge massive lorry. He's such a pain. People is quietly queing to go up the bus and he just cut through us and pull my bag when I'm going up. Stupid bastard!

Rowena's party was fabulous! Will blog about it later. Gotta run to singing practice! :)

-Post written at Pn.Khaw's house when they are having chinese tuition. :)-

Okay, I totally didn't expect it to be in this situation.

*Names not mention =)*

Let's bring you back to last year. Last year, I happily shopped for a freaking cute and girlish magnetic clip with blingz on it for my accessory to the KKCF Fashion Show. I happily bring it there and I even borrowed it to the models to clip up their hair while they have their make up being put on. See? I borrowed them my precious clip which was bought less than a week ago. LESS THAN A WEEK! And by the time I reach my friend's house, I only remember that I left my clip with one of the model. I feel so depressed that time and I immediately called the model up, and she said she give it back to my friend already, and my friend didn't receive it. So I gave up! Imagine I lost my RM30 magnetic clip in less than a week! >.<How can this be?? Where's my another ribbon tail? Did your dog nibble on it because it's starving?


And you could actually count how much blingz that is fall out from it's position. I know it isn't diamond or what, but hey, I pay 30 bucks for this clip you know? And I think it's quite pricey, but hey, I love the design and the blingz!!
Count correctly and you'll find out that there's 6 holes for the missing blingz!



To make things worst,
Oh my freaking god + lord!! What happen to my baby clip? It actually broke into 2!!!
T______T





Okay, you can definitely count the holes correctly and precisely here, because I purposely zoom it until it's unzoomable! You zoom too much the picture will become blurry mah~


Fine, I'll just take it as I never own that clip before, to make me feel better. And I know no way there's people good enough to compensate one more for me and I don't feel like buying another one more for myself anymore, unless someone but it for me la~

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I feel like punching her, kicking her, scream at her, pull off her hairs and scratch her face. Bloody idiot! I totally disagree with what you say! Does wearing tie makes a person more discipline? Hell no! If it really does, then the whole world will be jail-free. Just make the person wear tie then gao-dim lo! I just totally can't get what's in your head. You can say I'm making a fuss for not dropping the topic because I really disagree with her. She did say lots more irrevelant stuffs that make me jumpy and edgy and I just ignore her by sleeping.

School make us to raise fund and we're not allowed to go house-to-house to collect me or shop-to-shop to collect money. Then? Pay all ourself? We need to ask from relatives and friends instead of walking down the street to beg for money. This totally make no difference to the school children. You want to use the money to upgrade facilities in the canteen and other stuffs, but do you know what's more important than that? Fix the bloosy smelly toilet and get someone to build in doors WITH LOCKS!

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Marching practice today from 1 till 3.30pm. My friends kept worrying about me fainting suddenly. Anyhow, I passed, right? I didn't feel dizzy at all! Everytime when the commander ask us to go under the sun, I'll pop a sweet in my mouth and every now and then I'll suck the sweet to get some glucose. See, I'm a smart girl right?

Exam is on the first week of March and no joke, I'm nervous! Anyway, I'll enjoy my Chinese New Year break first then only I worry about my exams! ^_^

Damn those teachers who give us homeworks for Chinese New Year break!

Sorry for being such a pain and so sorry for giving you guys so much problem. I'm really and truly sorry. I didn't mean it for that way to happen. I just didn't. I didn't think that much when I wrote that and I'm sorry that it caused trouble for you guys.

I'm joining marching and yes, I won't faint again, so don't worry, okay? Actually, I wanna join running and tug-of-war too, but no one came and ask for names so I'll just forget about it. I kinda like promised my dear mei mei that I won't faint but we can't stop if I really do right? It's not fun when you hit your head like the way I do. It's so freaking pain and I still remember that I didn't cry until my mum turned up in the clinic. Tears kept rushing out when I saw my mum. It's really pain when the doctor is stiching my head because you can't inject anything in your head to numb it because your head is hard and you can't poke the needle in. So imagine throughout the stiching it's like freaking pain and you can feel how the needle is being pushed in and pull out and you can even feel the string pulling back your skin together although you can't see it. I know it's disgusting but it's true. I can even remember the thud sound when I fell on the floor. That sound gives me the creep right now. So this year I'm going and marching and I'm not going to faint!

Going to school tomorrow. See, I'm a good girl right? Then I'm going to marching practice after school and what's next? P~A~R~T~Y!! =D Sooooo looking forward to tomorrow!

First, I wanna say thank you to a very special person. The message might not mean anything to others, but it meant a lot to me. Thank you once again! :)

Wait for around 2 hours to have my hair cut, and gosh! It's terrible! I can't even bear to look at the mirror right now! A total disaster! What a fine timing when Chinese New Year is coming soon. Yes, I am being sarcastic.

School is crazy, discipline teacher is going nuts, normal teachers going insane too and I'm becoming crazy and nuts and insane too if I don't find a new transporter to fetch me! This is getting more and more frustrating for me. I don't care whether you say I'm PMS-ing or whatever shit, but this is just driving me nuts!

From Monday to Thursday, my transporter will drop off students that live in Aranda first, then drop off those who live in Kemuning Utama, then pick up the primary students from SK Bukit Rimau, and only fetch us who's living in Bukit Rimau back home, which is around 2pm already. Luckily, for Friday, my transporter will fetch Bukit Rimau back first.

But luck is running out, last week, my transporter told me that she's dropping off students who's living in Aranda first, and she changed her mind today, but the selfish bastard, we shall name him Mr.N, said that he has tuition is on 2.30pm which is not true, and our transporter made up her mind to drop off students living in Aranda first from Monday to Friday. Then the selfish bastard Mr.N say it's very unfair to him, because every friday, we get to go home first.

He-ll-o? Who's going back home first from monday till thursday? It's you! You're the first one to get off the van! And to make things worst, since he get off from the van first, he didn't even bloody think of us, everyday, after school, he'll stand in front of the school gate talking to numerous different girls and always the last to get back in the van and by that time, I can even count the cars around our school compound! Sometimes I seriously hope that my transporter will just drive off and leave him there as a punishment. My transporter doesn't scold students!

So don't you dare tell me it's not fair because all the advantages is on your side! Bloody selfish bastard!! I know that this might be a tiny winy thing for you all who's reading, but imagine sitting in the van for one hour everyday, waiting for your turn to go back home and have a nice shower where you have nothing to do in the van! Somemore in the morning, the transporter come and fetch me at 7.10am, and we're suppose to reach school before 7.20 am! If I'm the last one still okay la, but she still fetch few more and she still need to drop primary students off to school first! Imagine I pay 100 bucks a month and I need to be anxious about the timing in the morning and day-dream + waste my time during the afternoon? What a waste!

Average, I spent 2-3 hours in the transport per day! Imagine how much things you can do with that amount of time. So now my biggest wish is I'll find some better transporter that can fetch me home earlier!

First, I post this video because I think it's super duper hilarious. So no offence to her die-hard fans okay? I admit that I'm a coward and I doesn't want to be sued. Haha~ [ CLICK HERE!!:P ]

Many stupid stuffs happen today. Grrr~
Our class lost our diciplin penalty mark thingy and we need to pay for it. And the monitor doesn't even bother to look for it. After she knows about it, her reaction is just to tell the treasurer to collect money from US!! I mean what is this? She didn't do her job properly of taking care the file and once something is missing, is like non of her business and we need to like just shut our mouth and pay it? I know the amount is like not a lot, but I just doesn't like her attitude of seeing this so easily. Wanna bet that it'll be lost for the 2nd time?

Stupid teacher came in to our moral class and claim that she's the relief teacher and start giving us homeworks with her very lc face and attitude. And when I'm near finishing, because those who didn't hand it up will receive penalty marks, someone told me that she entered the wrong class!! Grr~ How unlucky we are? Suddenly, I think my modern maths teacher is the cutest teacher in the world compare to that blurcase teacher which is 4Science1's BM teacher.

The teachers have just gone crazy this year. Dunno how are we going to cope this year. Anyway, gonna bath now! Tuition later. Skipped cross-crountry practice. :P

Well, I guess I predicted wrongly. Way wrong. I thought it'll come out fun, but I guess I'm wrong. It came out dissapointing. We get dissapointed every single year, or should I say it's just me that got dissapointed? Yes, I want positions because it contains lots of marks, and I do understand it is important for our big and final year next year, and it is also important for applying scholarship, which is likely what my parents would want to, because it's obvious that they don't have the ability to sponsor me to go Australia without any help from anyone. My dad is gonna retire in 3 years time and whose money are we going to use to pay for my fees? Jo? What if she starts a family of her own? She will have commitment of her own and she'll need to use the money for herself as well as her newly-formed family. I'm not a bright student for the scholarship, but no-harm trying and working hard to be a bright student right? I have time till next year to prove that I'm capable of doing it.

Sometimes it feels like shit when you work hard for the whole year and you get nothing. But then it feels far more worse when you were promised to be given something, and you end up with nothing too. Either they forgot what they have promised you, or they found it unnecessary. Well, life is always unfair and no one says it is fair. Guess we'll need to bear with it for another year. But I'm sure I'll get super duper pissed if the same thing happened next year. And all we get is lame excuses.

I'm not in the mood to do my Australia trip post and my dad is bugging me to do it. He's far more concerned about my readers than I am. Because deep inside, I know no one's read it. So why bother? This is just a page to express myself, or shall I post it as well for a memory, but most likely I'll abandon this page sometime later.

Anyway, if anybody reads this, thank you for your time to read my complaints and thank you for bearing with all the nonsense and craps on top.

Yes peeps! I'm finally back safe and sound! : D And I dunno why I choose this picture. xD

Happy belated Merry Christmas, New Year or what-ever-it-is.

Going to be a super duper short post. Won't take up much time.

Australia was awesome!
Started school and yea, I'm trying to like my teachers and trying to accept the fact that out of 4 years, I'm in the same class with Vivien for a year only. A YEAR!! Boo~ At least I got Joan and Elaine with me at Science 2. : D

Everyday is just hectic, rushed. Went to 2 police stations in a row yesterday to report my missing identification card and my atm maybank card. Went to bank and sat for 3 hours to queue up. And take note, you know why 3 hours? Because I cut queue, :P with not it'll be far more longer until the end of the world.

AGM for koko tomorrow, I'm predicting that we'll have lotsa fun tomorrow!

Can't wait for tomorrow! Going to skip half a day of class on Tuesday for making my temporary identification card and I hope that I'll be able to make it to my Physics tuition.

p.s I love science subjects now. Wanna bet that I'll start to hate it in 3 months time? : D

I should know that this would happen someday.

I mean, it's part of the process right?

But I still wish you never tell me.

I'm still here waiting and hoping and there you are, starting a new life.

Actually, there's no one to blame, but me.

I let the chance slip through my fingers.

You gave me a chance before, but I didn't grip it firm enough.

There's no second-chance anymore.

Anyway, congratulations!


Van just told me that they are going to organize a bbq party for like celebration for taking their PMR results. >.< I'm gonna miss it. How can the party be successful without the hyper "chicken" right? Haha

Going to polish my nails pink now. I don't care whether Jes will still say I'm a pontianak anymore, because, Jo is having pink nails too! So everyone will know we're sisters when we arrived at Australia. Muahaha~

SihumChen a.k.a Mr.Weather Forecast said that it's gonna be cooler when we reach melbourne but in adelaide? Still as hot as oven. OMG! I'm gonna be a big fat roast turkey then?

I feel empty out if the sudden. I should use to the feeling by now, But I guess I'm wrong.
I just don't know what's going on in my head right now. I'm confused. I really am. Should I like bang my head to the wall and maybe I'll wake up after that.

I'm just so pissed off and now the laptop don't even work right. It spent 30 freaking minutes just so start the front page. Just don't know what's going on lately. Grrr~

Oh ya, and I just waste my precious time watching Jennifer's Body. SO what there's a "hottie" in the movie? It's boring anyway, and left me with question marks after I watched it. Such a total waste of my time and money.

*You want me to choose on which laptopy I want that cost less than RM2000. And I choosed my mini pink Vaio laptop and now you say don't, because it seems that the Hp mini 110 is having a promotion now and it's cheaper than the mini pink vaio laptop. Duh~ Then why bother to ask me choose then? Why bother to ask? SO what now? Reducing the price from RM2000 to RM1500? Pissed pissed pissed~ And somemore you joke about sticking a pink sticker on the hp laptop and spray the word vaio word on it. Haha, it's funny. -.-*


Received a very early christmas gift from SihumChen and see, it wrote there"Special Little Girl" and I'm his special little girl and sotbear is MY special little girl. Lolx

Random thoughts : Anyone went to Pavillion to see the christmas decos yet? I just found out that the all of the raindeers have testicles but no penis. So why bother to do the testicles and leave out the penis? And the screws on the tummy looks like nipples.

Not going to blog anymore until next year. So miss me ya? Working my head off for the cross-stich and I'm proud to say, I'm almost finished!! Packing, packing and packing. Damn, do I need to bring so much stuffs? I mean I'm like packing every single day but everyday I have something new to stuff in my luggage bag. We're reaching at melbourne at night time so no sight-seeing at the airplane. Boo~ Wonder what's gonna happen to my arse and bladder for the 8 hours? Hmm~

Elaine told me that she usually comes to my blog and skip my posts because I have too much words. So now I shall post pictures, instead of words! :D But still, I prefer writing than posting pictures. Maybe I need to like post a picture for every post? Hmm~
















NO tongue V.S GOT tongue

Which one is better or cuter? Comments comments...



This is how she usually sleeps when my mum went up. She'll stay at the staircase for my mum to come down. Look at how she stabilize herself! :D


And this is how she'll do when we scolded her. She'll just hide herself in the blanket. Sooooo cute!


Not going to Kota Permai ever! Dramas going on for the whole morning. Wanna know what happened? Not going to blog it out because I just type the whole incident to Elaine in the aftenoon in MSN. View's Vivien's blog then to understand the whole situation! : D

Went to MamaKandar for lunch with Twins,EeCheng,Vivien and ShienYang. And whole day day-dreaming at home.

Keep arguing with Elaine at MSN > Whether Malaysia got PKM or not.
Lame topic right? : D I even asked Vanessa! I don't remember those Sejarah anymore. :P
And I even asked Vanessa whether the Chin Peng guy is still alive or not.
I can't believe I just asked the most stupidest question ever! >.<

18th December
> I'm going to Australia
> Elaine going to Thailand
> Twins going to Singapore

Such a coincedence, right?

Vivien is going to China tomorrow. I bet I'll miss her loads as usual. : (
Anyway, have a nice trip there and remember to buy souveniers back! :P

Had breakfast at McD with ChiauChen, EeCheng and Twins. Chit-chat until 12 and parents and I went all the Ampang to retrieve my mp3. After a long time of searching only my mum found my mp3, and the condition is......

BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was badly scratched and stuffs like that. Grr~

And then on our way home the traffic was soooooooooooo bad due to the rain and it's flooding somemore. Went home after 2 hours ++ in the car. My bladders are gonna burst anytime if we're stuck in the jam for longer period.

Anyway, I'm still pissed that my mp3 is in such bad condition. She really hid it real good. We need to take everything out and search every corner for my mp3.

Guess I retrieve back everything that's mine?

Went for a ride in the noon for my lunch. Imagine cycling under the hot sun around 2 something!
After lunch, went to my secret favorite spot and sit there and enjoy the nice view of KLCC. Take note, there's a abandon flyover over me so it's very very very cooling. I always cycle there whenever I head over to my grandpa's place. The place has a very comfy feeling and I feel very secure there. So far no one found out my secret spot! Happy happy~

It's weird whenever Jeff asked me over to his house. Because there's always awkward silence between he and me whenever I go over to his place. Like that time he called me over to his place to pass a rubix cube to Elaine, I went there and he said he lost it. And there's the
A-W-K-W-A-R-D S-I-L-E-N-C-E
between us. What topic do you expect to chat in front of a half naked boy? And yes, after ages, he called again and asked me whether I'm free to head over to his house or not. And I rejected because I'm just so not in the mood after all the drama happened in my house.

Going Pavillion tomorrow just for the Christmas decorations. My grandpa just LOVES the christmas decoration so mommy decide to bring him to Pavillion. Why doesn't the christmas mood affect me and make me happy?

Went to Bukit Tinggi Jaya Jusco yesterday for shopping.

I HATE sales!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my, the crowd is unbelieveble! Actually our main plan is to shop for my school uniform, and I found it funny, because the sales doesn't include school stuffs, so why go there and fight with the crowd where you can go another day and there's less people?

And the worst thing is we ended up buying loads of stuffs, worth around RM400?! OMG! And 99% of the stuffs is mine. Only one of the blouse is Jes's. Went there and buy school uniform, then my mum saw some blouses, and start calling me to try, and then start buying stuffs already. SO ended up buy buy buy pay pay pay the bill came up to be RM400?! Oops, sure kena lectured by daddy~

Those people are crazy. There's happy hours, different hour on different stocks, and when they come to ladies handbags, those females customer is crazy! They grab like it's F.O.C! They just push you away and grab the bag they think is good! The conclusion is, when you shop, try wearing high heels, so when somebody wanna elbow you, you step on their feet and make sure they wail out in pain! Hmph~

Played PS2 with my sister, and I keep defeating her in Tekken. Muahahaha~
Because I'm too pissed so I keep taking my apponent as "her face" and hit hit hit kick kick kick her until she dies!!! : D

I always win her in Tekken anyway, so it doesn't make any difference. Suprisingly, I even defeat her in racing games! Oh dear, I'm just so proud of myself. :) You should see how I crash my car and how I steer my car. Maybe my dad will think twice when I go have my car license.

Vivien is back from Japan! Wee~~~ And she say she miss me too! :D